During the evening self-study period, Li Heng took apart Chen Zijin's letter in the silence of the class.
In his previous life, he waited for this letter for a long time, and mailed countless letters to the capital. Unfortunately, they were all in the sea and there was no news.
And in this life, with the successful release of the novel "Living", his connection with Chen Zijin finally came alive like the name of the novel.
It's very trustworthy, with 3 pages of letterhead.
In the text, Chen Zijin mainly describes a series of trivial matters in life and study. She did not talk about the relationship between the two of them throughout the whole process, nor did she have any obvious ambiguous words in just a few words. However, every sentence and every paragraph are filled with lovesickness, and her love for him is everywhere.
At the end of the letter, she asked Li Heng if he would go to the capital?
Will you take the Peking University exam?
At the same time, Chen Zijin told: The family hopes that she will go to the Law School of Renmin University.
It seems that the Chen family has paved the way for her future.
The Law School of Renmin University is the same as in previous lives.
It seems that Chen Zijin's future did not have the butterfly effect because of the last call, and his heart was finally let go.
It is neither short nor long, Li Heng silently savored it twice.
Taking all his actions into his eyes, Song Yu hesitated for a while and wrote on the draft book: Zijin sent me a photo last month, do you want to see it?
Li Heng: Ah?
Song Yu replied: If you want to see it, I can bring it to you on the weekend.
Li Heng wrote: No.
Song Yu looked at him and pondered for two seconds, replying: From the photos, she is more beautiful than before, her face is wider, and her clothes are more tasteful and tasteful.
This is unexpected.
After all, it is a capital city. Can it be compared to a mountain woo in Shao City?
Li Heng wrote: Thank you.
Seeing that he was intending to avoid Zi Jin in front of him, Song Yu failed to continue and went there alone.
It took 20 minutes to Li Heng wrote a reply to Chen Zijin.
In the letter, he told the other party about his application and also told her the novel "The Stubborn Lord".
As for Song Yu and Xiao Han, he was so guilty that he didn't mention a word.
Just as he folded the letter paper, Song Yu suddenly took out an envelope and two stamps from her schoolbag and placed it gently on his desk.
Li Heng was a little surprised and asked in a low voice: "Has it been prepared for me?"
Song Yu smiled and nodded.
I laughed at the left light, and I didn't say anything. I was as angry as a secluded orchid, with many elegant appearances, and light and uncontrollable.
Feeling her smile as if she was bathed in spring breeze up close, Li Heng, who had a heart belonging to, was a little confused for a while.
Seeing him staring at him steadily, Song Yu stopped, then gradually restrained her smile, picked up her pen, stared at the brand new blank draft paper in front of her, and was a little dazed.
The pen tip was hanging on the paper, and the pen cap was hung aside for a long time. In just 5 minutes, she didn't know how many times she thought about Chen Ming and the other two, but she didn't finish the pen.
Finally, the tip of the pen was poked weakly on the white paper, leaving behind a blue ink mark with halo and a gravure mark that made her extremely difficult.
I've been putting my pen for too long.
She didn't expect that after Li Heng put away the envelope, he opened the lunch box directly, took out the spoon from the desk, and ate the chicken in a noble manner.
The chicken is a free-range black chicken that has been stewed with Gastrodia elata. It is very fragrant. Once the lunch box is opened, the taste will spread in the air for a long time.
Song Yu stared blankly at the dots on the white straw paper, and the fragrance of the chicken became even more pungent. At one moment, just as she couldn't help but turn her head and look over, a note suddenly appeared in her sight with about ten lines of words on it.
Without looking at her eyes and expressions, Li Heng put the note before and after her, he continued to lower his head and ate in big mouthfuls.
Song Yu took a quiet breath, moved her eyes to the paper, and looked silently.
The content is as follows:
It's not moral,
Not upright,
I just love someone who I think is worth it.
Even if you can't be together, you will continue to love.
That is the direction of the heart, what's wrong with betting on the rest of your life?
Love is worth nothing or not,
Only willing or not,
I just want to give you all my good things,
Being willing is the best answer.
There was not much writing, but Song Yu read it three times without realizing it. After reading it, she fell into silence.
The first two sentences seem to be that he is putting an objective label on his own behavior. Due to Chen Zijin's existence, this love is not moral and not so open and upright.
But he didn't care, he just felt that he loved someone worth it.
As for the following content, "betting for the rest of your life" and "willingness" made Song Yu feel stronger. For a moment, her heart caused a stir and she couldn't calm down for a long time.
