Perhaps he was infected by the desolation in those words. After a long time, Xiao Tong finally found his voice: "As expected... Then you..."

"Did I show it obviously?" Yan Li frowned in distress. This was what he was most worried about. He didn't want anyone to know, especially Su Mo, who knew about his feelings, so he kept it hidden. But, so

Was it easy to see through? So maybe Su Mo also knew about it?

Thinking of this possibility, Yan Li's face turned even worse.

"No, this is just my intuition. Maybe it's because of the same mood?" Seeing Yan Li's increasingly bad expression, Xiao Tong quickly said comfortingly.

"Intuition?" Yan Li was confused

"Well, I'm in the same situation as you now, so I can feel it when I see the look in your eyes towards him."

Yan Li nodded, indicating that he understood, and then added, "Don't tell him, don't tell anyone."

"Well! Don't worry! I will definitely keep it a secret. I'm just doing this to confirm, otherwise I'll have random thoughts. But, brother Yan Li, don't you feel aggrieved like this?" Xiao Tong vowed.

He promised, and then asked a little cautiously

"Perhaps the grievance is that I love him. Because of this,,,, it can be tolerated." After hearing this, Yan Li raised his head, looked at the dark night sky, and said in an erratic tone.

"Brother Yan Li,,," I don't know why, seeing Yan Li like this, Xiao Tong felt inexplicably panicked, and couldn't help shouting

"Huh?" Yan Li turned around and stopped Xiao Tong, her eyes filled with questions.

"I'll tell you my story." As soon as the words came out of her mouth, Xiao Tong was stunned. She didn't know why she said such a sentence, but her mouth thought a step ahead and said it naturally. Maybe it was

Such forbearance of Yan Li reminded her that she couldn't help but want to use her own power to make him no longer sad.

"Is this good?" What Yan Li was thinking was, is it really good to use your own story and your own scars to comfort me? "Actually,,, over the years, I've gotten used to it, so there's nothing to feel uncomfortable about."

"

"It's okay, I understand, but what I want to say is that I have never had anyone to talk to." Xiao Tong smiled, but it was a very forced smile.

Since he thought he was Xiao Tong, the smiles of Xiao Tong that Yan Li has seen are all confident and optimistic. This is the first time for such a forced and sad smile. Yan Li can't help but be stunned. Then, when he hears Xiao Tong's soft smile

The voice, accompanied by the night wind, slowly revealed the secret in her heart

"He and I first met when I returned to China to visit relatives when I was seven years old. It was just a relationship between children. His family lived above his grandma's house, and his mother took good care of her, so our two families had a good relationship.

I grew up in Italy, so I don't speak Chinese well. Other children often bullied me, pulled my hair and called me a foreign devil. Whenever this happened, he would go up and beat the group of bullies severely.

The child gave me a good beating, then took out a small handkerchief and wiped my tears while crying, and said, "Silly girl, why are you crying?" During that year, we were together almost every day and were inseparable."

"But, I still have to leave and go back to Italy. So, when I was eight years old, we separated until I was eighteen years old. For ten years, we never saw each other again. During these ten years, I always remembered him and his warm hand holding each other.

I remember his touch, his voice when he coaxed me, and every moment of getting along with him. Then, on my eighteenth birthday, the birthday gift my mother gave me was a family heirloom ring, and what came to my mind at that time was him.

"That's when I realized I fell in love with him."

Xiao Tong spoke slowly, and Yan Li didn't interrupt. He just stood there and listened quietly, but his mind flashed uncontrollably with the past between him and Su Mo when he was ten years old, and when he was eighteen years old, click

Bit by bit

"I am an action person. Once I set a goal, I will take action. Now that I find out that I like him, I will make an effort to convey my love to him. So, after getting the consent of my father and mother,

, I returned to the country alone and returned to the place where we once stayed, but he was no longer there."

"I spent a lot of effort to find where he is now and went to find him happily. I imagined his expression when he saw me, whether he was surprised or happy. I thought a lot about it, but when I arrived at his house, he was not there.

, so I waited in front of his house and kept waiting.”

"He waited until midnight before he came back with a girl in his arms. The two of them were smiling happily. I hid in the dark and watched them hug each other happily. They approached the house and told myself that since he already had

My own happiness, then don't disturb him. I thought like this, but I was still a little unwilling. Even if he didn't like me, at least, let me talk to him again. Then, I made up my mind, when they were about to open the door and walk in.

,I walked out”

"I greeted him with a smile and said things like "Long time no see", but he looked puzzled. Then, he told me everything about his childhood, but all he said in exchange was that he didn't remember, he didn't remember.

Who am I? I don’t remember anything between us because there is no need to remember, he said.

When Xiao Tong said these words, she kept smiling, but when she said the last sentence, tears still slid down the corners of her eyes, and disappeared in a flash in the dark night.

"Silly little pupil" It took a long time for Yan Li to say such a sentence

"Haha" Xiao Tong put away all the sadness and said with a smile: "I am very stupid, but without brother Yan Li, you are stupid and I am stupid, but I know how to give up, but brother Yan Li, you are too obsessed, and you are destined to get hurt."

"I'm used to getting hurt. That way I won't feel anything anymore, I won't feel pain, and it won't matter." Yan Li sighed, "Giving up is not something that is easy to do. Just like you said, obsession

It's too deep. Breaking the attachment is the most difficult thing in the world."

"But, you are really distressed when you look like this." Xiao Tong looked at Yan Li, whose face was not very good, and said quietly.

"This at least proves that my life in this world is valuable," Yan Li smiled and said lightly.

"Brother Yan Li, don't do this..." Xiao Tong frowned

"What kind?" Yan Li asked, tilting her head.

"When you say this, I feel so uncomfortable. I always feel like you will disappear in the next moment."

",,,,Don't worry, as long as he is in this world, I will not disappear." Yan Li said, but his eyes were unquestionably firm.

"Then why don't you tell him. If you don't tell him, he will never understand. Even if he doesn't like you, at least let him know that there is someone in this world who always likes him." Xiao
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