Chapter 95 You are the light in my life!
Chapter 95, You are the light in my life!
This is a confession that comes without any warning and comes out of the blue!
Qin Feng was stunned.
An Zhiya didn't know what she was doing or saying.
At this moment, she was completely out of control. Her emotions that had been suppressed for a long time seemed to have suddenly lost their restraints in Qin Feng's warm embrace, and all of them burst out in one go.
She cried in Qin Feng's arms, telling her grievances over the years, her unknowing feelings for Qin Feng, and all the secrets that were originally hidden deep in her heart.
This surprised Qin Feng, but he seemed not surprised at all.
An Zhiya looks weak, but is actually very strong. Because of this strength and self-esteem, she gradually closes her own world, not looking for anyone when she encounters difficulties, and not talking to others when she encounters troubles.
Such self-isolation made her live a very depressed life, and this depression was destined to explode crazily in front of the right person one day.
The only thing that Qin Feng didn't expect was that that person was actually himself who had deceived An Zhiya not long ago...
An Zhiya talked a lot and shed a lot of tears. The hot and humid breath made Qin Feng smell a bitter taste.
Even though he has traveled all over the world, women with such tragic fate as An Zhiya are extremely rare. Her world is dark, but her heart is always yearning for light.
She gave Qin Feng an extremely strong desire to protect him. He wanted to integrate her directly into his body and never leave her. From now on, otherwise no one would harm her...
Qin Feng remained silent, gently hugging the woman in his arms, letting her cry and talk in his arms.
I don't know how long it has been.
An Zhiya finally stopped all this and the atmosphere returned to tranquility.
"Qin Feng..."
In the silence, An Zhiya slowly raised her head, staring at Qin Feng with pear blossoms in her eyes, her beautiful eyes full of anxiety and expectation: "You...do you like me?"
"I like it." Qin Feng said without hesitation: "A man likes a woman like you, and I am also a man."
"Really?"
"real."
Qin Feng thought for a while, then sighed and said: "But I don't want to lie to you, I am engaged, there is a woman who needs me to protect her for the rest of my life, and I must protect her, and there are many things that I cannot give you.
"
The atmosphere became tense again.
The smile on An Zhiya's face had not yet spread, because Qin Feng's frank words suddenly made her stiff and pale again. She looked at Qin Feng blankly, as if the light she finally saw had disappeared again.
.
"You..." An Zhiya's lips trembled: "Do you have a wife?"
"kindness."
Qin Feng nodded seriously. He knew that in this environment and atmosphere, as long as he didn't say those things, his relationship with An Zhiya would be further improved tonight.
In fact, he also needs this kind of development.
But he will not do this, even if the sequelae of the war may break out at any time... He has deceived An Zhiya once and severely hurt her once. He will not make the same mistake a second time.
An Zhiya fell silent, her beautiful eyes lowered, and her heart hurt.
This was the first confession in her life. She was very worried, nervous and looking forward to it. When she heard Qin Feng said that he also liked her, she was really happy at that time, as if the whole world was full of warmth and happiness.
But the next second, Qin Feng's supplement was like a newly burning fire to her. Before it could warm her, it was cruelly extinguished by a splash of cold water. Endless darkness and coldness enveloped her world again.
This is a kind of despair, which makes An Zhiya even more desperate than when she faced difficulties in an abandoned factory!
"sorry."
Looking at the stunned An Zhiya, Qin Feng's heart twitched. He exhaled heavily, gently pushed the woman in his arms away, stood up and walked out of the room.
I don’t know what kind of weird relationship he and An Zhiya will have after they say goodbye tonight...
Seeing Qin Feng, he was about to open the door and leave.
"Qin Feng!" An Zhiya suddenly shouted in horror.
Qin Feng turned around in confusion.
An Zhiya was seen standing not far away, her pretty face was pale and pitiful, her tear-filled eyes were heartbreaking, but Qin Feng also saw that there was an extreme determination in the pupils behind the tears.
The corners of An Zhiya's mouth curled up slightly, revealing a sweet smile: "Qin Feng, I don't mind if you have a wife, promise me, you won't mind either, okay?"
Qin Feng was stunned: "What do you mean?"
"I..." An Zhiya bit her lip and said, "I can be your underground lover, always waiting for you in the dark, never seeing the light. I can do whatever you want me to do, as long as you don't leave me... okay?"
Qin Feng was dumbfounded, and his mind went blank in shock.
He never thought that An Zhiya would make such a decision, he didn't even dare to think about it!
With An Zhiya's conditions, there is no doubt that all the men in this society are lined up for her to choose. Only she can't look down on her, and absolutely no man can look down on her.
She has countless choices, and she also has countless capital to get a better future.
But she actually chose darkness.
She has been in darkness all her life, but for him, she chose to remain in darkness in the future!
Qin Feng frowned: "Zhiya, you are impulsive."
"No, I'm not impulsive!"
An Zhiya ran to Qin Feng in fear and grabbed his hand tightly: "I know that if I let you leave tonight, I will regret it for the rest of my life!
Qin Feng, the first half of my life was dark. I had countless despair and suicidal thoughts. Do you know, I had suicidal thoughts the night before I met you.
But after I got to know you, I saw the light, and that kind of dangerous thought never happened again. Every time I was sad, I would think of you, and every time I was happy, it was all because of you.
Unknowingly, you have become my hope to live, you have become everything in my life, you are the light in my life!
If it weren't for you, I... I wouldn't even know what else in this world would be worthy of my nostalgia.
Without you, my future will continue to be dark. Instead of that, why don't I be with you in the darkness? At least, in that darkness, I can still find the light, that touch... the light you bring to me
!”
"Zhiya..."
Qin Feng frowned and was about to speak.
But before he could say anything, An Zhiya's delicate body pounced like a ferocious little female leopard, blocking all Qin Feng's words with her soft and plump lips.
An Zhiya is crazy, not crazy like An Zhiya.
An Zhiya is very clumsy, not as clumsy as a woman who is already running for her third year.
she……
It must have been the first time I kissed a man!
Chapter completed!