Throughout the whole article, Li Heng took retreat as advance, not only to characterize his own behavior and lay out his thoughts, but as if he was relaxing the bondage for Song Yu, but while loosening it, he invisibly tied Song Yu to a deeper and more firmer.
Reading silently again, Song Yu finally came to life on the paper with stiff pen tip and wrote: From Lin Huiyin?
Li Heng replied naughtyly: Yes, it’s not a celebrity. I’m afraid you will be beaten, and I’m not convinced.
Song Yu smiled and wrote: You are also a celebrity now.
Li Heng replied: Do celebrities have passes?
What pass?
Of course it is a pass that love comes first.
Pass to love her.
Lin Huiyin's love life has always been talked about, but Li Heng is shameless in using others to describe himself.
He had no hypocrisy, no escape or taboo. He admitted that he fell in love with Chen Zijin before he completely cut off his relationship with her.
In fact, there is no way to do this. Regardless of whether he admits it or not, in Song Yu's eyes, even in Mai Sui, Sun Manning, Chen Lijun and Zhang Zhiyong, he is a person who falls in love with others.
Instead of hiding, it is better to be open and open.
The three words "pass" made Song Yu take back the smile that she finally showed. She thought for a long time and wrote again: Why?
Why?
Why do you like me?
She had asked once before, and she asked again this time. Li Heng thought about it and did not do it perfunctorily.
He wrote:
Love is what cannot be restrained, and love is never normal.
The rest of my life is short,
Must love one.
When I see you, I laugh;
The person you laughs at first sight.
The most romantic encounter is probably when you just turned your head and I just looked up.
This statement still comes from Lin Huiyin, but it answers Song Yu's question well and forms a perfect closed loop.
Sometimes it is like this. The same sentence is more convincing from the writings of famous masters. Song Yu's heart is even more fluctuating after reading it.
But the effect was immediate. She did not reply again, nor did she worry about why Li Heng fell in love with her.
I could smell the chicken from a distance. Zou Aiming from the first group asked Li Heng from the third group:
"Lao Heng, don't you share such a good dish?"
Li Heng didn't raise his head and replied: "Song Yu's."
"Oh! Mr. Heng, please continue to eat, when I farted just now," Zou Aiming replied sourly.
Li Heng replied: "It's okay, let's be more elegant next time."
The evening self-study was very quiet. The whole class could hear each question and answer, and it was hilarious in an instant.
Sun Manning, in the front row, turned over and stared at Song Yu. After a while, he asked a little awkwardly:
"You are Song Yu. The most beautiful woman I have ever seen in this life, and I am conquered like this?"
Song Yu wanted to explain, but Li Heng had already snatched the words: "Comrade Sun Manning, I don't like to listen to these words."
"I!" Sun Manning said choking.
The head teacher Wang Qi was alarmed by the laughter in the class, walked into the classroom from the office and asked seriously:
"What are you doing? No more classes? Have you all been admitted to college?"
Liu Yejiang made a report: "Song Yu brought chicken to Li Heng from home, and Li Heng kept showing off his evening self-study."
Not to mention, the wicked people also have the fun of the wicked people. So, the whole class heard it and grinned again from behind the books.
Song Yu?
Song Yu has always been synonymous with "clean and clean" in the minds of teachers, and she actually brought vegetables to Li Heng? Teacher Wang Qi was like everyone else, and seemed very surprised.
Jiu Qiansui immediately shouted to the two of them: "Song Yu, Li Heng, you two come out."
Yes, I'm going to be interviewed again.
Li Heng stood up, glanced at Liu Yejiang, and then walked towards the classroom door.
Song Yu was quiet in her position and left the classroom after she was about to come.
When he entered the office, Wang Qi closed the door and frowned and looked at Li Heng: "What's going on? Didn't you promise me to restrain myself in high school first and be with Song Yu in college?"
Look at what she said, Song Yu heard strangely.
Li Heng said: "Teacher, you misunderstood. I was just a little greedy. Song Yu gave me chicken, so I couldn't help but eat a few pieces."
Teacher Wang Qi sat on the chair and said happily: "Is it greedy for a few pieces of chicken? I think you are not greedy for chicken, but Song Yu?"
This was even more outrageous. Song Yu was not standing or leaving for a moment. Her right hand couldn't help but stroke her ears, her eyes drifted out of the window, and her face was slightly rippling.
This was the first time that Li Heng and Teacher Wang Qi saw Song Yu look shy, lightly, although not very obvious.
But the beauty of people has a different flavor.
