November 1, 1981.
That year, she was just in the first year of junior high school and the weather was already very cold. Early in the morning, Xiao Han dressed up beautifully and put out the latest winter jacket he bought at home.
While standing by the roadside waiting, I met a college student from a village.
The boy asked: "Who are you waiting for?"
Xiao Han said: "I'm waiting for Yang Yingwen.
Just as the little boy was about to say something, he suddenly stared at her back and whispered in his ear: "Look, Li Heng from your class is here, so handsome!"
Xiao Han didn't want to turn around to see Li Heng at this time, because she understood that as long as Li Heng appeared, Chen Zijin would definitely be there too, which made her feel an inexplicable feeling of discomfort.
However, Li Heng was too shocked, and she was not good at pretending to be too ruthless in front of her childhood friend. In the end, she turned around in conjunction with the crowd. With just one glance, her vision was a little unmoved.
At that time, Li Heng was not wearing very well. His upper body was an old Zhongshan suit, his pants were a little wrinkled, and his shoes were tall and clean. The warm winter sun was faintly stained with him, looking beautiful, just like Pan An, the handsome man in the book. Anyway, she found that she was poor for a while and could not use exact language to describe the powerful impact he had formed in her heart.
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If she could regret her life, she hoped that it was the day when she first met in the first day of the New Year. Whether he had a quarrel with him twice or had a girlfriend, it would not be possible for him to deceive his heart.
He came and was indeed with Chen Zijin.
When she came to her, Chen Zijin gave herself a banana, and Xiao Han politely said thank you. But in a blink of an eye, Chen Zijin fed a banana that had been bitten twice into his mouth. For a moment, she felt that the banana in her hand was particularly hated.
That day, Xiao Han, Yang Yingwen, Xiao Feng, Chen Zijin and Li Heng, the five of them made an appointment to climb the back mountain of junior high school.
Along the way, everyone talked and laughed. But Li Heng and Chen Zijin were particularly close. Not only did they hold hands in front of the three of them, but when they passed a stream, he hugged Chen Zijin, and his hands were all held to Chen Zijin's chest.
At that moment, Xiao Han felt a little sad and indignant. He really wanted to pick up a stone and smash the two of them down. Go! Go! You can follow the stream to the distance and flow into the sea to feed the fish!
Later, when he climbed to the top of the mountain, Li Heng picked some wild walnuts and gave her one. The moment he took the walnuts, Xiao Han was very panicked for some reason. His ears were red and his face was feverish. He pretended to be calm and hid on the rock wall on the other side, for fear that someone would notice her strangeness.
Why is he not a real gangster? A gangster who doesn't study or is ignorant? Or, he looks extremely ugly, and is as obscene as Zhang Zhiyong, with a sloppy body, a body odor, a greasy hair, and a dandruff like that?
If so, everything will be much easier.
After Mi Walnut, he continued to be close to Chen Zijin. Xiao Han saw it and remembered it in his heart. When he sat together for no reason, he had to pretend to be neither salty nor indifferent to chat with the couple. Although he didn't talk much, his inner emptiness and loss expanded infinitely that day and magnified infinitely!
After that day, she found that she would inadvertently think of such a person every day, and the way he handed her kiwi fruit, his face became clearer and clearer in her heart.
Even occasionally when it's late at night, she will involuntarily murmur his name - Li Heng.
I fell in love with him.
Very helpless, but very sure.
Every time he meets him alone in the corridor and in the playground, he will be inexplicably nervous, and then pass by him and then be secretly happy and giggling. He fights with someone at the school gate. If he wins, he will be happy for him; if he loses, he will feel distressed and feel sad than him. He gets a full mark in math and gets a certificate, she will be secretly happy. If he can't answer the question from the English teacher, he will be anxious and want to tell this fool, how to answer and how to do it?
This love was the first time in her life.
So much so, when the second Yang Yingwen refused to answer Li Heng's English questions and ridiculed him, when the classmates around her laughed loudly, she was so sad, and she was filled with a hint of resentment towards Yang Yingwen. Why did she make things difficult for him? She should look down on him? He is the person I like.
Fearing that his self-esteem was damaged, she ignored the strangeness of the people around her and bit the bullet to help him solve his doubts, repeatedly telling him how to use "dicede to"? How to use words and sentences, patiently learn from one example and integrate them until he knows it.
Afterwards, Yang Yingwen asked him about this matter: "What's wrong with you today? Why did you help such a bastard?"
