Chapter 379 The night of competition for life, so confused.

The stars are dotted, the wind is fierce.

The bamboo shadows are heavy and shaking constantly.

Rumo was lying on the bed, feeling a little cold for no reason, and her body shrank a little.

Someone gently covered her bedding, and then a gentle sound came from the sound of the window.

Rumo's eyelashes blinked gently, and she had been awakening her sleep. Because of this sound, her eyes gradually floated and blinked slightly. Finally, she opened her eyes and saw Zhuang Haoran sitting by her bed, looking at herself gently. Her starry eyes were flashing with a hot light. She was slightly stunned and looked at Zhuang Haoran, and she wanted to move her body and sit up...

"Don't move..." Zhuang Haoran stretched out his hand, gently held her shoulder, let her lie down carefully, then gently pulled the bedding for her, and said gently and worriedly: "Sorry, have you woken up?"

Rumo was so embarrassed that she said softly in a slightly hoarse voice: "It's okay. You're here just right. At this time, I'm about to have a nightmare..."

Zhuang Haoran looked at her helplessly.

Rumo looked at him and smiled helplessly.

Zhuang Haoran didn't say anything, but stood up a little, pulled a chair next to him, sat next to him, and then held Rumo's little cold hand slightly, looked at her with some distress and said, "It's obvious that the room is already very warm, why is her body still frozen?"

Rumo lies silently, lying on the snow-white bed with a pale face, a little sadness flashing across her eyes, and she said, "Maybe...because of that heart, it's gradually shrinking."

Zhuang Haoran looked at her silently.

Rumo was afraid that he would be sad, so she quickly held his hand softly and said comfortingly: "Don't worry, I'm fine. If I really... I'm destined to leave, it's also life and death..."

Zhuang Haoran smiled slightly.

Rumo blinked her dream eyes, looked at Zhuang Haoran's eyes, and then asked with understanding, "What? Do you have something to look for me?"

Zhuang Haoran didn't say anything, but looked at her gently.

Rumo looked at him on purpose and said with a smile: "What's wrong?"

Zhuang Haoran suddenly held Rumo's little hand, placed it on his lips, kissed it gently, then raised his head and looked at her and said, "Rumo..."

"Hmm?" Rumo looked at him and responded lightly.

"Every time I call you like this, Tianlei is so angry..." Zhuang Haoran said with a smile.

Rumo smiled and said, "He misunderstood that you like me..."

"Did you have not misunderstood?" Zhuang Haoran asked.

Rumo shook her head.

"How do you know that I don't like you?" Zhuang Haoran looked at her and asked.

"Because I know..." Rumo felt that this question was easy to answer, so she smiled and said, "A girl is very sensitive. If a boy likes her, she can feel that from childhood to adulthood, you just treat me as your sister. It's just because sometimes you are naughty and deliberately teasing Tianlei, so he misunderstood. And if I explain this misunderstanding again, he has never believed it..."

Rumo lifted Tianlei and a gentle smile appeared on her face.

Zhuang Haoran looked at her sweet smile, suddenly smiled and said, "Actually you were wrong," said.

Rumo looked at him.

"When I was very young, I thought you were beautiful and liked you very much..." Zhuang Haoran said with a smile.

Rumo looked at him quietly, and for a long time, she still didn't believe it, and asked half-jokingly: "When?"

"When you walk into my lavender city wearing a white skirt..." Zhuang Haoran said with a smile.

"At that time?" Rumo suddenly laughed, and realized that he was teasing himself, so he slapped his hand lightly, saying, "You are so nonsense. We were still young at that time. How could you like me? But later, another little sister appeared. You like her very much. There was a time when I kept thinking about that sister... and gave her the hyacinth that my grandfather gave you to her... I don't know why, but I always remembered this because she was so beautiful and had her feet injured. You carried her forward, and she held a windmill in her hand... The purple windmill was turning and turning, very beautiful..."

Zhuang Haoran couldn't help laughing. When he remembered the interesting things in his childhood, he realized that no matter how blurred his memory was, he would remember the floating little figure.

"Later... why didn't I tie it?" Rumo was actually so afraid of loneliness, so she looked at Zhuang Haoran and asked.

Zhuang Haoran didn't want to talk much.

Rumo looked at his eyes and knew that he was the same as Tianlei and could not force him, so he smiled gently and asked her.

"But at that time, you first entered our Lavender City. It was so beautiful... as beautiful as a cloud, just the name was Rumo, light and fluttering..." Zhuang Haoran said with a smile.

Rumo smiled gently.

Zhuang Haoran looked at Rumo deeply again, looking at her beautiful pale face, which was not as beautiful as the world, and said quietly: "This kind of cloud really makes many of us deeply love..."

Rumo looked at him with a smile.

Zhuang Haoran stared at her for a long time, suddenly grabbed her little hand and said, "Ru Mo, if you have a next life, do you want to be the kind of creature in the world?"

Rumo listened to this, thought for a while, and then smiled bitterly, "If there is a next life, I hope I will be a bird with my parents... I will not accept gifts, love, and live my life happily..."