His eyes stayed on Song Yu's face for two seconds. Teacher Wang Qi sighed secretly, and suddenly understood why Li Heng was just in his prime and could not control himself.
After weighing the pros and cons, Teacher Wang Qi said to Li Heng: "You go back to the classroom and change seats with Sun Manning."
Li Heng was dizzy, "No, don't, teacher, please ask Song Yu first, do I have to harass her?"
Teacher Wang Qi lit a cigarette, took a few puffs and said, "It's been more than ten days. You can bear it, go."
After being expelled from the guest, Li Heng returned to the classroom helplessly, but he was not afraid of boiling water and did not mention changing seats at all.
After Li Heng left, Teacher Wang Qi asked Song Yu in a calm voice:
"You really brought chicken to that guy?"
Song Yu originally wanted to say truthfully, "It was Chen Zijin who asked her to take care of her", but later she realized: If she said this, wouldn't the relationship between the three seem more complicated and messy?
Song Yu pondered for a while and replied: "I gave it to you."
Then she told a small lie and added: "I brought them all with wheat ears."
This made Teacher Wang Qi feel relieved, and the cigarette in his mouth became relaxed. Then he asked a question he was most concerned about:
"Then did Li Heng harass you?"
Li Heng's favor for Song Yu was almost clear, and both parties involved knew about it, so the head teacher simply opened up this time and no longer covered up the curves like in the past.
Song Yu shook her head.
Wang Qi asked again: "Does there be any psychological burden when you are with him?"
Song Yu still shook her head and said calmly: "It's okay."
Wang Qi nodded when he heard this. Obviously, he believed Song Yu's words more than Li Heng.
The two chatted for about ten minutes next time, mainly because the head teacher enlightened her.
Whether it is life, study, or relationship between men and women, it is the most correct way to teach her how to deal with it based on the experience of past people.
To be honest, because Song Yu and Mai Xu are in excellent condition, he has been worried over the past few years, fearing that other boys will affect their grades.
The conversation was quite pleasant. Wang Qi smiled and said, "There are 15 days left in the college entrance examination. This may be the last time the teacher talks to you alone. In a few months, you will be a college student in a prestigious university and a pillar of the country.
At that time, the teacher had to change his identity and talk to you. Go, study hard and keep his mind steady. Peking University is out of reach for others, but it is not a dream for you, it is just a new beginning, and both the school and the teacher believe in you."
"Thank you, teacher."
Song Yu politely expressed her gratitude and stood up and went back to the classroom.
After a while, Wang Qi also came to the classroom, his eyes turned around on Li Heng twice, and then on Sun Manning and Mai Sui in the front row. Finally, he stood directly next to Li Heng's desk, staring at him and doing a version of math problems before leaving.
When she left, Wang Qi did not ask Li Heng to change his seat, but called Mai Sui to the office, obviously she wanted to do the last ideological mobilization work for her before the exam.
As the countdown number on the upper right corner of the blackboard becomes smaller day by day, the head teacher Wang Qi's control over Class 204 has become increasingly looser and his inclusiveness has been greatly enhanced.
Whether it is a boy or a girl, almost all behaviors that were considered to be offending the red line in the past, Jiu Qiansui used "release the pressure of the college entrance examination" to comfort himself.
So as long as it is not too out of order during this period, even if boys and girls change their seats for one or two privately, he pretends not to see it, does not investigate it deeply, and does not force him to sit back.
It is rare to have such a relaxed environment in three years of high school. So, there are still a few people who take advantage of loopholes and take risks.
July 3.
While having lunch at the cafeteria, Liu Li proudly and worriedly said to Li Heng, Zhang Zhiyong and Zou Aiming: "Did you three find out? Chen Dan always likes to change seats with me if you have something to do recently.
It’s the same when I finish class. I often come over to sit. I feel so nervous at the beginning. Do you think she has a good impression of me?"
Zou Aiming asked: "Did she chat with you?"
Liu Li recalled: "There are occasionally, but not many."
Zou Aiming asked again: "Did you pass a note?"
Liu Li said: "No."
At this time, Sun Manning, who had finished cooking, sat over, "Maybe they were shy."
Seeing Sun Manning, Liu Li instinctively turned around and looked at her back. When he saw Mai Sui and Song Yu, he relieved the boss only when he saw Chen Lijun.
Sun Manning guessed what he was thinking, raised the lunch box in his hand, and said with a smile: "What are you afraid of? Lijun didn't come. She was taking a shower, and I helped her to cook the meal."
