"No, I just didn't refuse. Did Senior Sister Lin Shu tell you that I didn't refuse?" Xiao Yun retorted, and then asked affirmatively. Apart from Lin Shu, he couldn't think of anyone else who knew about this and would gossip about it. Although

He really doesn't want to doubt others casually like this.

"To me, it's all the same." Su Mo finally looked into Xiao Yun's eyes and said seriously: "You gave him a chance, but you didn't give it to me. Instead, you directly sentenced me to death. Now, I really want to know why I followed him.

What is so different about her that makes you treat her so differently?" Perhaps this was the first time that Su Mo expressed what he wanted and wanted to know so clearly, but Xiao Yun didn't react for a moment.

For a long time, just when Su Mo thought Xiao Yun would not answer, Xiao Yun spoke in a melodious tone, as if he wanted to explain everything clearly, and slowly said word by word: "Su Mo, I will follow you from now on.

We have known each other since the day I was born, and we have spent twenty-one springs, summers, autumns and winters together. If there is anyone in the world who knows me best, then this person is you. You know all my habits, my likes and dislikes, you

You care about me and take care of me, just like your brother. I appreciate you and respect you, but I'm sorry Su Mo, I can't like you."

"I can't like you, because you are like my brother. And although you understand me, you don't understand me. You don't understand why I have such a deep obsession with Italy. You don't understand why I am willing to give up my postgraduate education."

I took the opportunity to come to a foreign country and suffer just to fulfill a dream. You don’t understand what I’m thinking about. You only understand me, but you don’t understand me.”

"Maybe you think there is no difference between the two, but I don't think so. It's easy to understand a person. As long as you get along with him day and night, you can easily understand him and understand everything about him. But understanding a person is different. Understanding a person requires

Maybe this is a bit pretentious, but that's what I think. If you don't know each other, even if you live together for hundreds of years, you won't understand what the person next to you is thinking. That's the difference, do you understand?

"

Su Mo had been listening quietly. Knowing that he needed to say this, he spoke calmly and asked: "Maybe I do, as you said, do not understand you. But, are you sure, Mu Yu, that he understands you?"

Hearing this, the corners of his mouth curved slightly, which was not obvious, but it was easy to find that Su Mo frowned slightly when he looked at the curve, and then heard Xiao Yun speak again: "In a sense, yes, he understands me,

Because he has the same obsession as me, he understands that kind of emotion, that kind of mood. So, he can understand what I am thinking with just one look from me. What's more, sometimes he will know without even looking at me.

my thoughts, and then say or do what I want to say or do.”

"It's very easy to get along with Mu Yu. I promised Mu Yu will consider it. It's because I enjoy this relaxed way of getting along, so I want to give it a try. But, Su Mo, you are different. When we are together, although it is not depressing, there is nothing like that."

Such a random state of mind, can you understand what I mean?" Xiao Yun stopped and looked at Su Mo inquiringly.

Su Mo's face became paler, but he still nodded almost invisible. He understood what Xiao Yun said, but he couldn't change himself to cater to Xiao Yun's preferences.

"Su Mo, you see, in fact, I am a very selfish person. I rejected you because you can't make me feel relaxed, and I don't want to lose you as my brother. I promised Mu Yu that I would consider it, just because of the feeling he gave me.

It's easy. I'm not as beautiful as you imagined. Maybe what you like is just the beautiful fantasy called Xiao Yun in your heart? So, Su Mo, give up on me and go find the happiness that truly belongs to you."

Su Mo looked deeply into Xiao Yun's eyes. Although he always knew that Xiao Yun would not accept him, the impact of saying it so straightforwardly was extremely huge. He shook his head slightly and spoke, still coldly.

"Xiaojiu, I admit what you said. Maybe I don't understand you as well as Mu Yu, and I can't bring you the happiness you want like Mu Yu does. However, Xiao Jiu, you also said that obsession is a matter of time."

You can’t let go of an obsession just by letting it go.”

"I love you, I will never die in this life, haha." Su Mo suddenly laughed, which scared Xiao Yun. In the past twenty-one years, Su Mo had laughed only a handful of times, but Xiao Yun had always hoped that Su Mo would smile more.

Laughing, but now seeing Su Mo laughing out loud, Xiao Yun felt extremely uncomfortable. Just when he was about to speak, Su Mo continued: "What a hypocritical statement. I love you. In fact, it is because I am a very selfish person.

You are all engraved in my heart and I can no longer accommodate others, so I will only love you, and I can only love you until I die. You see, we are all such selfish people."

"Su Mo,,," Xiao Yun didn't know what to say, so he could only call Su Mo's name softly.

"Well, I'm here and I will always be there whether you need me or not," Su Mo replied with a serious expression.

"I'm sorry, Su Mo." Xiao Yun lowered his head. He really didn't know how to face Su Mo like this. He had given up the cold disguise and was completely different from usual, leaving only the sad Su Mo.

"Don't say I'm sorry. It's my choice that I love you. It's your choice that you don't love me. No one in this world has ever been sorry to anyone. You have to remember that you haven't sorry to anyone." Su Mo looked into the distance, his tone was melodious, but

powerful

Xiao Yun didn't answer, he didn't know how to answer

"Xiaojiu, can I kiss you?" Su Mo asked, Xiao Yun answered without a word, and laughed self-deprecatingly, "If not, then I will hug you."

"Yeah," Xiao Yun could only reply calmly.

Su Mo stepped forward and hugged Xiao Yun into his arms. The force was so strong that Xiao Yun had the illusion that he was about to be strangled.

"Su Mo, you are my brother forever, forever." Xiao Yun put his arms around Su Mo's back and said firmly.

Su Mo didn't answer. He hugged Xiao Yun tightly again, then let him go and walked back to the small building without looking back.

Xiao Yun had been quietly watching Su Mo leave without moving. He knew that he had completely hurt Su Mo this time, but there had to be a resolution. Otherwise, giving Su Mo a hope that could never be realized would make him even more sad.

Painful Xiao Yun, you did the right thing, you did nothing wrong, you must do this. Xiao Yun kept repeating in his heart. It was not until the sunset turned half the sky red that Xiao Yun came back to his senses and took another deep look at the small room where Su Mo was.

Building, then slowly walked home

When it got dark, Su Mo leaned on the bedside, looking at the darkening sky outside, and whispered softly

Since separating from Xiao Yun in the afternoon, Su Mo has been standing here, watching Xiao Yun standing downstairs in a daze, watching Xiao Yun's apologetic eyes looking towards his room, watching Xiao Yun silently leave.
Chapter completed!