Chapter 188: Nostalgia and Compassion Knot, Waiting for My Return, Sensational Part 4(1/2)
"Jingxuan, are you awake?" Feng Feixue walked over with a gentle smile in her eyes, and naturally stretched out her hand and held Lin Jingxuan's hand.
"Well! I woke up with the fourth sister!"
The fire in the stove became even more intense, making the whole room warm. Feng Feixue felt the hot temperature coming from Lin Jingxuan's palms, and she couldn't help but frown, stretched out her hand to touch Lin Jingxuan's forehead, and then stretched out her hand to touch her forehead. She felt that the temperature was almost the same and there was no sign of a fever, so she felt a little relieved.
Lin Jingxuan's beautiful eyes were as bright as a clear spring. His eyes were curved with smiles, and the two thin lips of the peach petals were also curved with them. They were as beautiful as plum blossoms in winter and peach blossoms in late spring. They were very handsome. I believe that even women in this world could not laugh as handsome as him.
"Sister Four, don't worry about me. I'm already ready now. I thought we were going to separate for two lifetimes!"
Feng Feixue smiled and glanced at him, and couldn't help but tease, "Do you think I was burned to death by the fire? Do you not see me as my fourth sister alive?"
Lin Jingxuan shook his head and replied anxiously: "I don't mean that, Sister Four. I thought I was injured too seriously and no one could save me!" In fact, he wanted to say that when he was struggling dyingly on the line of life and death, he had always had a strong belief that he could see Sister Four alive and could quietly protect her for life. So even if he was full of pain and his breathing became weak, he would leave his last breath and must survive. No matter how difficult it was, he would see her alive.
Unexpectedly, this wish was really come true, and he was filled with joy.
Feng Feixue was so happy when she saw Lin Jingxuan safe and had nothing to do. She asked the kitchen to cook some of his favorite meals for Lin Jingxuan on weekdays. Of course, these cannot be used as staple food. Just try it a little to satisfy your cravings.
She also set up the kitchen himself, made porridge, eggs, and ginseng and chicken soup. She personally brought it to Lin Jingxuan and prepared dishes. She watched him eat it, and then she smiled with satisfaction.
Lin Jingxuan always believed that the smile of his fourth sister was the most beautiful smile in the world. While eating, he looked at Feng Feixue with a clever smile. He felt happy in his heart, and there was a very bad assumption. He hoped that he would continue to get sick like this so that the fourth sister could take good care of him and stay by his side.
After being tired all day, the sunset was almost setting, Feng Feixue said goodbye to Lin Jingxuan. Although Lin Jingxuan was reluctant to leave, she left, but there were too many people and he couldn't let his fourth sister spend the night in his yard.
Feng Feixue stayed up all night last night, her eye sockets were blue and she yawned several times. Leng Xin asked with a heartache when she saw it: "Miss Fourth, you should go back and rest well. The third young master's injury will soon recover, so you don't have to worry."
Feng Feixue nodded, but just smiled slightly without saying a word.
Feng Feixue was afraid that the mother of the maids in Suoqiuyuan would not take good care of her, so she asked Mo Xueyuan and Mo Xuehen to stay to take care of Jingxuan. At this moment, only Leng Xin was by her side.
When he arrived at Ruoxiangyuan, Feng Feixue suddenly found a man in green clothes sitting under the jade tree. The man obviously heard footsteps outside the door. When he looked back, he met Feng Feixue's look.
She thought she had hallucinations, and probably because she didn't have a good rest last night, so she was dazzled. She closed her eyes and opened them. She still saw a handsome, cold face.
Tuoba Tian? How could it be him? She thought he was still angry about her coming back to see Jingxuan despite her illness.
Tuoba Tian slowly stood up, and the east wind blew and swayed his green clothes. He walked towards Feng Feixue step by step. Feng Feixue didn't know what action to do for a moment, and used what attitude to face it. He held the door frame and stood outside the door of Ruoxiangyuan.
"Ruoxi, you are back!"
His voice was soft, but also a faint feeling of sadness.
Why is this happening? Is it my own illusion? Feng Feixue can only think like this.
