Qin Haixin always felt that she was very strong, but this time she suddenly felt very tired. She wanted to find a shoulder to rely on to cry. Over the years, she has been very tired and felt a little exhausted. Sometimes she even felt that living was not as good as dying.

The more I thought about it, the more I felt sad. Qin Haixin threw away the pillow in her hand, stepped on the carpet with barefoot, took out a bottle of red wine in front of the wine cabinet and opened it. Then she pulled out a goblet and gave herself a glass of it slowly, leaned against the wine cabinet and started drinking.

Her hollowed-out black lace pajamas made her look very thin. After half a cup, she felt her cheeks become hot. Her already charming face looked even more rosy and seductive.

The scarlet red wine dyed her seductive lips so beautifully. She quietly looked at the quartz pendulum clock on the opposite wall, then raised her head and drank it in one breath, and her head suddenly became dizzy.

Sometimes it's like this. If you don't get drunk, you will get drunk. You originally had a good alcohol tolerance, but because of your bad mood, she felt a little out of control after just drinking a glass of red wine.

She wanted to cry, but she didn't know who to cry, what's the point of crying. Over the years, so many difficulties have not defeated her, but now she has become sentimental and has become very sentimental. She just wants to cry well, just want to find a good man to marry and live some ordinary life. Even if she is a simple meal, it doesn't matter.

The more I thought about it, the more I felt aggrieved and uncomfortable. Qin Haixin walked to the bed with her body, then picked up the phone under the pillow, and took out Yao Ze's phone number and dialed it.

After Yao Ze and Shen Huimei called, they took a shower and were about to go to bed. At this time, the phone rang. Seeing that it was Qin Haixin's call, he was slightly stunned for a moment, not understanding what Qin Haixin was calling him tonight.

"Hey, Miss Qin, is there anything wrong?" Yao Ze asked while maintaining a distance from Qin Haixin. She always felt that Qin Hai was too scheming, so it would be better to keep a distance from her.

"Yao Ze...Yao Ze..."

"Huh?" As Qin Haixin called his name over and over again on the phone in a crying voice, Yao Ze became a little confused, "Why, are you drinking?"

"I drank a little bit, and I got drunk a little bit." Qin Haixin's pretty and charming face showed a blurred look, and the expression on her face was very stiff. It would be better to say that she was crying in her heart than to say that she was laughing.

"Is what happened? What are you doing?" Yao Ze frowned slightly and asked while sitting beside the bed.

"Yao Ze, I...I..." Qin Haixin showed a struggled look on her face, and she wanted to impulsively tell him that she was pregnant, and the child in her belly was yours.

But she didn't really want Yao Ze to know about this, because she was about to marry Yu Lingfeng. If she told Yao Ze at this time, many things would definitely happen. Although Qin Haixin was a little drunk, her head was still clear.

"What do you want to say, just come out." Yao Ze felt that Qin Haixin's expression was very strange. Since she met Qin Haixin in Jiang Ping, Yao Ze felt that her expression was extremely strange.

"It's nothing, I just feel bored. I call you to chat with me for a while." Qin Haixin finally resisted not telling the pregnancy.

Yao Zeban lay on the bed, then turned off the bedside lamp next to him, and asked with a smile: "Why do you want to chat with me when you are bored?"

"I have no friends!" Qin Haixin felt bitter when she said this, and her whole heart was filled with a strong bitter taste. Tears couldn't help but flow down silently. Then she gently wiped it off with her hand, controlled the tone of the sound, and said without missing a trace: "If you don't want to talk to me, it's disturbing."

"Wait a moment." Qin Haixin was about to hang up the phone, but Yao Ze quickly stopped it. When he heard Qin Haixin say that she had no friends, Yao Ze could feel the loneliness and helplessness of this woman at this time, and her voice was filled with a strong sense of sadness.

"I'll chat with you for a while." Yao Ze said quietly.

Qin Haixin showed a smile on her face, and tears still couldn't stop flowing. At this time, she had a very strong desire. She really wanted to marry the man opposite the phone, be her wife, give birth to the baby for him, and then live a life of taking care of her husband and children. This kind of life would dilute her sense of indifference for more than 20 years. She needed a warm family to steam her cold heart.

"Yao Ze, you are a good man." Qin Haixin said lightly, her tone seemed very serious, and she wanted to add a sentence later, 'Actually I want to marry you', but she would never say this, because she had no reason to say it. She would not like a mistress in society. She would marry her with her if she had the other person's children. In her opinion, this kind of thing seemed very humble and had no bottom line...

"Uh..." The sudden agreement made Yao Ze a little confused. He didn't know what happened after he fell into a coma one day. He always thought that he had drunk too much that night in Tangshan County. Then Qin Haixin gave herself a lady who had never broken up, and then he might have some evidence of his crime in his hand. Yao Ze guessed so at the beginning. She never expected that Qin Haixin would give her the first time with a drug, and she became pregnant without any measures.

Seeing Yao Ze silent, Qin Haixin smiled bitterly, wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said lightly: "Can I call you in the future? When I'm bored."

Yao Ze frowned and hesitated. Qin Haixin knew Yao Ze’s hesitation and explained: “It’s just a simple chat, don’t think too much.”

"Okay." Yao Ze nodded slightly and said with a smile: "I'm happy to chat with the beauty."

"Hypocritical!" Qin Haixin felt a little better when she talked to Yao Ze for a while. Thinking of her being able to call Yao Ze for no reason in the future, she suddenly felt happy.

Yao Ze pinched his nose, smiled bitterly, and then asked tentatively: "Do you have any worries? Can you tell me?"

Qin Haixin felt a little blocked in her throat again, but fortunately she calmed down quickly, and she still couldn't hide her sadness in her tone and said, "I'm about to get married..." Yao Ze was about to say congratulations, but before she could say anything, Qin Haixin said again, "It's a pity that she married a man she doesn't like."

Yao Ze was silent for a while before sighing, "Since you don't like it, why should you marry?"

"I have no choice." Qin Haixin shook her head, looked at the bright moonlight outside the floor-to-ceiling window, and whispered softly: "What is the meaning of a person's life? Is it the one who comes to suffer in the world? If so, I would rather not come to this world for a walk."
Chapter completed!