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380. The so-called life

(Two chapters in one chapter)

Kuchi Yukiko and Okamoto Natsuo live in the same apartment, which is a single apartment rented by the firm and has a ancestral house subsidy. Although they are inconspicuous young models, their treatment is not too bad.

After the association ended, the men present were responsible for sending the girls present back. This is the rules of the friendship these days. If you agree to come to participate, you have agreed to such rules of the game.

The office worker of Tokuma Records was on the way with Yukiko Kasui and Natsuo Okamoto, so the three of them got into the same car.

"Endasan, I just said that Yukichan is very good at singing, right?" On the way back, Okamoto Natsuo and Tokuma Records were talking very much. Among the ten sentences, only two sentences were said by Yukiko Katsui.

"It's really amazing," said Eunta. "And there is that Akasun, you two really make a difference when you sing together."

"Akamatsu Sang actually served as the lead singer of the band. No matter how you look at such a person, he would never think that it would have something to do with the band." said Natsuo Okamoto.

"This kind of person works part-time in the company and is not promoted by the Iwahashi Sangzi, the Iwahashi Sangzi, who is from genzo. This is incredible." Enda mentioned Iwahashi Shinichi and did not agree with it.

"Akamatsusan is a student from Waseda. Besides, he is a young lady from a good family. How could she really enter the art world in the future? What she is doing now is probably also a hobby."

Okamoto Natsumoto said something for Haruko Akamoto, then turned his head and smiled at Yukiko Kazui, "But, Yuki, you and Akamoto Sang are very compatible."

When it comes to Haruko Akamatsu, Yukiko Kasui recalls the mutual understanding that she shared with her tonight.

Although Haruko Akamatsu is not in this car, or because she is not here, Kuchi Yukiko recalls the mutual understanding and feels that this tacit understanding that she has when she first meets is more valuable.

Instead of living with a real person, but thinking about it based on memory, it makes Kuchiko Yuki's impression of Akamatsu Haruko better.

"I want to tell me that the two people who have made the fastest progress in tonight's sorrow are Pu Chisang and Akasongsang." Enda joked and said, "On the contrary, the men present only gained illusions."

"Haha!" Okamoto Natsuki laughed exaggeratedly when he heard him say this.

Eunta was obviously not mocking himself, but mocking the office worker in the construction company. When he went to Karaoke, Haruko Akamatsu took the initiative to take his car. The office worker in the construction company consciously took the lead at that moment and was proud.

However, looking at the subsequent development, everyone vaguely realized that Haruko Akamatsu went to share a car with him because she had a good impression of office workers in the construction company, but it was more like she had a good impression of Sakiko Kasui.

Office workers in construction companies also found that the peak of their lives was just an illusion. Fortunately, Haruko Akamatsu was aimed at Kusui Yukiko instead of other men, so this result only made him feel a little disappointed, and it was a bit funny.

Kuchi Yukiko also knew what Enda was saying, but it was inconvenient to take on such words, and she just laughed. However, for her, it was also an unexpected gain to get to know Haruko Akamatsu at the sorrow meeting tonight.

"However, it would be a pity that Yukichan could not become a singer because she was so good at singing, right? Undansan." Okamoto Natsuko still remembered her friend's dream and the purpose of pulling Kuchiko to the association, and she took the initiative to mention it.

"Well, it's a pity that I can't become a singer, but it's not that easy to become a singer. It's very difficult to say." Enta said ambiguously.

If Kuchi Yukiko was eighteen years old now, it might be a different matter. However, at the age of twenty-one, he has already debuted as a model, and no matter how he looks, he will never get along with the singer. At the beginning, Eunta did not really think Kuchi Yukiko could be a singer, but just brags with Okamoto Natsumoto for the sake of friendship.

“Yes, it’s hard to be a singer.”

Okamoto Natsuko didn't know how to reply, but instead Yukiko Kasui spoke first. Her tone was gentle, but unexpectedly firm, "And it's pretty good to be a model now."

"Yoshi Jiang?" Okamoto Natsuo was a little surprised.