Tuoba Tian came to her, stretched out his hand and pulled Feng Feixue into Ruoxiang Courtyard. Leng Xin hurriedly hid on the side when she saw it.
Feng Feixue felt very strange and couldn't help but ask, "Tuoba Tian, what's wrong with you?"
Tuoba Tian pursed his cool lips and smiled beautifully. His star-like eyes kept condensed on her delicate face, with a smile and a little desolation.
Feng Feixue suddenly realized something. He had such an expression before, but it was in summer, the season when the flowers were flying. He smiled beautifully, his eyes were as gentle as water, and he kissed her under the Qionghua tree. But that time he went to the northern border to fight. He thought he would sacrifice on the battlefield, so he came to find her and bid her a last farewell.
Today he actually used the same expression and expression to meet him. Is he going to send troops to fight again?
As Feng Feixue expected, Tuoba Tian spoke and said, "Ruoxi, my father has issued an order to let me go to the handover between the Northern Xiongnu and the Dali Kingdom to fight."
Northern Huns?
Lin Ruoxi knew this country, and also learned from the map that the Northern Huns and the Northern Frontier Kingdom were neighboring the Dali Kingdom. People in this country were all heroic and good at fighting. Although the people in the Northern Frontier were also brave and good at fighting, the difference was that the Northern Huns were rich in land and were far stronger in weapons and materials than the Northern Frontier Kingdom, which can be said to be comparable to the Qihoo of the Dali Dynasty.
Therefore, if the Northern Frontier Kingdom and Dali Kingdom are fighting each other, even if the soldiers of the Northern Frontier Kingdom are brave and good at fighting, once there is no sufficient supply of food and weapons, it will be difficult to fight the Dali Dynasty for a long time, so it is not that difficult to defeat the Northern Frontier Kingdom in the Dali Kingdom.
But the Northern Huns were different. Their soldiers were not only good at fighting, but also had sufficient supply of food and weapons. Even if the Dali Kingdom was vast and had a vast territory and abundant resources, it would be difficult to achieve this victory.
Therefore, the two countries will not easily launch a battle unless it involves jeopardizing homeland security and some important interests.
But why among so many princes, the emperor of Dali, did not send him to the fifth prince, Tuoba Tian?
Feng Feixue suddenly had a flash of inspiration in his mind and asked: "Tuoba Tian, is it that the Seventh Prince Tuoba Tian and the Crown Prince who meet with the emperor and ask you to go on war as the best candidate?"
Tuoba Tian nodded, he took a deep breath, and his big hands tightly held Feng Feixue's small hand, and transmitted the warm temperature of the palm of his hand to her: "Ruoxi, actually sending troops to fight is the act of a real man, and it is natural. I was never afraid of dying on the battlefield when I was fighting, but at this moment I was really shaken."
Feng Feixue smiled bitterly: "Is it because of me?" Xuan Jingjue Nuan went.
Tuoba Tian nodded without hesitation: "I used to have nothing. Even if I wanted to get the position of crown prince of a country and become the emperor of Dali Kingdom in the future, I knew that without blood and sweat, I would not get the rewards I deserved. So I was not afraid of every conscription battle, because I bet on my life and I could have more if I win. I would be one step closer to the position of crown prince of a country. If I lose, I would die in the battlefield. At that time, I would be famous and not be worthy of my sacrifice on the battlefield. But now..." He suddenly stretched out his arms and hugged Feng Feixue in his arms.
"But now I find that I can't live without you. I'm afraid that I can't come back if I go there. I'm so afraid that I can't fulfill our promise. I've already told you that even if I've been going long, I will stay by your side and never leave you... I must do it, and I must do it!"
Tuoba Tian's handsome and tall body trembled. He locked Feng Feixue in his arms, for fear that when he let go of his hand, Feng Feixue floated away from his eyes like a feather.
Feng Feixue slightly opened the corners of her lips. In her deep breath, she found that her heart was actually painful. She felt the clothes on her shoulders, and she was tears streaming down by a man like Tuoba Tian. Her heart was no longer as quiet as before and began to tremble.
