After returning to Beijing, I lie on my own bed at home and my heart completely relaxed.

After more than twenty days of running around, I was seriously overdrawn in physical strength and energy. When I got home, I felt like I was exhausted. I slept at home for two days and was too lazy to leave the house.

It feels like being at home, life is like flowing through the flowing water.

These days, we occasionally send text messages to Liu Ye or make a phone call and chat a little bit, but none of us mentioned any topics related to Zhuzi, and we are all avoiding this matter intentionally or unintentionally.

Maybe it was really that this period of time had touched me so much, and I was surprised and escaping from death. For us, it felt like we were lucky enough to survive on a bloody battlefield. We had a special feeling for life for the first time and felt that it would be beautiful to be alive.

There is a way to pass by time in idle places, and it is the fifteenth day of the first lunar month in a blink of an eye.

Early in the morning, Liu Ye called me and woke me up from my dream.

On the phone, Liu Ye asked me if I had time and wanted to sit down and have dinner together. After looking at the calendar, I realized that I had been back for almost twenty days in a flash, and I had never had time to meet each other during this period. I just wanted to sit down and have a good chat, so I agreed on the phone.

Although the northeast was still cold and cold at this time, it was already cold in Beijing, swallows were already dancing and orioles were singing and flowers were blooming in spring.

When I arrived at Houhai on time, I found that Liuye had arrived. I smiled at her apologetically. Liuye understood people very much and said that she had just arrived.

Houhai is an ancient water area in Beijing from the Yuan Dynasty 700 years ago. It is surrounded by water and can see mountains and willows blowing on the shore. It is a rare leisurely and pleasant place in the inner city. There are many royal palaces and former residences of celebrities around it, which adds some unique charm to the capital. Looking at the old buildings, it seems that you can still chew the royal legacy that has long been gone.

At this time, there are very few tourists in Houhai, and they are walking in groups of three or three, and they are wandering around in the garden.

The sun shines on your body, warm and warm. The grass is green, the willow branches are rippling, the pool of clear water is sparkling, the flowers are shining, and the willow shadows are full of spring.

Liuye and I walked slowly along the shore, stepping on pebbles, chatting around and chatting about some topics. After walking for a while, we felt a little tired, so we found a leisure chair nearby and sat down.

The topics I talked about were very relaxed and not heavy at all, but I always felt a little depressed.

After chatting for a while, Liu Ye took the lead in mentioning the topic we were all deliberately avoiding. She asked me politely if I had any ideas about the matter of Zhuzi and wanted to know what I had plans for this matter.

This question was finally put on the table, and I also know that this matter will be faced sooner or later, and there must be a positive result, whether to continue or end.

During the Chinese New Year, I have been thinking about this issue more than once. During this period, I have communicated with Daya several times. In the end, we all felt that this matter could not be mixed up with Liu Ye anymore. When I pulled Liu Ye in, I didn’t expect that the matter would be so complicated and dangerous. We were really sorry for escaping from death several times. If it was really for this matter, if Liu Ye had any good or bad, we would probably feel guilty and could not forgive ourselves in this life.

Since Liu Ye asked, I couldn't help but answer. I smiled and deliberately pretended to be very relaxed and looked at Liu Ye: "Well, this matter, I have thought about it, we have no chance at all. We can save money, just do whatever we should do, and just do this matter. It's not worth losing our lives for this matter. It's not worth enjoying a great youth yet, so we can't compete with the dead, don't you think?"

When Liu Ye heard what I said, he was obviously a little surprised and asked me in surprise: "You, are you telling it seriously? Are you really planning to give up?"

I supported the backrest of the chair with my hand, stood back, stretched my waist: "It's not a question of giving up. The Buddha said that all things in the world are born from the transformation and transformation of causes and conditions, and there will be a change. There will be a cause and a result. From this, karma is born from suffering, and afflictions arise. Don't you think that besides giving ourselves some troubles, we cannot achieve the cause and cannot achieve the result?"

