Chapter Fifteen Yan Li: Goodbye, never to be seen again
Yan Li carried Su Mo, who was getting heavier due to drinking, back to their home with difficulty. He threw Su Mo on the sofa. Yan Li went into the bathroom and filled the water, preparing to give Su Mo a bath.
It smells really bad
After putting out the water, Yan Li walked to the sofa, sighed, and was about to drag up Su Mo who was like mud, but unexpectedly, the moment he stretched out his hand, Su Mo was unexpectedly pulled into his arms, and then his lips covered hers.
Yan Li looked at Su Mo's face, who was so close, and his heart suddenly ached, again? Yan Li, how many times do you want this scene to happen before you are satisfied? How many times do you want your brother to worry about you?
Giving up, in his eyes, you are not returning, you are just a passer-by.
The voice in his mind kept talking, and Yan Li also knew that he should push Su Mo away and stand in for him. Once or twice was enough. If there were more, he could only say that he had brought it on himself. However, he put his hands on each other.
He grabbed Su Mo's shoulder, but didn't have the strength or courage to push him away. This push not only pushed away Su Mo in front of him, but also pushed away Yan Li's persistence for so many years.
While hesitating, he suddenly found that Su Mo stopped kissing and looked straight at Yan Li, as if looking into Yan Li's heart. The muddy drunkenness in those eyes was no longer the same, replaced by a
Qingming
Yan Li was stunned, speechless but really didn't know what to say. In such a situation, he never thought that Su Mo would wake up at this time, never before...,,before...
Could it be that?! Yan Li suddenly thought of a possibility, a possibility that he couldn't believe
"You,,,are not drunk?!" Yan Li trembled her lips and slowly spat out these words as if she had exhausted all her strength.
Su Mo didn't say anything, he just sat up straight and looked at Yan Li, but there was only coldness in his eyes.
Not just her lips, this time Yan Li's whole body trembled: "You know?"
Su Mo still didn't speak, just looked at him without changing his movements.
As if all the strength in her body had disappeared, Yan Li sat down on the floor slumped, just trembling and not speaking, because she had no idea what else she could say to herself like this.
Finally, Su Mo spoke: "Yan Li, if I hadn't found out or told you, would you have planned to hide it from me for the rest of your life?"
"For a lifetime?" Yan Li raised his head and looked at Su Mo, and suddenly smiled: "Yes, that's what I planned. I never wanted to let you know, why can't you pretend to know nothing? Even if
You,,,already know everything, why don’t you just pretend?”
"I can't do it. You know what kind of person I am," Su Mo said expressionlessly.
"Yes, how could I forget? How could I forget how much you dislike lies and hate deception?" Yan Li smiled miserably, but with a soul-stirring beauty.
"How did you know,,,how did you know? I remember,,,I organized the scene very well at that time." After sorting out his thoughts, Yan Li asked, he wanted to know when Su Mo started to know if,,,
If he knew it from the first time, then in Su Mo's eyes, how miserable he would be in the subsequent ones.
"Last time, we went drinking." Su Mo paused, probably remembering that incident and not knowing how to speak. No matter how paralyzed Su Mo was, it was still a bit embarrassing to say such a thing directly. "Can a man do that?"
The feeling of doing it was very obvious. When I woke up that morning, I felt that I had a relieved pleasure, but the room was very clean, so clean that I doubted it."
"Furthermore, your reaction the next day was that you had never refused Xiaojiu's request, but that day you found a completely unworthy excuse to reject Xiaojiu's mountain climbing invitation. Climbing on the plane is your favorite sport.
It's suspicious no matter how you think about it." Su Mo slowly narrated in his unique low and cold voice.
"So,,, you understand it as soon as you think about it, right?" Yan Li has now regained his previous calmness. The only good thing is that Su Mo only knows about the previous one, that is to say, the first time.
He has no memory of the matter at all, so that's fine, just let the facts go with the wind. What happened before is just a dream, just a flashy dream.
"Yeah" Su Mo nodded
"Then why don't you just say it directly, but you use this method? Is it fun to play with me?" Yan Li's tone became colder. He didn't care that Su Mo knew what he was thinking, or he didn't care that Su Mo knew.
That matter, but he didn't allow Su Mo to play with his feelings like this
",,,,,,I just want to test it out." After a moment of silence, Su Mo replied
"Experiment? What experiment?" Yan Li smiled. Is he the subject of the experiment?
Su Mo didn't answer. To be honest, even he himself didn't know why he did this or what he was testing.
After a long silence, Su Mo finally spoke: "Do you love me?" The tone was a bit awkward. After all, this was the first time Su Mo asked this question.
Yan Li was stunned and nodded: "Why ask again, yes, I have loved you for seven years."
",,,But, Yan Li, you know, I,,,don't love you." Su Mo paused, and then said this sentence.
"Well, I know, I have always known that the person you love is not me." Yan Li just smiled so gently, but somehow, in Su Mo's eyes, it sounded a bit decisive.
",,,,,,, let go Xiaoli?" Looking at his smile, he said slowly
Yan Li was shocked. Su Mo called him "Xiao Li". Su Mo had called him this name once since they met. But now, have you made up your mind? But... "Some love, even if you can't
I got it, but still can't let it go, so I can only protect it." Yan Li looked at Su Mo with eyes as bright as a torch.
"The scenery in my eyes will never change." Su Mo didn't expect Yan Li to answer like this, but even so, his decision would not shake his eyes. From then on, there was only room for one person.
"It doesn't matter." Yan Li shook her head, "Actually, according to the script, I should say now, 'Maybe I am just a passer-by in your life, but you will not meet the second me.' However, life is not a novel, I will quit.
Your life but please at least let me wait until tomorrow"
"Yan Li,,," Su Mo's eyes flashed with a trace of unbearability, but he couldn't say anything to persuade her to stay. Indeed, under such circumstances, if Yan Li is asked to stay, how will the two of them get along in the future?
Yan Li is not Xiao Yun. Even if they can't be lovers, they are still friends who have grown up together. He will stay for that friendship. But Yan Li has his own pride, and that pride that only belongs to him allows him to do it.
Not as open-minded as Xiao Yun
"I will move out tomorrow and then we will go our separate ways from now on and never see each other again. In fact, forgetting each other in the world is not for a good ending." Yan Li smiled and walked to her room, "By the way, here we are.
You put the bath water in, remember to take a bath, good night."
This is the last time Yan Li says good night to Su Mo
Good night wanan I love you, love you
Chapter completed!