Zhuang Haoran heard this and suddenly looked at her and asked, "Then why... have to wait for the next life?"

Rumo looked at Zhuang Haoran and said, "Can I... still choose?"

"Why can't it?" Zhuang Haoran looked at her and said with a smile: "You will definitely survive. With Tianlei and I, you will definitely survive."

Rumo looked at Zhuang Haoran tonight, and a bad premonition flashed through her eyes and said, "Haoran...what do you want to say to me?"

Zhuang Haoran kept silent and looked at Rumo. After hesitating for a while, hesitated and said sincerely: "Rumo, why do we have only one heart at this time? Because it only beats for ourselves, but if it is too fragile, it will jump into other lives and let others bear your life..."

Rumo looked at him silently.

Zhuang Haoran looked at Rumo sincerely and said, "There is only one heart, so loneliness is inevitable. However, if two hearts are in one body, it will actually be too burdened. Not only will it not bring happiness to the other heart, but it will bring pain. In fact, nothing in life is not scary. Only fragility is the most terrible, because fragility will not only bring disaster to yourself, but also to the people around you. That is the most terrible phenomenon of survival..."

Rumo looked at him faintly, tears fell down.

Zhuang Haoran looked at Rumo again and said with a smile: "If we were stronger, when we face love, gain and loss, we could bear the part that we could bear, the other party would be more relaxed and happy. When unnecessary burdens were too heavy, it would actually suppress his love. Do you desire this?"

"What do you... want to say to me?" Rumo looked at him and asked.

"What I want to say is..." His eyes flashed slightly, looking at Rumo's fragile expression, and said sincerely: "The ability of the heart to withstand depends on how big your love is, and whether one day you can let him find his own happiness... If you learn to let go, his world may be more vast... and you can also let go of the heavy responsibilities and burdens of many years and learn to walk your own life... Perhaps this will be easier and natural..."

"Tianlei has agreed to marry me..." Rumo looked at him and said quickly.

"If the end of the world comes tomorrow, he will take one step ahead of you? Can you survive?" Zhuang Haoran asked.

Rumo is silent.

"You still have to live... This is not a multiple-choice question, it is your own problem, Rumo..." Zhuang Haoran looked at her sincerely and said, "Why should you treat your own problem as a multiple-choice question and leave it to others for choice? Then others may be burdened by helping you choose, and you have to bear the unscrupulous gifts and bad luck. No one can bear anyone's life. One day, he will be tired, maybe he is already tired..."

Rumo's tears rolled down quickly.

"When he is tired..." Zhuang Haoran hesitated and looked at Rumo, and then reminded her... "When he is tired, because you are too fragile, he does not choose to rely on you, but chooses to rely on others..."

Rumo looked at Zhuang Haoran in a flash.

"Don't get me wrong..." Zhuang Haoran smiled and said, "This is your love with him. I have no right to say anything. I just want to say to you on this night, let go of your fragility and be stronger. This is a manifestation of loving yourself and loving others. Be strong enough to be strong, one day, if he is tired, he may be able to rely on you, you can welcome him with your hands, or he may rely on others, and you wish him to leave. If you do this, you may never need to change your heart at that time..."

Rumo looked at Zhuang Haoran in tears.

Zhuang Haoran's heart actually felt a little painful. He grabbed her hand, pinched it gently, and then said quietly: "Yes, there is no love in our past, but we are like three people tied up by fate. If one day, you really can't bear it, I... take you away..."

Rumo suddenly looked at Zhuang Haoran and choked and said, "You..."

Zhuang Haoran held her little hand tightly and said, "Ru Mo, protect your heart and don't let it erode the life of the person you love. This is too unfair to him. If you love him, don't you hope he is happy? Love, simply put, is mutual dependence, not one-sided efforts..."

Rumo's tears rolled down one by one.

Zhuang Haoran looked at her and said with a smile: "Ru Mo, do you know why, the closer the vines are, the sweeter the fruit they produce?"

Rumo looked at him in tears.

Zhuang Haoran smiled and said, "Because the vine also has life and wisdom, when it finds another tree that is very close to it, she will take root and look for deeper and richer nutrition under the ground... I know a girl who originally had a broken life and an unhealthy body, but in her body, there are two hearts, one of her own, and one of others... I clearly think she is about to collapse, but she lives better than before..."

Rumo was silent, and tears gently fell on her face.

Zhuang Haoran looked at Rumo and said sincerely: "Forgive everything I said tonight. I just want to tell you that because you have accepted gifts for too many times and forgot that life originally belonged to you, not others... Like her, accept the competition of life. Regardless of success or failure, I believe you will live a better life than in the past."

Rumo's body began to tremble violently, and tears rolled down one by one.

Zhuang Haoran looked at her fragile appearance, leaned forward, hugged her body gently, kissed her hair gently, and said with pain: "It's okay. Be strong, okay? No matter what happens, I'm by your side. If you are lost and in pain, I'll take you away..."

Rumo didn't say anything anymore, but just held on to his sleeves in his arms and cried silently.

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