She stretched out her slender arms, hugged Tuoba Tian's strong waist, took a deep breath, smelled the familiar ambergris fragrance on his body, and whispered: "God, you will definitely come back safely, because I have been waiting for you here."
"But... I know that all this is a trap. I don't know if every step I take will be plotted by these fierce royal brothers. I really don't want tonight to be the last look I see you."
Feng Feixue's heart was as if someone was whipped hard. What? He said that after tonight he would go to the Northern Huns?
Why did you come so quickly? Why?
Feng Feixue held back her tears and prevented it from sliding down her eyes, because she knew that if she really cried, Tuoba Tian would be filled with regret and sadness before leaving. She didn't want to leave him with such sadness before going to war. She wanted him to believe that he would definitely defeat and return safely.
"God, if you believe in yourself, I will also believe in you. You will definitely defeat the Northern Huns and return safely. At that time, I will definitely stand outside the city gate and wait for you to ride on the horse and return with a triumphant victory."
Tuoba Tian took a deep nose, smiled bitterly, gently pushed Feng Feixue away from his arms, leaned down and tried to touch her soft lips with Feng Feixue's pink thin lips, and once again kissed her affectionately under the Qionghua tree. Feng Feixue closed her eyes and felt this sweet and wild kiss, as if it was a world where the world was gone, the sea was gone, and the rocks were gone, and there were only two people. The promises of the two people, and they would never be separated.
After a long time, Tuoba Tian and Feng Feixue both turned red and half of their faces separated from each other. Tuoba Tian smiled and said, "I will remember this day!"
Feng Feixue nodded and smiled: "I am the same, I will always remember this day."
Tuoba Tian took out a knot that he gave to Feng Feixue by Da Shi, and left one himself. The knot looked like a red butterfly, but more like a red elixir, carrying a heart that longs for him.
"Ruoxi, do you still remember this?" This is the first time they were together, after they were together, they took out a knot to look at it.
Feng Feixue also put the knot in his heart with her. She took out the knot in his heart. Looking at the knot in his heart like a heart of passion, she nodded with a smile: "Of course I remember, this is the heart you gave me!"
As the sun sets, the red clouds reflect the sky red, and even the earth is reflected in large areas, like red petals, sprinkled on the white snow, which is very beautiful.
Tuoba Tian slowly handed the knot of the heart to Feng Feixue. Feng Feixue understood Tuoba Tian’s intentions and also handed the knot of the heart to the heart. The two knots of the heart to each other, and they were connected and stuck together, just like two red elixir hearts connected to each other, and the heart was connected to the heart.
"Whether you are, no matter where you are, as long as you see the knot of your heart, I will think of you by my side."
The softest part in Feng Feixue's heart seemed to be touched, and a warm current flowed into her heart.
"God, no matter where you are, when I see the knot of unity, I will think of you, we are unity and miss you in our hearts."
Tuoba Tian smiled gently, stretched out his long arm and hugged Feng Feixue in his chest. The two of them looked at the knot of heart next to the knot of heart, and couldn't help but reveal their expectant eyes: No matter how difficult the road ahead is, no matter where you and I are, we will be like knot of heart, holding our hearts and never be separated.
This night is long and short.
Tuoba Tian and Feng Feixue chatted all night, and no one wanted to see each other when they opened their eyes the next day. 10nlk.
But Feng Feixue stayed up late the night before and couldn't help falling asleep.
Tuoba Tian picked up Feng Feixue horizontally, placed it gently on the wooden bed, and bent down and gently kissed her forehead.
"Ruoxi, you must wait for me, wait for me to come back to find you, we will be together forever." After saying that, he closed his eyes, suppressed the strong longing and pain in his heart, and when he opened his eyes, which were as bright as the starry light, he left Ruoxiangyuan with great strides and disappeared into the night.
It was not until noon the next day that Feng Feixue opened her eyes. The first thing she said when she opened her eyes was to call Tuoba Tian's name: "Heaven!"
But after a long time there was no response, she realized that Tuoba Tian had left.
But she suddenly remembered something and ordered Leng Xin, "Leng Xin, hurry up and help me clean up, I'm going to leave the Prime Minister's Mansion."
