The final words of this book are not the final words of this book.

Author: Potato Sweet Potato Pie

The final words of this book are not the final words of this book.

After the very unexpected whole book was published, I read every comment, and most of them criticized me. Here, I would like to apologize to everyone in advance and talk to you about the reasons.

It may be a bit long, so please be patient and read it.

To be honest, after finishing this book, I felt completely different from the previous one. The previous book was about the kind of daughter who has been raised for many years gets married, and the heart that is full suddenly becomes empty. For a while,

I don’t know how to feel good.

This is the feeling of completion.

But this book doesn't have that feeling. It's a kind of fear and uneasiness, but also a little bit of relief.

Because this book is not finished, it is only half written. If I were asked to continue writing, I could continue, but I.

Anyway, thank you all for your support and love in the past few months, and thank you to those friends who are willing to spend money to read my books. Here, I can only say that I have failed to live up to your love.

In fact, I have been let down for a long time. From the day I went to work, I have been let down by everyone's love.

I remember that when the North Korean plot first started, some book reviews said that the writing was getting worse and worse. Yes, it was getting worse and worse.

I have said many times that I am a very slow coder. I used to code at home full time. After I finished coding a chapter, I would read it to myself once or even several times. Only then would I write the next chapter if I felt it was enough.

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But since I started working, I go to work at 8:30 every day and get off work at 7 or 8 pm. Sometimes I don’t get off work until 9 or even 10 o’clock. I wait until I get back to code. I feel like a primary school student doing homework.

What does it feel like for primary school students to write homework, rush to work, and complete the task?

After a day's work, I went to code again, but I couldn't find that state. What I was thinking about was to finish writing, and quickly write out tomorrow's update, and finish it quickly, so as not to delay work the next day.

If I try to catch fish at work once, twice, three times or four times, my boss won't notice it. But when I write a novel, I only need to fool around a little bit, and the readers will feel it.

So what everyone saw during that period was that the quality of the entire book dropped off a cliff, and kept declining. Sometimes even I didn’t know what I was writing.

All I know is that I am defrauding everyone of their money in a passive and slow-down way.

My writing style is poor and my writing is not good. This is a problem of ability, but for me, it is a problem of attitude.

I thought about adjusting my mentality, but found that I couldn't. After getting off work from the company, I came home at eight o'clock, nine o'clock, or even sometimes ten o'clock or eleven o'clock in the evening.

I turned on the computer and began to code again. Time was driving me. The words that I had to go to work the next day were like a knife hanging in the air. I couldn't wait to calm down. I had to hurry up and code as soon as possible.

Possibly to fool.

After fooling around, I have to go to bed quickly, otherwise I will delay work.

Do you think I feel guilty? Yes, but I did. During that time, I didn’t dare to read everyone’s comments, and I was too embarrassed to speak in the group.

I was chatting with a friend a few days ago, and we talked until four or five o'clock in the morning that night. By the way, she was also reading my book.

I told her that I wanted to resign, that I wanted to be a eunuch, and that I wanted to do whatever I wanted. Then I told her that I would find an opportunity to finish the book.

Finding a node to complete the book is at least better than eunuchs.

Some people may ask why I don’t resign and concentrate on writing a book. I really have thought about it, but I can’t resign now.

So why should I find a class?

I know clearly that I can't concentrate on writing a book after work, but I still go to work. Is it mentally ill? Actually, no, it's because of my family. I live at home, and my mother suddenly told me that day that I am like this every day.

The cat was at home and she couldn't hold her head up.

Other children have classes, jobs, and girlfriends, and I am the only one who stays at home. She said that now I am famous in this area, and all the old ladies and talkative women know me.

They always use me as a negative example to educate their children.

For example, ah, did you see that so-and-so in that family just didn't study hard, and as a result couldn't find a job, so he could only stay at home, and he couldn't even find a wife.

How I felt after learning this, well, I can't put my finger on it.

My mother urged me to find a class, but I was unwilling at first. I told her that just because I was squatting at home did not mean that I had no income, and that I would be an old man. Next time, you will hear those talkative women discussing me.

Just tell them that.

My mother said, people don’t care about you, they only want to say what they want to say.

Yes, human eyes are very subjective, and they only want to believe the so-called truth they see.

Especially middle-aged women and old ladies, they are very good at gossiping.

People are always affected by external factors. My mother is like this, and so am I, so I started working so that those old ladies and middle-aged women could calm down and stop using me as a negative example.

Then it became what everyone sees.

I am fooling, defrauding everyone of their money, and I am letting everyone down.

Let’s talk about the abnormalities of this book. What I wanted to write at the beginning was a daily historical novel. The heroine was just a background and there wouldn’t be too many scenes.