"Indeed, Pu Chisang not only sings well, but also has good conditions even as a model." Enda echoed and continued to follow Ku Chi Sakiko's words.

Kuchi Yukiko knew from the beginning that the opportunity was not with Eunta, so she did not take Eunta's attitude towards heart. She said it was good to be a model. This was not a scene, but a real thought.

Although the identity of a model is at the bottom of the artistic world, it is because of its low status that I don’t know which path I will take.

The dreams in the art world are precious, but the dreams in the art world are worthless.

However, Yukiko Kasui was not a model with a tormented attitude, but actually treated it as part of her dream, so she neither felt like she had taken a detour nor felt regretful about it.

"Indeed, Yuki Jiang has a super good figure."

Okamoto Natsuo admired Kuchi Yuki from the bottom of his heart, all aspects.

The taxi parked downstairs of the apartment, Yukiko Kasui and Natsu Okamoto gave birth to the car, thanked and said goodbye to Enda, and then the two girls walked into the door of the apartment together.

Being a model is different from the office workers who work from 9 to 5 hours. Sometimes it may start work before dawn, and sometimes the last tram stops in the middle of the night before it ends.

Therefore, the decision to quit was not just about changing from one job to another, but about changing from one life to another.

When he decided to resign from a real estate company to be a model, Yukiko Kuchi told her about it without any hiding and told her parents, younger brothers and sisters.

The mother who supports her daughter's decision at any time will try her best to respect her even if she doesn't understand. The younger brother and sister are not qualified to point fingers at her sister's life. The person who really feels incomprehensible or even shows opposition to her decision is the father. But Yukiko Kuchi is already an adult, so she doesn't tell her father that she will start her own life path by herself.

However, even though he imagined that he would face the confusion and dissatisfaction from his father, Yukiko Kazui didn't want to be an escapee.

She didn't think it would be disgrace to enter the art world to be a model. It was because she believed in this that she hoped to have a bright start at the beginning no matter what.

Even if you are not understood and supported, you must start this new life in a dignified manner.

As the eldest daughter of an ordinary family, she graduated from college in a short time, took a short term job, and then started a long life as a housewife. This is the life path that the old-fashioned father envisioned for the eldest daughter.

In other words, the life trajectory of a mother who meets and gets married with her father is probably like this. In the father's opinion, letting her daughter repeat her mother's life is an extremely safe and realistic way.

In the previous twenty-one years, Kuchi Yukiko was indeed the "oldest daughter" of a normal person.

Now, the oldest daughter suddenly said she wanted to be a model. Yukiko Kuchi's father was very puzzled and felt betrayed.

It may not be because my daughter's actions really "betrayed" him, but it would be a choice that deviated from what he believed in. Therefore, when he heard this, his father's reaction was more disappointed than angry.

But even so, in the face of his father's disappointment, Yukiko Kasui still explained the matter clearly, "...If you don't do this, you will have the dream of giving up if you try it or not. Even if you really get married and become a housewife in the future, you will still be uneasy because you haven't tried it."

It is precisely because of this that she wants to try anyway and takes this step no matter what.

Although the father did not understand and did not support his daughter's decision, he did not show any fierce opposition, and he had the attitude of "you have the final say in your own life."

"But, since you have to quit your job and become an artist in order not to make your heart uneasy in the future, then don't let this choice become something that will feel regretful and uneasy when you think about it in your future life."

My father was old and had a lot of knowledge. Even if he was strict, he really loved his daughter. As a father, he did not think that his daughter wanted to join such a world because she was blinded by the prosperity.

Therefore, even if she had the final say in her life, she would still give her more instructions to her daughter.

From such advice, Yukiko Kasui felt the introverted and implicit love from her father, and in addition, she seemed to have received blessings from her father.

She kept this sentence in her heart, put it together with the figures of her mother who was waiting outside the tunnel every day to pick her up home, regarded them as "talismans", and then went to Tokyo.

After signing the business contract, she could no longer live the way she used to spend several hours on commuting to and from get off work every day, but with the help of the firm, she moved into her current single apartment.