After hearing what I said, Liu Ye was stunned for a moment, and then smiled: "Cause and effect are born from cause and effect, without nature and self-nature, which means emptiness. I think we are not obsessed with seeking cause and attaining the result, but more about seeking a pure mind, pretending to be a noble saying, or just to open up a pure land for our hearts, which is also considered to be without regrets."

I can't argue what Liu Ye said. In fact, I also know that this matter is meaningless to us now, cause and effect, but more of it is that we want to be at ease for ourselves, open a door for ourselves in our hearts, and save ourselves.

At this point, none of us said anything more. In fact, we all knew what each other was thinking, but we didn't want to expose it. We stared blankly at the waves and chased the waves, with a look of confusion.

I don’t know how long it took, Liu Ye sighed a long time, then took out a box from his bag and handed it to me. Seeing that I was standing still, I stuffed it directly into my hand and smiled: “This is the black bead of the nun you put here before the New Year. I was idle a few days ago, so I asked someone to take a look. It’s certain that this bead was what we were looking for. It’s useless to keep it here. I’d better give it to you.”

It was only now that I realized that Liu Ye’s purpose of asking me out was not just to get out of the air, go out for a walk, and talk about the past, but to tell me about this bead, so I asked me such a question just now. I guess I didn’t expect that I would make such a decision, which obviously shows that she felt a little disappointed.

I casually said "Thank you".

Liu Ye smiled: "Thank you for me, it's not what you asked me to do, it's my own wishful thinking, but it seems a bit redundant now."

But I felt a sour feeling in my tone, and then I took out a kraft paper file bag from my bag and shook it: "This is related information about this bead. I have sorted it out, printed it out, and gave it to you as well. You can do whatever you want."

I sat there, unconsciously taking the file bag like a puppet. I felt that Liu Ye seemed to have nothing to say, but I didn't ask any more questions. I put away the things, found a random topic and broke it. It seemed that Liu Ye was also very cooperative, and the topic ended abruptly and stopped mentioning it.

After I got home in the afternoon, I fell on the bed, closed my eyes and thought wildly, rolled on the bed for a long time, but I couldn't help but be curious. I pulled out the file bag that Liuye gave me from my bag. After I opened it, there were several pages of paper inside. In addition to some information related to beads, there were also some other historical information downloaded by Liuye on the Internet. It seems that Liuye has really taken a lot of effort during this period.

This black bead is from Mo Yu. It should be called "Mo Yu Po Bead" after the previous name.

Ink jade is heavy in color and greasy in texture, fine ink, black as ink, smooth and cute. The ancients called it "prime stone" together with diamonds, gems and colored stones. It is also a precious variety in Xinjiang Hetian jade. It has the excellent quality of Hetian jade and is firm and warm.

The Tote text on the bead is the word "ju" in "Jumen", which corresponds to the words on the "Zhidi Ling", while the other character is the word "yue".

When we got the third and fourth beads, we guessed that the second bead was probably the word "moon". In this way, the words engraved on the first four beads happened to be "the first day of October", which is "the first day of October". But at that time, I was still lucky and didn't want to admit that the unknown bead was the word "moon", and I didn't want to make things more complicated. But now it seems that I really want to be afraid of whatever I am afraid of.

The beginning of October is the first day of October, and the first day of October is the lunar calendar on the day when Xiaobao was in an accident and death when he was a child.

Until now, this unlucky day has finally appeared on the beads. Even though I was mentally prepared enough, I still felt a little unacceptable at this time. I had a few cold wars in succession and felt a chill on my back. It was hard to imagine what it would feel when Liuye knew it first.

I closed the notebook, walked to the balcony, opened a small gap in the window, and a stream of air conditioning squeezed up violently, and I stood blankly against the cold wind.

It was already midnight, and the night was late and the people could not see the moon. The sky was gray, like a layer of plastic cloth, not clear, not pure, and chaotic.
Chapter completed!