Later, I sent the beginning to the editor, who said that I would write about ancient dog food, and by the way, he gave me the name "My Wife Is Adorable".

At that time, I already had tens of thousands of words in manuscript for this book. I didn’t delete it and just published it and started writing it.

But in the process of writing, I found that I couldn't write because of the heroine's character problem. Her character couldn't support too many scenes. She couldn't even write about the interaction between her appearance and the protagonist. The dialogue between the characters must be conflicting, and

Xiaoqizi's character does not meet this kind of conflict.

Because she is so good, whatever the protagonist says, she will say yes, okay, that kind of unconditional obedience, she is different from Xiaoqi, Xiaoqi can still quarrel with others, and has her own ideas, she can't, she doesn't,

She will only be a yes-man, like an obedient puppet.

Such a heroine cannot be extended at all, and her character cannot be used as the heroine of a dog food novel.

The more I wrote, the more I felt that I couldn't write, so I had to make major changes, how to change, set tasks for the protagonist, set changes, set climbing, and set a series of goals and pursuits.

But he deviated from his original intention. As everyone said, he was wrong about the book and committed telecom fraud.

I know these situations, but I can only reduce the appearance of the heroine in this way, and then the whole book will feel like completing one goal after another, and the protagonist will complete one task after another.

He is no longer a character in the novel, he has become a puppet in my writing, moving forward completely according to the storyline.

Characters promote the plot, and the plot also promotes the characters. The two complement each other, but in my novels and the characters I write, he has become a species that jumps on one leg.

I don't want to be like this, but as the plot develops and the plot expands, this book is like the end of a dynasty, which has become irreversible and cannot be changed by humans.

Even I, the author, can't do anything. I can only continue to write, extend, and intersperse such and such storylines, trying to make this template of accomplishing the goal less conspicuous and hide them all.

But as the story progresses, and as this model deepens, there will eventually come a time when it cannot be hidden. On that day, everyone will suddenly realize that this author is writing something very weird. He is

Write a puppet show.

I have said so much, but these are just the reasons and reasons for my unfinished work. It is my problem, my ability, and my attitude. It is not everyone's problem, and it cannot solve the problem that everyone suddenly finished reading the book halfway through.

That kind of crazy mentality.

Again, if you ask me to keep writing, I can continue writing, but I don’t want to do this. I don’t want to defraud everyone’s money with this passive attitude of slowing down work and completing the task.

You may laugh when I say this, thinking that I am promoting myself too much. After saying so much, it is nothing more than data reasons and income issues.

But it’s really not about income. The last book I only subscribed for 200 to 300 yuan each, and the monthly income was 1,000 or 2,000. The last book I only subscribed for 500 to 600 yuan, and the monthly income was only 2,000 to 3,000. These two books,

I finished writing each book steadily.

However, the average order for this book is five to six times that of the previous book. A difference of 300 orders means it is a high-quality product.

The monthly manuscript fee is more than 10,000, so why don't I keep writing? Even if I slack off my work, I will always get 7,800 to 8,000 a month.

I can still muddle through a million words for several months, but is this really good?

This is irresponsible to the readers and also irresponsible to the book.

I don’t want to be fooled like this. Everyone spending money to read my books is an affirmation and love for me. I should have the best attitude and try my best to write every chapter well. At least I have read it.

I am satisfied, even if you feel dissatisfied, this is the limitation of my ability.

But now, it is not a problem of my ability, but a problem of attitude.

Ability issues can be forgiven and can be gradually improved, but attitude is unforgivable and irrefutable.

It makes me feel guilty, makes me feel sorry for everyone, and makes me feel like I'm sitting on pins and needles.

So I'm done, I'm free.

Let’s talk about the next book. This book has various problems. I will carefully polish the characters in the next book. During this time at work, I will first think about a story outline, take my time, and polish the characters.

If you don’t have the problem of the heroine’s character in this book, it would be nice if you could save some manuscripts.

I will start writing a book and wait until the day I resign. I should still concentrate on writing a book. Even if I make less money, I think I should go all out to do one thing well instead of doing two things at once.

I plan to move out from home, so as to avoid my mother telling me that I have to work for three months before going to work. Now I have been working for about a month, and there are still two months left, so I can catch up during the summer vacation.

I will try to resign and start a book.

As for what to write in the next book, I haven’t decided yet.

Anyway, take your time.

Without realizing it, I have been chatting with you so much. The preface and the follow-up are inconsistent, and there is no coherence. It may be tiring for you to watch, but thank you for your willingness to see this.

Finally, I would like to apologize to everyone. If you are still willing to read my book, I will inform you on the day it is released.
Chapter completed!