She wanted to shout to her friend: "He is not a slut! No! You are not allowed to call him a slut!"
This love made her pay special attention to Li Heng, and gradually changed her heart. She gradually began to provoke Chen Zijin for some irrelevant problems, began to be jealous of Chen Zijin, and began to deliberately hold opposite opinions with Chen Zijin.
Sometimes, it was obviously trivial matter, but she and Chen Zijin were stubborn and refused to admit defeat. Whenever Li Heng helped Chen Zijin criticize her, she would feel so heartbroken that she suffocated and wanted to cry. She would pinch her thigh flesh through her clothes, and pinch the red and pinch it into dents.
What exactly is it for? Why do you fall in love with him? How humble?
This tireless love will never end once it starts. In the blink of an eye, it will take 6 years, which will gradually learn to be scheming and silent from a lively girl. Her heart is no longer colorful, only wind and snow, and loneliness.
But later, she didn't expect that Chen Zijin, a senior high school student, would leave Shao City...
Unexpectedly, at the beginning of the last semester, Li Heng suddenly became concerned about himself, and he whispered more warmly than in the past five years.
Unexpectedly, he did not go to Beijing to go to college, but came to the Shanghai Stock Exchange with himself.
God! Do you know how much she wanted to cry when she learned that Li Heng was admitted to Fudan? How happy she was?
He cried that he didn't get into Peking University, or he cried that he didn't get into Peking University. It was just that the first one cried that he was sad for him, and the second one was excited. Look, it was so contradictory, but her true heart.
At this moment, she felt that she was a flesh-and-blood villain.
What he didn't expect was that he began to pursue himself. This pace became tight after the college entrance examination, and the frequency suddenly accelerated. It was almost as fast as today when he hugged and kissed himself, he still felt it was unreal and dreamy!
Moon Master, have you finally opened your eyes? Have you pulled the red thread to yourself?
I really want to set up a ladder to go to the clouds to say thank you, even though her heart is still pounding! "Xiao Han."
Just as Xiao Han was immersed in the sadness of the past and the sweetness of today, a voice came from a distance. He turned around and saw that it was Zhang Haiyan, a high school alumnus. Zhang Haiyan came over with a kettle, "Xiao Han, what's wrong with you? Are you crying secretly?"
Xiao Han squeezed out a laughing and crying smile: "How could you cry? I just thought of something, so excited." Zhang Haiyan walked two steps and asked with concern: "Is something happened? Isn't you really crying?"
Xiao Han smiled and shook his head, then looked at the way he came.
Seeing something strange, Zhang Haiyan turned around and looked over, and was surprised, "Ah! Li Heng?" Li Heng came to the front in a few steps: "Comrade Zhang Haiyan, long time no see."
Zhang Haiyan asked happily: "Do you know my name?"
"Look at what you said. We have taken the same exam room three times in the first year of high school. How can we not know?" Li Hengru said. "You have a good memory! I remember everything for so long." Zhang Haiyan asked happily, "Are you here to find Xiao Han?"
Li Heng grabbed Xiao Han's hand, quietly drew a love heart in the palm of her hand, and said, "She is my girlfriend." "Ah?"
Although she had heard the rumors that the goddess Xiao Han had a partner, Zhang Haiyan had never thought about Li Heng before. After all, she had more or less heard rumors about Chen Zijin and Li Heng having sex in high school:
"How come you guys get together?"
Xiao Han looked up at him, wondering what he would answer?
Li Heng looked at her affectionately, "I pursued her, the process was so hard."
Hearing this, Xiao Han's last glimmer of gloom that had just been kissed was wiped out, and his tears were shining, and he smiled sweetly at him, then changed the subject and asked Zhang Haiyan: "Haiyan, it's time for dinner, have you eaten? He said he wanted to treat you to dinner."
Zhang Haiyan looked at the two of them and didn't know if she should believe this? Because she was not familiar with Li Heng before.
Li Heng said at the right time: "Old classmate, go and put the kettle in the dormitory, we'll wait for you downstairs."
"Hey, OK." Zhang Haiyan is not familiar with the place here. Her relationship with Xiao Han is getting warmer very quickly. Seeing her friend nodding at her, she naturally would not refuse. When the person left, Li Heng reached out to help her with a tiny hair, "Have you cried just now?"
Xiao Han was a little unnatural, "Is it that obvious? You and Haiyan both asked." Li Heng said, "The eyes are all red."
