Chapter 1626
Chapter 1404
It is far from enough for Han Han to rely solely on Emperor Zhaoming's love and protection.
Only a thousand days are thieves, but not a thousand days are thieves.
Han Han was born in the Yi Palace. As the eldest grandson of the emperor, he seemed to be born with a golden spoon in his mouth, with flowers all the way, but the shadows and dangers behind him were everywhere.
Beibei is always facing the threat of death because of congenital fetal toxins.
However, because of his identity and status, Han Han became the most conspicuous target on the surface.
In the Northern Qin Dynasty, people like Xie Yurui were staring at each other, lurking like a poisonous snake, and they would pounce on them at any time and take a bite.
Outside the Northern Qin Dynasty, the assassins sent from Nanyan from thousands of miles away were the first to target Han Han.
The reasons for these two.
All because Han Han is Zhan Beihan's only son, heir to the Yi Palace, and the only legitimate grandson of the Northern Qin Dynasty.
The more Xiao Lingyue thought about it, the colder she felt, and the more she felt scared.
The guilt hidden deep in her heart suddenly surged up and rushed straight into her heart, making her feel almost breathless.
What she should have thought of long ago was that Hanhan's situation was not as good as she thought.
She was too optimistic before.
She should return to Beijing early, even if she can't pretend to be anyone in her true identity, at least she can protect her children in secret.
Xiao Lingyue even remembered the past when Zhan Beihan told her that when Hanhan was one year old, he accidentally ate Emperor Zhaoming's snacks in the palace, and was poisoned and dying, and almost couldn't save him.
When she was far away from the disputes in the capital and devoted herself to treating Beibei and caring for her health.
Han Han was in a place where she couldn't see, and I don't know how many dangers she had experienced.
What she knows may be the tip of the iceberg.
Thinking of this, Xiao Lingyue felt that her heart was like being stolen by a knife. She had been terrified for many years, fear, regret, guilt, and all kinds of emotions spread to her heart like a tide, which made her breathless.
She could certainly explain and excuse herself.
For example, she didn't deliberately leave Hanhan behind, and she had no choice.
In that situation, she had to make a choice for her two children.
The cold and cold stayed in the capital, and although it was dangerous, it could still survive.
But Beibei was born weak and if she left it alone, she would probably not even have a chance to survive
For example
She had too many reasons to defend herself, making herself less guilty and blame herself.
But there are thousands of reasons that can't beat one.
She is Hanhan's biological mother.
She left her child behind, and no matter what the reason was, she could not make up for her guilt towards Hanhan and the five years she had been absent as a mother.
Xiao Lingyue silently hugged her little body in her arms and buried her face in his warm neck, her breath a little unstable.
"Mom, you hugged me too tightly, I can't breathe," said the little guy weakly.
"I'm sorry." Xiao Lingyue was so scared that she hurriedly let go.
"It's okay." Han Han didn't care, and reached out to hug her, put his warm little face on her face, and said softly: "Mom, what's wrong with you? Are you unhappy? I'll coax you."
As he said that, the little guy imitated her coaxing him before, and patted her behind her hands: "Okay, it's okay, I will protect my mother!"
He thought his mother was in a low mood because of Xie Yurui's harshness, and said in a tender voice: "Even if my father is not here, I will protect my mother. No one can bully you, don't be afraid of my mother!"
Xiao Lingyue's eyes felt sour, she quickly turned her head and hid her tears.
Han Han was held by her and could not see the expression on her face.
Beibei, who was standing beside him, could see clearly.
He thought for a while, as if he understood something, walked over and looked like Hanhan, comforted him and hugged her, and whispered: "Mother stupid, this is not your fault, you have done a good job."
Han Han didn't understand at all, but nodded vigorously: "Bibei is right, mom is already great!"
Xiao Lingyue burst into tears and smiled. He reached out and held Beibei into his arms, and kissed him with his two children on his left and right: "Thank you."
It's the time to be warm.
Chapter completed!