Chapter 252: The lotus pond is so heavy, and the lotus leaves appear thicker and greener in autumn.╞╡

The noon sunlight appears to be refracted most vividly on the gurgling lotus leaves. The pink lotus is blooming for the last time this summer, with the petals and leaves spreading, so pure and dazzling.

The elementary school in the distance was over, and many young students ran out loud. They were all wearing white skirts, perhaps white shirts and blue shorts, and happily ran out of the campus. With the hands of their parents, they walked home. A song "Childhood" came from the other side of the school, as if they were saying goodbye to this summer...

Tang Kexin was still leaning on the fence of the lotus pond, facing the cool breeze, and looked at these carefree primary school students with a half smile. She remembered that when she was a child, her parents had continued to get out of school with her and her brother.

Su Ruiqi kept looking at Tang Kexin nervously, looking at her quiet face, looking at the primary school student in front of her, showing a gentle smile. His heart aches and gently called: "Kexin..."

Tang Kexin turned her head and looked at Su Ruiqi's handsome face. She suddenly smiled and replied: "Yeah..."

"I'm really sorry for last night...I...I didn't think she would suddenly appear last night, I..." Surichi suddenly wanted to explain, but suddenly didn't know how to explain, and just looked at her faintly.

Tang Kexin looked at Su Ruiqi with a smile and said lightly: "I understand..."

"Do you understand?" Suriqi looked at her nervously and puzzledly, not looking at Xin.

"She is called Jieyu, right? That's the actress's queen of the Golden Globe Awards, amiee..." Tang Kexin said lightly.

Surichi looked at her.

Tang Kexin turned around, looked at the lotus pond in front of her, and smiled faintly and said, "She is really beautiful, so beautiful... I heard that she is the most beautiful oriental woman..."

As Suriqi heard this, his eyes suddenly dimmed, he turned around and looked into the distance silently.

Tang Kexin turned her head and looked at Surichi with a little understanding and said, "That rainy night, she won the award and appeared in front of the big screen, so you kissed me because you were so sad... right?"

When Suriqi heard this, he looked at her anxiously and said, "I..."

Tang Kexin nodded, showed an understanding smile in her eyes, and said, "I understand..."

"What do you understand?" Su Ruiqi was already extremely anxious and looked at Tang Kexin and said uncomfortable: "Can you not care about her now? I only care about you now! I know I was wrong last night. I shouldn't leave you alone, let you face those guests alone, I really..."

"Suriqi..." Tang Kexin called him softly...

Surichi looked at her.

Tang Kexin looked at him with a little distress and said sincerely: "Although I am not very familiar with love, I know that the greater the hatred, the greater the love... No matter whether you love her or not, it is the fact that you are nervous about her. I did feel a deep fatigue from last night, but I don't blame you. In this world, no matter who I am angry with, I will not be angry with you..."

Surichi heard this and suddenly said angrily: "What did you say?"

Tang Kexin looked at him with gentle eyes.

"You said that no matter who you are angry with in this world, you will not be angry with me?" Suriqi said with a little distress.

Tang Kexin's eyes dimmed a moment, and she held the fence with both hands, revealing a calm expression.

"You..." Surichi said more and more angry: "I would rather you be angry with me!! I would rather you scold me and beat me! But you didn't feel anything! You couldn't even be angry! In other words, you didn't feel anything about me at all?"

Tang Kexin turned her head and looked at Su Ruiqi's nervous face. She smiled and said, "I was indeed a little greedy last night..."

Surichi looked at her.

Tang Kexin looked at Heyong in front of her, confessed her heart, and said, "I saw your family happy. The Prime Minister's grandfather is so kind to me and picks up food for me. The uncle and aunt are also respectful to me. Your sister also takes good care of me. I am a little greedy, greedy for the warmth of your family, because this is something I can't ask for in this life..."

Surichi looked at her with heartache and said, "If you want, they will become your family."

"They are not my family..." Tang Kexin turned her head and looked at Su Ruiqi. Thinking of Su Ling's words, she looked at him sincerely and said, "They are your precious family. No matter how you treat love, you must cherish your family wholeheartedly, because this is a happiness that some people can't even long for the rest of their lives..."

"Kexin..." Su Ruiqi felt that Kexin's words were a little strange, so she looked at her anxiously and said, "What do you want to say?"

"What I want to say is..." Tang Kexin looked at Su Ruiqi a little reluctantly and said sincerely: "If possible, face your love rationally, don't worry your grandfather, parents at home anymore, and don't worry your sister anymore. That Concubine, if you still love her, just confess your heart... Because sometimes, love or not depends on your instinct in your life... When you cut the cake, when you see her, you will immediately leave me, and I will know who you love... and we are the best friends and good friends in the end... This has not changed..."

