Thoughts gone: 008. Three years later(1/2)
The two of them maintained this posture for a long time, for a long time, so long that Gu Yining thought time had stopped, and a man's low and dull voice came from above his head, full of affection and... praying.
He said, "Ning'er, don't leave me..."
He actually said such words in an infinitely affectionate tone!? He was actually begging himself?!
With a slight trembling, Gu Yining's eyes suddenly turned red, so he could no longer hold back his tears...
The man behind her was too domineering and too warm, which made her eagerly want to rely on her, but this was also what hurt her the deepest!
At this moment, she was at a loss...
Gu Yining didn't understand why he had to hug him so affectionately after making such a cruel request? What did he think of her?!
My heart hurts, and the bone-eroding hatred also invades...
Gu Yining really feels that he should hate this man!
She should turn around and slash him, and cut open his chest hard to see if he is intent! Why can he be so changeable and cruel!
However, even though I hated him, at this moment, I still had no strength to push him away...
She should have hated him so much that she wanted to grab a knife and stab it into his chest with all her strength, allowing him to feel her heartbreak and pain!
Tears slid down on his cheeks, and Gu Yining's shoulders trembled even harder...
She hated herself so much, for the first time in her life, she hated such a helpless self! What should she do?!
As he tightened his wrist, something suddenly appeared in his palm. Gu Yining suddenly lowered his head and realized that it was a dagger shining with cold light!?
"This is my personal belonging, it was left to me by my mother. I know you hate me. If you can do it now, my life will belong to you."
The hatred that her whole body was so deep, how could Feng Tianjun not feel it?
As indifferent as ice, he felt the undercurrents in his heart so strongly for the first time in his life...
It's very cold and painful, it should be bloody, right?
He also hated himself. If this could make her continue to love him, then he would be willing to give his life to her...
He bit his lips suddenly, closed his eyes, and Gu Yi's tears flowed like a spring.
The dagger was too heavy, and she could hardly hold it back. She was already like this, and he actually asked her to use this dagger to kill him?
"If you really hate me so much, then just kill me with it, as long as you are willing to love me."
Honey, Feng Tianjun actually said this!
He actually said this for granted!?
After a moment of silence, Gu Yining's whole body was cold, and from head to bottom of his feet...
She was like this, but Feng Tianjun turned her body at this moment, lowered her head, and a hot breath pounced on the side of her neck.
"Do not hesitate!"
The man's voice was hoarse, but he was clearly bewitching, hitting her heart, making her weak all over...
Suddenly, Gu Yining was furious like a burned lioness, and without thinking, sent the dagger forward fiercely.
How can you hurt me again and again? How can you bear to trample on my sincerity like this!?
The tip of the dagger made a sound of breaking through the air, instantly sank into the depths of Feng Tianjun's texture, and then suddenly stopped...
= Gu Yining saw the surprise that disappeared in Feng Tianjun's charming eyes. She was happy in an instant, but after a moment, her whole body trembled.
Blood came out of her clothes. Gu Yining looked at the man who had always been strong and domineering, and was stabbed by him. He suddenly whimpered, his palm loosened, and the dagger suddenly fell down, falling to the ground, splashing blood all over the ground like a rainbow...
She can't do it! She can't do it!
However, when Gu Yining let go, Feng Tianjun suddenly hit her and hit her hard on the wall behind her. He lowered his head, his thin lips were like a blade, biting her, stirring her, hooking her, and attacking her...
The blood in his chest soaked each other, and the smell of blood floated to his nose, making him more and more crazy!
Gu Yining gasped, his chest fluctuated rapidly, and his body was forced to retreat without any further away, and it was closely connected...
Her thin lips licked and kissed her unscrupulously, gnawing her inch by inch.
"Well... let go... let me go..."
Suddenly awakened, Gu Yining reached out and pushed him desperately.
But as soon as he opened his mouth, the tip of his tongue slid in instantly, absorbing her sweetness, and his movements were swift and violent...
At this moment, she stared at her long eyes, but her affectionateness. Gu Yining could feel the affection he used to him. She actually felt his pain from it.
Isn't he that cruel? How could he do this?
Such a look and such a man made her no longer have the strength to struggle...
Gradually, Gu Yining calmed down and let him kiss him passionately. Tears flowed endlessly like a waterfall...
He expressed his feelings for her in his chest wantonly, and Feng Tianjun slowly softened his movements. Finally, he evacuated Gu Yining's lips, pressed his forehead against hers, and gasped.
"Baby, don't leave me, okay?"
All Qiongqi feared most was her departure, her not loving him, and he didn't care about anything else.
"You ask me to help you with the wound."
His voice was filled with pleading and pain, and the pungent smell of blood always lingered in his nose. Gu Yining suddenly felt soft...
Forget it, let's treat his wound first.
If this man didn't speak, he would probably let the blood flow all night, and his life would be gone?!
How could she be willing to let go? How could she be willing to let go?
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He brought the medicine box, Gu Yining lowered his head and carefully treated Feng Tianjun's wound...
The bloody wound made her frightened to see it. Did she really hurt him?
She was heartbroken and felt sad for herself...
What's wrong with this? Why did it become like this between me and him?
Just like her, I can't figure it out even if I die...
Even with her head down, Gu Yining could still feel Feng Tianjun's eagle-like eyes staring at him without blinking, her gaze was so strong that she could not ignore it.
"What's wrong?"
Sighing inwardly, Gu Yining looked down upon himself fiercely. Why was he always affected by him so easily?
It's really useless! It's useless!
Shaking his head, Feng Tianjun didn't say anything, but just continued to look at her...
What are you talking about? Keep talking about the abortion of the child?
Her reaction was so strong that he couldn't bear to speak again, really couldn't bear it, and was timid...
He stared quietly at Feng Tianjun's eyes, and her figure reflected in his eyes, Gu Yining's heart was a little bitter.
With a sad smile, she thought, forget it, if you continue, I'm afraid it will drive her crazy!
The two of them were speechless, one lowered their heads and bandaged their wounds, the other looked at each other with their eyes. There were surging waves in the silence. They were just waiting for the moment of explosion. When it came, they were afraid that they would be in a fierce and unstoppable way...
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In this way, after a few days seemingly calm, Gu Yining almost thought that the heartbreak of that day was just an illusory and painful dream...
However, facts are facts after all, and what happened cannot be erased with an eraser and then started over.
One night, Feng Tianjun called in the study, and Gu Yining accidentally heard it...
Gu Yining couldn't hear what he was saying. The only thing imprinted in her heart was the word "abortion". It was only two words, but she was so heartbroken that she was so scared.
It turned out that he still didn't give up. It turned out that he still didn't want children and didn't want them no matter what...
A bitter smile appeared on his pale pretty face, Gu Yining forced himself to walk to the living room.
After careful consideration, she decided to leave and must leave!
These days, she has been hesitating and wandering, wanting to leave, but she is reluctant to let it go. She always has expectations and desires for Feng Tianjun...
She thought, maybe he just couldn't figure it out for a moment, but now, he can't do it if he doesn't leave!
If you don’t leave, the child’s life and her life will be destroyed in the hands of this cruel man!
After gently opening the door, Gu Yining flashed outside the door in a flash...
However, after just a few steps, a man in a black suit appeared in front of him. It seemed that he was a bodyguard.
"Mrs. Young lady, please go back."
Sure enough, it's true.
"What, did Feng Tianjun send you to monitor me?"
With a sneer, Gu Yining found it ridiculous...
No wonder I always feel like I am staring at me these days. I thought I was thinking too much, but I didn’t expect it to be true?!
To be continued...