After dinner, the nanny cleaned up the dishes at the dining table. Yao Ze, Xu Zhuangyan, Mu Rong and Cui Nan sat on the sofa in the living room to drink tea and chat. Of course, most of the time, Yao Ze and Xu Zhuangyan talked, and Mu Rong and Cui Nan sat aside, their eyes were a little distracted, and they didn't know what they were thinking. Just Xu Zhuangyan occasionally asked her, and she answered, speaking briefly and without saying anything.

When Yao Ze and Xu Zhuangyan talked, they would occasionally look at Mu Rong and Cui Nan beside them, and they didn't know whether this cold woman was pretending to be cool or was born like this.

It was not until Xu Zhuangyan and Yao Ze talked about the marriage that Yao Ze suddenly realized why Xu Zhuangyan called himself, an outsider, after Mu Rong and Cui Nan went to his house. From his intentional or unintentional disclosure, he could feel that he was willing to be the matchmaker of himself and Mu Rong and Cui Nan. However, this Mu Rong and Cui Nan woman had another man in her heart, and she was so cold-hearted, how could Yao Ze suffer? Put all of these aside. Thinking about Nalan Bingxuan, who had been lying in the hospital bed for several months, Yao Ze did not have the mood to talk about marriage.

Perhaps Mu Rong and Cui Nan also discovered Xu Zhuangyan's purpose. Although he was unhappy, out of respect for Xu Zhuangyan, Mu Rong and Cui Nan were not able to speak and directly reject his 'good intention', so he raised his hand and looked at his watch, and then said to Xu Zhuangyan softly: "Uncle Xu, it's time for me to leave."

Xu Zhuangyan put down the teacup in his hand, and said with a smile: "Look at me, the old man, I'm just talking to you young people about topics you don't like, you're bored." He stood up from the sofa, then turned his head and asked Yao Ze, "Yao Ze, are you driving?"

Yao Ze smiled and shook his head and said, "I know I'm going to come here to drink with Xu...Uncle Xu, so I came here by taxi." He was about to say to Minister Xu, but remembered what Minister Xu said when he was calling him Uncle Xu when there were no outsiders, Yao Ze changed his words again.

Xu Zhuangyan smiled and said, "It just so happened that Cui Nan didn't drink, so let her send you. You young people have more topics together, so talk more."

Yao Ze's face was a little embarrassed, but Mu Rong and Cui Nan said to Xu Zhuangyan without any expression, "Let's see you next time", and then walked outside.

When Xu Zhuangyan saw Yao Ze stunned, she didn't know if she should leave with Mu Rong and Cui Nan, so she pushed Yao Ze with a wry smile and said angrily: "Why are you just being stunned? Let's leave quickly. Do you still want to stay with me for the night?"

Yao Ze smiled angrily and said, "Minister Xu, then I'll leave?"

"Go away quickly." Xu Zhuangyan waved his hand and then smiled, "Talk to Cui Nan more. The child is kind-hearted, but he is a little cold-hearted. If it is not... Alas, forget it, it's better not to mention the past. Go quickly, so she won't leave first."

When Yao Ze walked out, he was a little surprised. The military green car outside Xu Zhuangyan's house had already started but did not drive away. He thought Mu Rong and Cui Nan would not wait for him.

Yao Ze trotted over with some surprise, then opened the passenger's door and slapped in and sat in.

Because it had just rained, there was a vegetable field at the door of Xu Zhuangyan's house. When Yao Ze came out, he carried some soil on his feet and sat in Mu Rong and Cui Nan's car. The mud on his feet was also taken into the car. Mu Rong and Cui Nan turned their heads and frowned and glanced at Yao Ze, then looked at Yao Ze's feet.

Yao Ze looked down at the soles of his feet and couldn't help but laugh: "I'll get out of the car and wipe..."

Mu Rong and Cui Nan did not answer, stepped on the accelerator expressionlessly, and the car drove out of Xu Zhuangyan's place of residence...