Su Ruiqi heard this rejection, felt ache, and looked at Tang Kexin, saying, "Are you rejecting me?"

"I hope you don't reject your heart. And my rejection or non-rejection is not important to you at all." Tang Kexin said lightly.

"Kexin!" Suriqi suddenly held her shoulders tightly, letting her face face to herself, and said anxiously: "Don't do this!! That night, I kissed you, I felt it! I didn't sleep all night after I went back..."

"I didn't sleep either..." Tang Kexin looked at him calmly and said with a smile.

Surichi was stunned and looked at her.

Tang Kexin raised her head, looked at him, and said sincerely: "That night, I was really moved by your sorrow. I never knew that it turned out that a person's sorrow can be touching, but that has passed. Because a little kiss, our affairs are not worth mentioning than yours... I don't want to mention it again..."

"What does it mean?" Surichi frowned and looked at her.

Tang Kexin looked at him, looked at his handsome face, looked at his eyes, and thought of the love he brought to herself for the past three years. Her heart tightened, but she remembered Su Ling's words. Her eyes flashed quickly and said, "I hope we won't see each other again... Because after last night, the line of friendship between us has been broken... I have no intention to accept your feelings, nor have I intention to be friends with you again..."

"What's wrong with you?" Su Ruiqi suddenly looked at Tang Kexin with great loss and said with heartache: "This is not like you at all!! It is not like what you said!"

Tang Kexin looked at Su Ruiqi and said sincerely: "People can change. Three years have passed. Thank you for your help. Thank you for your heart-wrenching love for me. I don't dislike my incomplete left face. Thank you for giving me the most beautiful dream of a girl. But since my left face was destroyed three years ago, I have never thought about who to be with forever. I know that I don't deserve love, nor do I deserve you..."

The sound stopped.

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She was stunned.

Surichi tightly held her shoulders, lower body, kissed her lips, and tears rolled down.

Tang Kexin's eyes turned red, her hands were standing aside, her face slightly raised, and she felt the man in front of her kissing her lips, tears dripping on her face, a little warm...

Many elementary school students passed by them and watched in surprise what these two brothers and sisters were doing?

Suriqi's eyes flashed and slowly let go of Tang Kexin. Looking at the tearful eyes of the girl in front of him, he asked sadly: "If love is really instinct... what am I doing now?"

Tang Kexin raised her head and looked at him, tears rolling down her eyes.

"Kexin..." Suriqi held her shoulders and said with great distress: "Yes, I was attracted to you at the beginning because of her, but you are not her... You never asked me to change you, and even cut your hair. You were so trembling, afraid of owing me... I don't know when, but I like to look at your back because you walk very well... Take a gentle step forward little by little, a little pitiful, and a little cute... so gentle..."

Tang Kexin felt ache in her heart and looked at him excitedly.

Surichi's whole body trembled in pain, tears dripped excitedly, and she endured the pain and said sadly: "I have been rejecting you. I have been rejecting you for the past three years because I am afraid that you are the second concubine, but I don't know that on that day, I suddenly realized that no matter you are her or yourself, I recognized it... I don't know how important she is in my heart, but at this moment, I only have you in my heart... I dare not say love again, because I am afraid that the word "love is too light"... Because you are so heavy in my life..."

Tang Kexin's tears rolled down her eyes and looked at him with a lot of pain.

Su Ruiqi looked at Tang Kexin warmly, and then said with a sob, "Forgive me, Kexin...Forgive me... Actually, I want to restore your left face, for yourself, not for me... Because in my world, you are the most beautiful at all times... Give me a chance, I don't care whether you love me now or not, give me a chance, let's walk and stop along the scenery of the future... OK?"

Tang Kexin's tears rolled down, and her water eyes looked at his sad eyes blurredly. She suddenly stopped talking, but just gently pulled up the brim of the hat and walked forward silently.

"Kexin!" Suriqi looked at her with heartache and said, "Do you really... don't want to give me a chance?"

Tang Kexin didn't make any more noise, just pursed her lips tightly, letting tears roll upwards, but putting her trembling hands into her shirt bag, and walking forward step by step...

"Kexin————————————————————Su Ruiqi called her with tears in her heart, and asked with sobs: "Are you really willing to give up on me? Are you really willing to give up on me?"

The back still slowly disappeared into the Mulan Road.

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Chapter completed!