This month, there is almost no online.

Most of you can guess the reason. I have had joint bleeding four times in less than a month.

In the past, winter and spring were the peak seasons for bleeding, but this year it was obviously more severe than last year, and it really felt like the end had come.

In the past two years, my left elbow has been bleeding frequently. Half a year ago, a hematoma finally appeared, and I also gained another disability.

Now counting, there are really few good places on the whole body - the left ankle, left elbow, right elbow, right knee, right shoulder, and five joints all have hematomas.

Of these five areas, the right knee is the most serious. It has been in a state of being completely unable to bend for more than ten years. The two hematomas measuring more than ten centimeters have tortured me for too long, including the extremely uncomfortable swelling that I can feel now when I type.

Hematomas in other joints are not so exaggerated, but they also limit normal activities.

Now not only can I not exert enough strength to do anything during the day, but my normal sleeping position is also affected at night because of the blockage of blood clots.

Anyway, I don’t know since when, sleeping has become a torture for me, because no matter how I lie down, it will cause bone-piercing pain in one or two joints.

In the past two years, I can only sleep four or five hours a day, and I often wake up from pain several times. In short, the quality of my sleep is a mess.

This is not the most uncomfortable thing. The most uncomfortable thing is that since the hematoma appeared on my left elbow, I suddenly found that it became difficult to even move around the room.

This month happened to be the month most prone to bleeding every year. Within a month, I had bleeding twice on my left elbow and once on my right shoulder.

During that time, it was difficult for me to even stand up. Originally, I could use my left hand to move my semi-crippled left leg and right hand, which could support me to stand up.

Now I can no longer use my left hand as a support, and I suddenly find that as long as I feel uncomfortable anywhere, it is really difficult to even stand up with only three limbs that don't use much strength.

So after the bleeding this month, I immediately recuperated because I really couldn’t afford to hurt it anymore. If it were any more severe, I really wouldn’t even be able to stand up.

Now whenever there is bleeding again, I have to take the factor immediately.

A few days ago, I had almost recovered and was just about to resume updating, but my left hip started to bleed again.

I really have no choice. Hip bleeding is the most troublesome part. If it occurs even a little bit, it will affect my activities and recovery will be the slowest.

As soon as I realized I was feeling uncomfortable in the middle of the night that night, I immediately woke my mother up for an injection.

But even if I got the injection in time, I still couldn't straighten my waist the next day, so I could only continue to lie in bed and recuperate. I don't know how many more days I would have to recuperate.

Now when I lie on the bed, I can't help but have sex most of the time.

I have endured this disease and so many disabilities, and I have survived through the age of thirty, and it looks like I can survive for a few more years.

Without this disease, would my body have the talent to be an athlete?

I really want to have a body that can move freely.
Chapter completed!