Chapter Thirty-Four
Wang Zhanzhu's face was pressed against Chu Huandong's shoulder. Chu Huandong could clearly feel the temperature and breath of Wang Zhanzhu's face. He felt as if he was dreaming, and felt that everything was beautiful and not as real as it was. After a while, he said softly: "Zhangzhu, am I dreaming, aren't I?"
Listening to someone like him saying such careful words that were afraid that she would be sad, Wang Zhanzhu was shocked by the silent sadness. At this moment, they hugged each other without any gaps, in her opinion, with a little stolen smell.
Wang Zhanzhu closed her eyes desolately, and then she wanted to break free from Chu Huandong's arms, "Let's go back. You will be tired if you keep holding the child like this."
"Zhangzhu..." Chu Huandong suddenly pressed hard, hugging Wang Zhangzhu's slender waist tightly, as if he wanted to embed her into his body. "Give me another chance, I will treat you well, just like before... no...better than before...we can be together, really..."
Wang Zhanzhu did not struggle hard, leaned gently into Chu Huandong's arms again, felt his breath for the last time, and said softly and lowly: "Brother Huandong, I may still love you as I used to, but now I have to learn to protect myself and love myself first. I cannot put aside those hurtful pasts and cannot forget our past grudges, especially after my father died...
If I am with you, I will torture myself constantly. While torture myself, I will also torture you. We all have the past. Some pasts are really past. I decided to forget it. Don’t stand in the past and look back again and again.”
Wang Zhanzhu did not doubt Chu Huandong's deep love for him, nor did she doubt that he could bring happiness to him. She was not a mean and petty woman, but after so many things happened, she would inevitably think about it repeatedly.
Chu Huandong is not a fickle man. On the contrary, he is very dedicated. Because of his loyalty and his uneasy emotions, Wang Zhanzhu couldn't let go of his feelings for Xiaoyou.
Because she took the initiative to file for divorce, she betrayed him first. Even if he and Xiao You really had something, she had no position to condemn or complain. She was depressed for so long because of this matter, and she didn't even have the right to ask questions.
If she and Chu Huandong start over, she can only feel wronged and depressed in her heart. In the end, these resentment will turn into poison, causing them to lose both sides.
If she was Chu Huandong's first love, last love, and only love, she would definitely be the happiest woman in the world.
Now, what about love?
Chu Huandong's hand holding Wang Zhanzhu tightened again. Wang Zhanzhu's emotions changed too quickly, and he didn't know what to do. Wang Zhanzhu's words made him feel a sense of despair and fear in his heart. He felt that the happiness just now was like sand in his hand. The tighter he held, the faster it leaked.
He hugged Wang Zhanzhu and said anxiously: "Zhangzhu, believe me, we can be happy. I will try my best to make you forget the past. I dare not hope that you can start over with me. I just hope that you can return to me and let me take care of you and Niu Niu. The outside world is too chaotic. Only when you are living by my side can I feel at ease.
Zhangzhu, our relationship for so many years, you know that my love for you is not out of love, desire, nor is it out of possession. I really want to take care of you and Niu Niu forever and love you forever!"
Wang Zhangzhu didn't agree with Chu Huandong's affectionate confession, but just slowly raised her head and looked at him in the dark, "Brother Huandong, I have grown up and experienced the incident of Song Liangyu. Don't you know my courage yet! I can live independently and don't need anyone to take care of!"
"Zhangzhu, I'm wrong with Song Liangyu. I shouldn't let you take risks!" When Wang Zhanzhu mentioned that incident, Chu Huandong couldn't help but feel shocked. He let go of Wang Zhanzhu's waist, raised his hand and groped and stroked her face. "No matter what happens in the future, you must tell me not to act without permission, do you know? If I don't arrive in time that time, something will really happen. I... I really can't bear the pain of losing you..."
Chu Huandong's voice was very low, a little hoarse and sad. The last few words were as if they were begging. He grabbed Wang Zhanzhu's hand and shook it gently, as if he was waiting for her answer stubbornly, as if he wanted to convey all emotions that could not be expressed in words to her.
Seeing that Chu Huandong's mood fluctuated greatly, Wang Zhanzhu responded softly.
Chu Huandong was relieved, held Wang Zhanzhu's hand, and muttered persistently: "Zhangzhu, let me take care of you and the children. You really can't do it alone!"
Wang Zhanzhu ordered her to pull her hands back and ordered her to be determined. She said hoarsely: "I am not alone, I already have Su Yanchi by my side!" She could not let Chu Huandong wait like this hopelessly, and could not let him have any thoughts on her. It would be better to cut the mess quickly.
When Chu Huandong heard Wang Zhanzhu mention Su Yanchi, he was stunned and his heart was as if he was cut by a knife. He didn't know what to say for a moment.
The wind shuttles among them, as if the passing time has passed quickly and will never look back.