At the age of twenty-one, he truly began his independent life.

The decision to resign and become a model undoubtedly opened a new door to life, which is true in all aspects.

She received short-term training from artists and became a model. At the photography scene, she had to wear whatever clothes the dressmaker prepared and put on various poses at the photographer's request.

In her twenty-one years of life, she never thought of doing such a thing one day. However, even if she was shy and had to spend twice as much time than others to get into the state, she did not feel that what she did was shameful.

In the world of modeling that is tempting, every step under your feet, the world of modeling will be lost once there is a deviation.

She felt that the day she had a showdown with her father came from her father's advice, and when she was an office worker, her mother was waiting outside the tunnel every day, and she was invisibly protecting her.

Together with the dream that supports her into the current world, these three things make her lose her way in Tokyo occasionally, but she will never be lost in this new world.

Even if she was introduced to Enda by Okamoto Natsuo, she could end the matter decisively when she realized that Enda had no chance here.

"So good night, Yuki Jiang."

In the corridor, Natsuno Okamoto said goodbye to Yukiko Kasui.

"Good night. Thank you really today." Satoko Kuchi said.

When it comes to this, Okamoto Natsuo felt a little regretful, "It's such a pity. That Endasan didn't say anything at all..."

"But I think it's good to be a model," Kuchi Yukiko said to her, "I think so from the bottom of my heart. Moreover, even if I can't become a singer, maybe one day I'll go on TV and gradually become an actor."

Okamoto Natsuo was sure that Kusui Yuki was not saying self-comfortable scenes, and he breathed a sigh of relief, "Yes, yes. I want me to say that I also think I might be an actor one day, isn't there anyone who transforms from a model into an actor?"

"So, just relax and keep working hard tomorrow."

When Kuchi Yuki said this, he smiled. This is a hearty smile that cannot be seen at the gathering of strangers, and only when he is with friends who can relax himself.

...

Even if the singer's path is not easy, as I said to Okamoto Natsuo, if I go on TV and become an actor, it will be the idea that after becoming a famous actor in the future, I can cross-border singing.

Satoko Kasumi who said goodbye to Okamoto Natsuo and entered the door thought so in her heart.

I don’t know if I have such a thought. I’m a little stubborn. However, she thought so from the bottom of her heart. It was her persistence in dealing with her dreams, which gave her the courage she has now.

After closing the door and entering the world where he was only his own, Yukiko Kasui sighed and showed a hint of loneliness.

Even if I didn't think that the opportunity was here at the beginning, I would inevitably feel a sense of failure after confirming this matter.

But then, she cheered herself up in her heart, and the opportunity was precious because she didn't know where it was.

After washing up, Yukiko Kamichi thought of something, walked to the entrance, took the bag over, took out the address book from it, and then took off the address book hanging on the wall, and sat on the low table on the ground.

Everyone who came to participate in the friendship tonight exchanged contact information with each other at the beginning. Kuchiko found Haruko Akamatsu in the number and copied the numbers into the address book in the apartment.

Although it was the first time we met today, the two of them were unexpectedly speculating. What's even more amazing is that although they felt very speculative, they both did not get along immediately and did not get familiar with each other.

It is this sense of alienation that keeps it together, which makes Kuchiko feel that she may be able to become friends with Haruko Akamatsu.

The Akamatsu Sang sang so nicely, he was the lead singer of the band and followed Iwahashi Sang, and even so, he did not become a singer.

Yukiko Kuchi couldn't help thinking, I wonder what her dream would be like for Akasun like this?

She went to be the lead singer of the band and followed Iwahashi Sang to work part-time at genzo. These things are all related to music. So, is this the process for her to do these things related to music, a must-pass way for her to move towards her dreams?

I had a job the next morning, and I didn’t know what time I would be back after the end. Before I set off, Yukiko Kasui set up a TV video and recorded today’s "Band Heaven".

Even though I embarked on a new path in life, my habit of watching the program "Band Heaven" has remained still.
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