Xiao Han lowered his head and gently twisted his toes on the ground, "No sadness, don't worry." Li Heng lowered his body and raised his head and asked, "Is it so happy for the first kiss?"
Xiao Han bit his lower lip, and then asked with his eyebrows and eyes curled back: "Mr. Li, I really doubt your IQ. How dare you chase me like this? Are you planning to gull me?"
"It's okay to put a guru. As long as you don't leave in this life, I will achieve my goal." Li Heng said shamelessly. Hearing this most straightforward and unnutritious love words, Xiao Han stared at him in a daze, forgot about his god for a moment.
It took a long time before she showed the little girl's shame, "Don't be too tight, give me some more time."
Compared to the last time, she let go of her mouth again, Li Heng ordered until she stopped satisfied. He did not expect to eat a fat man in one go, as long as he made progress every time.
In fact, both of them knew each other's feelings and their hearts. At this point, they had already surpassed their friends' boundaries too much, and it was only one step away from the end.
The reason why she didn't agree happily was that she was still entangled with Song Hao and Chen Zijin, but she also understood a vague truth: a thousand-mile dike was destroyed by an ant hole. With his water grinding skills, she was not far from surrendering.
He had already embraced and kissed, and he had confessed repeatedly. She didn't know what she was looking forward to? Maybe it was a ceremony, maybe it was because he was not solemn enough, or maybe it was because she was still unwilling to accept it and wanted to completely get the body and mind of this person, including his body, and his heart.
Less than 5 minutes before, Zhang Haiyan returned, "I ran all the way, didn't you wait for a long time?" Li Heng and Xiao Han said in unison: "No."
After saying that, the two looked at each other and smiled.
Zhang Haiyan joked: "It's worthy of being a couple, but the heart is united." In front of outsiders, Xiao Han did not deny this identity.
Specifically, she should not deny it or deny it. After all, there are obstacles like Song Hao and rivals like Chen Zijin in front of her. War will break out at any time in the future. She cannot be careless or be fond of her.
It was also a small restaurant in Chenzhou at the school gate. Li Heng treated him to a meal and ordered 4 dishes and one soup.
Zhang Haiyan felt a little embarrassed and hurriedly stopped him: "There are too many, we can't finish it, so don't order it."
Li Heng smiled and said, "Old classmate, don't be surprised. Today's meal is my wedding banquet for Xiao Han and I. I'm very happy that you are our witness. Order one more, order 6, and it's a great success."
Zhang Haiyan leaned forward slightly: "I am the first to know?"
Li Heng thought for a while and said, "It's not the first one, but it's also the first one."
Zhang Haiyan glanced at her friend with a slightly red face and suddenly realized, "I understand, I understand, I must have witnessed your signs before, and I witnessed your openness."
Li Heng gave a thumbs up: "Awesome!"
When the fellow villagers saw the fellow villagers, they were crying. In such a place far away from their hometown, Zhang Haiyan had too much to say.
As soon as the conversation started, the three of them went endlessly. They were having dinner and chatting on the grass. They also went to the streets together. It was not until the sun set that Zhang Haiyan suddenly woke up and quickly found an excuse to run back to the dormitory and leave the space for the two of them.
Li Heng said: "Comrade Haiyan is a chatterbox." Xiao Han smiled pursed.
Li Heng said: "But it's okay to have a chatterbox friend. Your study life here will not be boring." Xiao Han said no.
Before I knew it, it was very close to the dormitory. Xiao Han raised his right wrist and looked at it, "It's still a few minutes away from 7 o'clock. It's very late. You should go back to school as soon as possible." It's not too early, it's getting darker, and now I'm rushing back to school, so it's still after 8:30.
He said, "Okay." "Well, goodbye." "Goodbye."
After saying goodbye, Xiao Han ran into the dormitory building in one breath.
But after running into the door, she stopped. A minute later, she turned back and asked with a crisp look: "Mr. Li, ask you a question." Li Heng said: "What's the question?"
Xiao Han looked very cautious, "Are you serious today?" Li Heng nodded and said with a serious expression: "Of course."
Hearing this, Xiao Han showed two shallow dimples of happiness, suddenly stood on tiptoe, holding his face with both hands, and his red lips reflected his lips like a dragonfly. Then he said, "Mr. Li, goodbye", and then lowered his head and ran away as if he ran away.
He didn't dare to let out his anger. He hurried back to the girls' dormitory building like a crime. He really didn't come back this time, goodbye.
Chapter completed!