Leng Xin understood Feng Feixue's heart very well, and she advised: "Miss Four, it's noon now, so it's probably too late."
"It's noon? Why is it so soon? I just took a nap, why is it noon?"
Leng Xin saw Feng Feixue's expression in a daze and couldn't help but sigh softly: "Miss Four, you are too tired, you should have a good rest."
Feng Feixue ignored Leng Xin's words and sat straight to the dressing table, simply tied up her hair, inserted it into a jasper hairpin, then stood up, put on the dress she wore yesterday, put on a cloak, looked at Leng Xin, who was standing there, was caught off guard, and said, "You don't have to go with me, I want to go out by myself."
Lengxin wanted to speak but stopped. She knew Feng Feixue's personality. If you really went against her wishes, she would definitely be unhappy.
Seeing Feng Feixue's slender figure disappearing outside Ruoxiang courtyard, Leng Xin actually felt sorry for Feng Feixue: "Miss Four, why are you doing this? Why do you have to make things difficult for yourself like this?"
Feng Feixue personally found the carriage and coachman from the Prime Minister's Mansion. When the carriageman was waiting outside the door, she got on the carriage and asked the coachman to drive the horse.
But before he walked far, Feng Feixue coldly ordered the coachman to get off the carriage, untied the horse's rope from the carriage, jumped onto the horse's back, waved the horse's whip and galloped in the long alley.
Following this long alley, we passed through the streets and finally arrived at the gate of Kyoto, but there were already people coming and going, all of which were the people of the city, and there were no soldiers or soldiers in armor passing by.
Feng Feixue asked the guards guarding the city gate, and the guard told her that Dali's troops had left Kyoto three hours ago, and must be thousands of miles away now.
After hearing the words of the guard guarding the city gate, Feng Feixue's whole body couldn't help but feel soft. She could even imagine that when Tuoba Tian looked back expectantly at the edge of the city gate, would there be a familiar figure among the people of the city? He was looking forward to seeing him off, but she did not come... And he kept looking back and left Kyoto reluctantly and expectantly, walked out of the city gate, and finally a desolate smile swept on the corner of his beautiful lips.
Feng Feixue took out a knot of concentricity from her arms and looked at the sun, like a red heart, beating faintly in the flash of the sun.
"God, I will wait for you to come back here, and you will definitely come back safely."
After cleaning up his depressed mood, Feng Feixue led the horse to walk on the crowded street market. She probably had been riding on the horse's back for too long. Today's winter wind was particularly cold. Feng Feixue turned her eyes and looked at a teahouse beside her, handed the horse away to the waiter to take care of it, and then walked in with her skirt.
She was covered with a white veil, and the white veil was like clouds and mist, making her eyes as bright as a ghost lake look more beautiful and mysterious.
She sat on the wooden table in the hall, and countless men and women stared at her, making her feel uncomfortable. She summoned the waiter and said she wanted to move to the private room on the second floor. The waiter led the way to take Feng Feixue to an elegant house.
This teahouse is also a well-known family in the Dali Dynasty. It not only has various kinds of rare teas and teas in the world, but also the most beautiful singers and dancers in the Dali Dynasty, the most delicious delicacies, and the children of the Dali Dynasty families who have been loved by them.
In fact, Feng Feixue didn't like this elegant mood. She just didn't want to see it, so she wanted to come in and drink tea and get warm. After resting, she rode back to the prime minister's mansion.
"Your Highness Seventh Prince, I didn't expect you to be so smart. I came up with this plan to make the fifth Prince Tuoba Tian go and never return to this expedition."
"Who made him steal the limelight from me last time, and even let his father admire him so much, and handed over more than 100,000 military power to him. Isn't this just right? With military power, I have to fight for the country. I just followed my father's wishes and started reporting to my father. Brother Chen, I should toast you with a glass of wine. If you hadn't given me advice, how could Tuoba Tian become my scapegoat? The person who gave the army to fight would definitely be me, not Tuoba Tian now."
"Your Highness Seventh, you're welcome. I'm just doing my best to do my best, and there's a covenant between us."
To be continued...