In the darkness, Wang Zhangzhu had tears overflowing from his eyes, "Brother Huandong, I no longer need your care and love. I have someone around me, he treats me very well, I will really start with Su Yanchi. Brother Huandong, you must live a good life in the future, and I will keep you in my heart forever.
We, just go over when we pass, there is no love now, but you are Niuniu's father, and I am Niuniu's mother."
Wang Zhanzhu walked forward slowly, tears overflowing from her eyes. She walked hard and slowly, but she did not look back. All of this was the ending of the dust.
Chu Huandong seemed to have a string in his heart, and it broke with a "bang" sound, and his whole body softened downwards. A breath of turbid air was spit out of his mouth. He realized that he was holding his breath and listening to Wang Zhanzhu's words.
He was afraid that Wang Zhanzhu would get lost again, so he hugged Niu Niu and followed her hurriedly. Looking at her stubborn back, he felt that he was so powerless.
Chu Huandong finally realized in frustration that Wang Zhanzhu's attitude was not artificial or reserved. She was determined not to give him any chance. She had already completely denied herself, but she still couldn't stop, and her love for her became stronger and stronger.
The fact that Wang Zhangzhu found Su Yanchi in such a short time and was eager to leave him made Chu Huandong's mood extremely disappointed.
The beloved person is right in front of me, but he can't get married. There is an unforgettable past in the middle. The two people who were once so close, their relationship has only become Niuniu's father and mother.
Because the child fell asleep, Chu Huandong and Wang Zhangzhu did not stop in Happy Valley anymore and took the child directly back home.
On the way back, Chu Huandong drove the car very slowly. The family of three had not yet dissipated, and he was about to send his wife and children back to another man. He was really unwilling to accept it.
Su Yanchi, who was sitting in the living room watching TV, saw Chu Huandong's car driving into the yard, hurriedly came out, saw Niu Niu sleeping through the car window, and politely nodded to Chu Huandong who had just gotten out of the driver's seat, and rushed in front of him, first went to Wang Zhanzhu to pick up the sleeping Niu Niu and walked upstairs.
Chu Huandong got out of the car in a hurry, but still didn't snatch Su Yanchi. Looking at Su Yanchi's back walking inside with Niu Niu, he gritted his teeth hatefully.
Normally, Wang Zhangzhu should have invited Chu Huandong into the house to sit, but she doesn't want to have too much connection with Chu Huandong, so she just smiled far-fetchedly: "Thank you for sending us back, and be careful when you go back and drive." After that, she didn't wait for Chu Huandong to reply, and followed Su Yanchi and walked into the house.
Chu Huandong was so angry that he heard Wang Zhanzhu chase people so arrogantly. He wanted to send him away as soon as possible, but he refused.
He thought a little childishly, and when he saw that many small toys Niu Niu bought in Happy Valley were still on his car. He grabbed the bag without hesitation and walked into the Su villa with the unqualified owner.
These days, Chu Huandong is thinking about whether Wang Zhanzhu lives with Su Yanchi every day. This time he finally has the opportunity to patrol openly.
Niu Niu's bedroom is on the second floor, adjacent to Wang Zhangzhu's room. A few days ago, Wang Zhangzhu and Su Yanchi concentrated all their energy to make this place a first-class princess room, with pink curtains, anime wall paper, Niu Niu's favorite tatami-style beds, and dreamy window screens. Everything is exquisite and perfect.
Wang Zhanzhu and Su Yanchi carefully placed Niu Niu on the bed. Seeing that she had no sign of waking up, they gestured to each other and quietly retreated from the room.
Su Yanchi, who retreated to the door first, suddenly saw Chu Huandong standing tall and tall at the door like a door god. He couldn't help but be stunned. Wang Zhanzhu, who then retreated, was also stunned and asked blankly: "You... why did you come in?"
Chu Huandong was so angry that he was so angry that he was so obviously rejected by Wang Zhanzhu. He had just embraced each other so intimately and hugged his waist so warmly, and now he pretended to be strangers to him.
He gritted his teeth and forced himself to leave without any anger.
But he was in an extremely bad mood and raised his face in a cold tone, raising the things in his hands to Wang Zhanzhu and Su Yanchi, "I'll take up the toys that Niu Niu fell in the car." Thanks to these toys as a cover, otherwise, he would have been completely disgraced by Wang Zhanzhu's words.
Chu Huandong was already a little embarrassed. When he was so angry, his aura suddenly appeared, and the air pressure around him dropped rapidly. Su Yanchi hurriedly took Niu Niu's toy from him and put it into the house to organize it.
After handing over the toy, Chu Huandong could no longer stand at Niu Niu's door. His eyes were sharp. When he first came in, he found the extremely feminine bedroom next door, which must be Wang Zhangzhu's.
Chapter completed!