After Yao Ze and Mu Rong and Cui Nan left, Xu Zhuangyan sat quietly on the sofa for a while before sighing and getting up, and walking towards the study.

There is a black and white photo on one side of the study. The young man in the photo is wearing a military uniform and handsome face.

Xu Zhuangyan walked over with sad face, reached out and took three incense sticks on the desk, then lit it, and said kindly: "Junjie, it's been five years now. Are you doing well there? Dad often thinks again, if you could persuade you to join the army, you wouldn't have any trouble. Dad regrets it, regretting that he didn't have the heart to let you stay by my side, but you got your wish and became a good soldier who sacrificed his life for the country, but what should I do?

I am lonely. Your mother left early. We father and son depend on each other for so many years. But in the end, I didn't expect that I would have to suffer the pain of this white-haired man sending a black-haired man. Oh... Look at why I told you about these unhappy people." Xu Zhuangyan wiped his turbid eyes, then smiled and said, "Junjie, have you seen the guests who came today? You really look at me, so sometimes I treat that child as you. Could he be sent by you..."

The car seemed a little quiet. Mu Rong and Cui Nan didn't say anything, Yao Ze didn't say anything, but just looked out the window quietly.

The car was driving out of Yanjing city, and Yao Zecai finally couldn't help but turn his head and look at Mu Rong and Cui Nan, and asked, "Where are we going?"

Mu Rong and Cui Nan did not answer Yao Ze, but just said quietly: "Do you know why Uncle Xu is very special to you?"

Yao Ze said in surprise, then reacted and asked in confusion: "Why?"

Mu Rong and Cui Nan took out a photo from there and handed it to Yao Ze.

"He..." Yao Ze took the photo and looked at it, touching his cheek in shock, "Why is he so similar to me!"

"He is Uncle Xu's son, Xu Zhuangyan." Mu Rong and Cui Nan said quietly: "I think you have some understanding of Xu Junjie."

Yao Ze's head was a little dizzy. Why is Xu Junjie so similar to himself? Yao Ze stared at the photo for a while before answering Mu Rong and Cui Nan, "You have told me some of it. He is trying to save you..."

"Give me the photo back!" Mu Rong and Cui Nan put away the photo, stopped saying a word, and drove out of the city and headed towards the suburbs.

Yao Ze looked at the dark and deserted area in the suburbs, but occasionally a few farmhouses lit the dark yellow lights. He sighed softly and whispered in a low voice as if he was talking to himself: "Do you plan to live like this for the rest of your life because of that matter?"

The car was faster, and Mu Rong and Cui Nan had an unshakable belief in their eyes. She looked at Yao Ze coldly and said in a deep voice: "Don't make any ideas. Uncle Xu just doesn't want to think about it. I feel guilty about not thinking about it. Although you are a bit similar to him, you are not him, so don't have any thoughts."

After hearing Mu Rong and Cui Nan say this, Yao Ze suddenly laughed angrily: "Yes, I am not him, and I don't want to be him. What's so great about him? I have to be his substitute? Not only do I not think he is a hero, but I think he is selfish..."

Sizzle...

Mu Rong and Cui Nan braked suddenly, and the car rushed forward for several meters inertia before stopping. Fortunately, Yao Ze tied a seat belt when he got into Mu Rong and Cui Nan's car, otherwise his forehead would have bloomed just now.

Yao Zegang came over calmly, and saw Mu Rong and Cui Nan staring at him with cold eyes, and a cold word squeezed out of her mouth: "What did you say just now?"

The voice was as cold as the ghost of the eighteen levels of hell, which made Yao Ze tremble unnaturally, but Yao Ze also had his own temper, especially when his temper came, even if the King of Hell came, he would become stubborn.

"I said he was selfish, he..."

"Believe it or not, I'll kill you now." Lengbing's muzzle hit Yao Ze's temple.

