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Chapter 120 The Pain Is Silent

Listen, who is crying?

Who is too late to breathe?

It was her, she was crying silently, suffering silently, and about to suffocate silently, just like the cold plum blossoms blooming in winter, enduring loneliness and cold alone.

He just watched it silently, and he was too lazy to move.

Is he cold-blooded?

Is he ruthless?

Or is he indifferent to her harm?

No, he is neither cold-blooded nor ruthless, nor indifferent. He even wishes to apologize for death, but these are silent. All he can do is to look at her silently with a guilty heart, accompany her, and protect her. He is afraid that he will wink a little and leave a little, she will wither because of the fact that he hurts her, and will always say goodbye to the world. In this way, he will be uneasy forever and will never forgive himself!

Time passed ruthlessly, and the day passed like this. She was physically and mentally exhausted and she climbed up from the bed in any way. He did not neglect at all. He followed her and went wherever she went. He was afraid that if she was not careful, she would not be able to stand the blow and leave the world.

She didn't care about him following him, and was so busy in the room naked. He went to the closet to find clothes to put on her, but she roared and asked him to get out of here. Then she was so naked that she cleaned the living room floor with a rag, cleaned the housework, cooked and washed clothes, etc. She even didn't even close the door when taking a shower or going to the toilet.

He followed her in an endless manner and did not be naked like her. Instead, he found clothes and pants to put on, then helped her with housework, and even helped her cook. Of course, he only ate the food he cooked by himself, and she ignored him at all. In her eyes, he was a transparent existence.

There were two people in the room, but they didn't say anything. They seemed deserted. When she was tired, she went to bed to sleep. He was silently guarding her, and he didn't dare to leave her. The next day, she was still busy in the living room like yesterday, and then sat on the sofa watching TV and eating snacks. When the phone came, she also answered the phone. It was the company's call and said that she wanted to rest when she was sick.

He tried to speak several times, trying to express his apology, and he wanted to do whatever he wanted to do, as long as you said it, it would be absolutely indifferent, but she just didn't let him speak. As soon as he opened his mouth, she roared and told him to get out of the way, or covered his ears and pretended not to hear it.

Day after day, night after night, three days passed, and for three days he kept guarding her and said a lot of things regardless of whether she listened or not, but she was the same, treating him as transparent and ignoring him.

Today is the fourth day. It is late at night and the whole city is sleeping. The room is dark and there is nothing to see. But he knows that she is lying on the bed and sleeping. She also knows that he is guarding himself by the bed and looking at him.

"well!"

A long sigh rang in the bedroom. This was from Guan Chen. He stood up while sitting against the wall. He looked at her on the bed in the dark bedroom, saying word by word: "Shang Jing, I don't know what to say to redeem my sins. Whether you are listening to me or not, I will say this time, and after that, I will leave here."

Shang Jing on the bed did not roar and roar like before and said, "Get out of here." I don't know if she fell asleep or didn't want to pay attention to him at all.

Guan Chen didn't care whether Shang Jing would reply to his words, but he still said what he should say: "In your eyes, in your heart, I, Guan Chen, may be a despicable and shameless hooligan, and even worse than beasts. I don't refute this because you saw me like this, but if someone else said me like this, I will refute it, because I am not a hooligan, not a beast, I am a college student, I am a good person, and the reason why it became like this today is because I am sucking..."

Guan Chen stopped talking about this, because he didn't want others to know about the identity of a vampire, but when he thought that he seemed to have been seen by Shang Jing that night, he couldn't help but sigh in his heart and said in a deep voice: "I won't hide it from you, I am a vampire/aohuangbatian/Aohuangbatian latest chapter/a!"

The word "vampire" overflowed, and Shang Jing on the bed didn't know whether she woke up or was scared, which caused her to move.

"I shouldn't have told you about being a vampire, but in order to express my sincere apology, I told you, maybe you won't believe there are vampires in this world, but that doesn't matter. What's important is that you know who I am and what I am. Please don't be afraid that I am a vampire, because I don't want to be a vampire. So far, I don't know who I bit me, which led to me being like this. Sometimes I want to commit suicide to end this vampire identity, but I can't do it. I still have many things I haven't done. Facing many things that I don't want to face, I choose to survive. I hope you can face life too..."

"I know that the harm I caused to you is irreparable. Maybe it is a shadow of your life. I dare not ask you to forgive me. I just hope you can face life well and not give up on yourself. This is my true words. Of course, if you have to think about it and commit suicide, then I can't stop you, and I won't be heartbroken. At worst, you can blame yourself for a few days, so your death will not pose a threat to me. Besides, although I am wrong this time, you are also wrong, so don't torture yourself and let your enemies be indifferent. If you want to take revenge, then live well, so that you can have a chance to take revenge..."

After the words came, Guan Chen looked at her on the bed in the dark bedroom, and turned around and walked out of the bedroom the next second, but when he walked to the door, he left a sentence: "My name is Guan Chen. If you have anything you need to help me, I will do my best to help you. This is my promise to you. If you want revenge, you can come to me and take care of yourself!"

Guan Chen left, and Shang Jing, who was lying on the bed, didn't say a word or even snorted. It was not until Guan Chen left for a long time that she burst into tears. The crying was so painful and heartbreaking.

The leaves dancing in the wind, and the memories of the yellowed past.

She was crying alone in the house. The crying was very hurtful. Her parents died early and were pulled by the second wife alone. She finally made herself strong and strong everywhere, but now she was suffering such a blow to life. Her strong appearance could no longer contain her fragile heart. She was so lonely and helpless at night.

Two days passed in a blink of an eye. Two days later, Shang Jing walked out of her home and went to work in her professional attire. However, there was no expression on her face. Anyone who saw it would feel a sense of distance. She didn't know what she had done or thought about in the past two days.

Shang Jing took a taxi and left, but she didn't know that someone was watching her leave in the dark. He was no one else, but Guan Chen. It turned out that Guan Chen did not leave in the past two days, but hid in the dark to protect Shang Jing, because he was afraid that Shang Jing would really do stupid things. However, now seeing Shang Jing go to work by herself, he would definitely not commit suicide again, and he breathed a sigh of relief for a while.

"Sorry, Shang Jing, I hope you can live a good life and get out of this shadow as soon as possible."

The next second, Guan Chen left here with a heavy self-blame and a little relaxed mood, but he was confused when he left alone. He didn't know where he should go and wanted to find someone to relieve the danger in him, but he didn't know who to look for except Bai Susu. He wanted to go back to City K but found that he had no relatives. What's the difference between going back and wandering outside?

"Is there no place for me to live in the world?"
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