Chapter 181, Love is hard to express!

"Your past?"

Qin Feng was startled when he heard this, and then shook his head decisively: "If you are joking, forget it. If you are serious, it is best not to tell me."

Qiu Mengdie glanced at Qin Feng: "Why? Aren't you curious?"

"I'm curious, but I don't want to know." Qin Feng curled his lips and said: "Looking at you like this, you must have a lot of troublesome stories. I am always soft-hearted towards beauties. If I listen to you, I will cause trouble for myself.

?”

Qin Feng is very shrewd. Rather than knowing some of Qiu Mengdie's tragic experiences and taking care of things that he can't stand, why not put aside his curiosity and live a life of peace of mind?

When Qiu Mengdie looked at Qin Feng's heartless yet extremely real appearance, a hint of loss flashed in her beautiful eyes, and at the same time there was a bit of joy.

In this world full of lies and filth, she likes sincere people, but she also hopes that this sincere person is willing to listen to her past. Unfortunately, the two seem to be contradictory.

Unless, this man loves me...

"It's just a joke. Look how nervous you are. Do you think that everything I do or say is just to tease you?" Qiu Mengdie said with a smile.

"Isn't it?" Qin Feng said speechlessly: "Didn't you say it yourself? It is a woman's nature to have a small belly and chicken intestines. I slept with you twice in a row. Who knows if you are holding back your big move and preparing to torture me again?

?”

"If I said that I let you sleep with me for the second time, would you believe it?" Qiu Mengdie said with a delicate smile.

"You can't trust women even if you believe in ghosts. This is my experience over the years." Qin Feng smiled without thinking too much.

Qiu Mengdie was stunned for a moment, and then she said with a face full of teasing: "Hey, you are young, but you seem to have been in love for a long time. Haha, I really didn't expect this!"

"People should not be judged by their appearance. I never thought at first that such a charming woman like you has not experienced anything between men and women at such an old age." Qin Feng shrugged.

"Nonsense." Qiu Mengdie glared at Qin Feng and said, "You only felt this way when you saw the pool of blood on the sheets, right? Don't you know that with today's medicine, a patch of membrane only costs a few hundred yuan?"

"Believe me, I'm a ghost." Qin Feng didn't believe Qiu Mengdie's lies at all.

If it were anyone else, Qin Feng might have believed it, but a person with Qiu Mengdie's personality would not look like a first-timer, and he would only do that kind of surgery if he was too busy.

"It seems that you won't believe anything I say." Qiu Mengdie smiled, but the smile was a little bitter: "In this case, even if I tell you the truth someday, you won't believe it."

Qin Feng: "Have you told me the truth?"

"Yes." Qiu Mengdie said: "Not long ago, I told you the truth."

"Which sentence?"

"Forgot."

"Bitch."

"Beast."

"..."

It's a weird night.

While countless young men and women were partying in bars, there was a pair of young men and women lying on the grass beside the lake around the city that no one cared about, talking, laughing, fighting and making trouble.

They look strange yet familiar.

It seems that they trust each other, but are wary of each other.

Their relationship is very strange, like a pair of happy enemies who love and kill each other, but also like a pair of realistic people who each want what they need. They can each have their own opinions and arguments about everything, but they have endless things to talk about.

topic.

They can all feel that when they are with each other, there will be a particularly strange kind of relaxation of the mind. They can talk about everything but stop at it.

Time passed quickly, and in a blink of an eye, it was already early morning.

Qin Feng finished smoking his last cigarette, stood up and patted his pants: "It's getting late, I have to go home and go to bed. If you still want to lie here, remember to be careful of gangsters coming to molest you."

"Are you concerned about me?" Qiu Mengdie asked with a smile.

"No." Qin Feng shook his head and said: "I just simply think that it would be a pity if a beautiful woman like you was casually raped by a gangster."

"Didn't I just fall for you, a gangster like you?" Qiu Mengdie said with a smile.

"I...goodbye!"

Qin Feng was speechless. He was instantly depressed about how he managed to chat with Qiu Mengdie, a monster, for so long today. He curled his lips, turned around and left.

Didn't take a few steps.

Qiu Mengdie suddenly shouted: "Qin Feng!"

Qin Feng looked back: "I won't sleep with you tonight."

"..." Qiu Mengdie was stunned for a long time, then she didn't care, and showed a rare serious smile: "Thank you tonight!"

"I'll go. Such a serious smile shocked me." Qin Feng shuddered, shook his shoulders and ran away as if running away.

"puff!"

Looking at Qin Feng's hastily escaping back, Qiu Mengdie couldn't help but laugh out loud. The smile at this moment, perhaps even she herself found, was the most innocent and happiest smile she had ever seen.

Until Qin Feng's back completely disappeared, the moving smile on Qiu Mengdie's face gradually faded away, replaced by a touch of sadness and sadness.

"Actually, I have been telling you the truth since yesterday. It's all true about my love for you..."

Qiu Mengdie's beautiful eyes were lowered, and she slowly lay down on the grass again. The same scene, the same picture, without Qin Feng, looked particularly quiet and lonely.

Unknowingly, a hint of luster appeared in her beautiful eyes, as bright as the starry sky.

It's not water, it's tears.

"Qin Feng..."

"Perhaps you will never know, understand, or believe that your sincere care for me last night was the warmest feeling I have ever felt since I can remember. Because of that warmth, I fell in love with it ridiculously

Got you."

"Perhaps, I will never tell you seriously about the fact that I love you. This sudden love that came without warning caught me off guard, and I didn't have the courage to admit it.

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"I don't deserve it."

"I don't deserve anyone's love, because anyone who loves me will have a bad end in the end, so I decided to hide this fact."

"If one day all my enemies are dead and I am no longer a dangerous woman, I will never give up on you. No matter if your wife is Li Qiuxue or someone else, I will never give up on you!

"

"..."

Qiu Mengdie murmured alone, her beautiful eyes blinking, and the tears carrying endless stories and sadness flowed across her cheeks and merged into her hair, and then disappeared into the soil along her hair.

Unfortunately, Qin Feng had already driven away at this moment.

Perhaps, only the grass stained by her tears knows her endless sorrow and sadness, as well as the pain and loneliness that ordinary people cannot even imagine...
Chapter completed!