Yao Ze looked coldly and continued with a look of expression: "If he was not selfish, he would not die for you. His death killed you and his father, but he was given the title of great hero. Have he ever thought about the feeling of living? Isn't life more painful than death now? Is it harder to suffer every day? And Uncle Xu, on the surface, he seems to have gone through the sad years, but how can the pain of losing his son be cured by time?"

"Isn't he selfish enough?" Yao Ze pierced Mu Rong and Cui Nan's heart like a sharp knife, and his hand holding the gun was trembling.

Maybe, what he said is right? What is the difference between yourself and the Walking Dead now?

"Let's shoot. If you think what I'm wrong, you can shoot..." After a while, no movement from Mu Rong and Cui Nan, Yao Ze untied his seat belt and said, "If you don't shoot, then goodbye!" He pushed open the car door and walked out with a resolute look on his face. A cold mountain wind made him only have goose bumps.

"I'm paralyzed, I almost quit..." Yao Ze cursed in his heart, his legs trembled constantly, so that Mu Rong and Cui Nan sat in the car and saw Yao Ze's figure slowly moving forward in the darkness. The headlights saw his back lengthening little by little, looking so majestic and tall, which made her eyes a little dazed.

If she knew that Yao Ze was so scared that she couldn't walk, I wonder what she would feel?

If Yao Ze's legs were not weak, he would have been running long ago.

Mu Rong and Cui Nan were originally planning to take Yao Ze to Xu Junjie's cemetery together, but she didn't know why she wanted to take Yao Ze to Xu Junjie's cemetery. Maybe it was because the two looked very similar, but the conflict just now made Mu Rong and Cui Nan could only go to worship Xu Junjie alone.

Today is Xu Junjie's death day.

In front of the grave, Mu Rong and Cui Nan put a bunch of lilies prepared in front of Xu Junjie's tombstone, then looked at Xu Junjie in the photo and said softly: "Junjie, another year has passed. It has been five years since you passed away. However, whenever I close my eyes, the gunfire and the bullets that penetrate your heart are constantly replaying in my mind like dream demons. Five years have passed, and that strong feeling has not subsided at all. I really feel very painful..."

She looked at the extremely pale photo of Xu Junjie, remembering what Yao Ze said just now, her lips squirmed, and she whispered: "Maybe he is right. Now I live more painful than death. You saved me, but it made me even more painful. Should I be grateful to you or hate you?"

The cold wind blew gently, Mu Rong and Cui Nan's body in military uniform looked a little thin in the empty cemetery. She stared at Xu Junjie in the photo, and then sighed quietly for a while, saying, "Actually, until you die, we have not become lovers, right..."

That year, Mu Rong and Cui Nan first joined the army and met Xu Junjie, the first instructor in her career. The young and handsome Xu Junjie has the passion of a soldier and extraordinary skills. Whether it is bare hands fighting, they are proficient in guns and ammunition. How can such a soldier not attract young and simple female soldiers?

When Mu Rong and Cui Nan met Xu Junjie, they were attracted by the unique temperament of Xu Junjie's soldiers, and Mu Rong and Cui Nan's fairy-like face also fascinated Xu Junjie. This was also the beginning of the emotional entanglement between the two. Because when they were in the army, even if they had a feeling of being in love, they would not talk about it in person. The relationship of mutual admiration continued until five years ago.

On that day, the superiors sent an order to carry out a cleaning mission of the drug lord on the border. Xu Junjie and Mu Rong and Cui Nan were among the candidates for the mission. They made an agreement with each other in front of the helicopter heading to the border. After returning to this mission, they would confirm their relationship. It’s a pity...

A cold wind blew, and Mu Rong and Cui Nan woke up from their memories, their faces pale. She sighed softly, then looked at the photo on the tombstone, and then turned around and left.

In the cold wind, the lily in front of the tombstone lies quietly, looking a little lonely and sad...—

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