Liu Li complained in a bad mood: "Don't come here secretly next time, as it's scary."
Sun Manning disregarded and ridiculed: "Don't you do this? How could you know that Liu Li, who is usually afraid of talking to girls alone, is also a slutty person.
Look at your proud look just now, it has simply subverted my perception of you in the past three years."
This made Liu Li's face turn red, and he kept his head open and smiled awkwardly and didn't say anything.
The next few people were studying how Liu Li, who looked like a bitter gourd, attracted Chen Dan?
Maybe it was because he said too much, maybe because Sun Manning and Zhang Zhiyong kept complaining, and Liu Li couldn't help but defend himself:
"I don't understand the darkness of the night during the day. Is this called fate? You guys are too shallow."
Seeing that Li Heng, the most active in the circle, did not speak today, Mai Sui asked with concern: "Li Heng, are you feeling uncomfortable?"
As soon as these words came out, Song Yu read them.
Sun Manning, Zhang Zhiyong and Liu Li, who were still arguing fiercely, also stopped talking and looked at Li Heng at the same time.
Li Heng chewed carefully and swallowed the rice in his mouth, looked up and said, "I don't feel uncomfortable, I just don't know if I should speak?"
Mai Xu asked curiously: "Why?"
Li Heng looked at Liu Li, thinking about whether to reveal the cruel truth, suddenly a soda came down from behind, accompanied by the voice of the squad leader Liu Hui:
"Lao Heng, please drink soda."
Next, the squad leader sent down a bunch of soda in his hand, as if he was prepared, just one bottle for each person.
After sending it, Liu Hui had an extra bottle in his hand, "Hey, where did Chen Lijun go? Why didn't you go with you today?"
Sun Manning said: "She is in her menstruation period, in the dormitory."
"Then please bring this bottle of soda to her."
As he said that, Liu Hui handed the soda to Sun Manning and sat down next to Li Heng.
Zhang Zhiyong asked the squad leader: "Drink! You are so rare, you don't usually sit down to the cafeteria for dinner, why are you here today?"
Liu Hui said unnaturally, "I'll come to find Lao Heng's."
Upon hearing this, everyone turned their attention to Li Heng.
Sure enough, the historical trajectory has not changed, and what should be come is still here, Li Heng said intimately.
In the previous life, in the entire Class 204, except for Li Heng and Song Yu having a relationship with each other, Liu Hui and Chen Dan became husband and wife.
Although they became husband and wife, and they had been in harmony and affection after marriage, Liu Hui was actually quite bitter in the early stage. Because of his relatively simple appearance, he chased Chen Dan for 14 years before he moved the goddess in his heart.
And during the past 14 years, Chen Dan met three boys who were moved, and Li Heng was one of them.
Don't ask Li Heng how he knew?
Because when the two got married, he went to have a wedding banquet, and Liu Hui did not avoid his wife's love affairs, and even told him vigorously while drinking.
Li Heng, who gathered his memories of the past and knew why the other party came to him, asked: "Do you want to eat outside?"
Liu Hui said gratefully: "Okay, Lao Heng, you understand me the best."
In the eyes of everyone's gossip, Li Heng picked up the lunch box and left the cafeteria first.
Liu Hui followed.
When he arrived at a corner outside, Li Heng stopped and waited for the other party to speak first.
Liu Hui seemed a little nervous and seemed to be difficult to speak out. It took him a long time to ask:
"Lao Heng, do you really like Song Yu? Or are you a rumor?"
The reason why he asked this was mainly because he knew that Li Heng had had a conversation with Chen Zijin, so he was not sure if it was the rumors?
Li Heng said: "I really like it."
Hearing this, Liu Hui seemed to have strength, and his tone was much relaxed, "Chen, has Chen Dan written a love letter to you?"
Li Heng nodded, "Yes."
This love letter was handed to him secretly during his lunch break. It was one of the few fish that escaped the trap of the head teacher.
Maybe this girl figured out that Wang Qi would turn over the desk, so she avoided it efficiently.
Liu Hui's face collapsed instantly, and he squeezed out a smile that was even worse than crying, "Then, then you are to Chen Dan?"
Li Heng said: "Don't worry, I believe I didn't take it out."
Seeing that the other party was nervous and speechless, he added, "I know you have a crush on her. You should pursue her well. I will destroy the letter when I look back."
Hearing this, Liu Hui put the lunch box aside and excitedly grabbed Li Heng's right hand: "Thank you so much! Thank you so much!
I know that my behavior is very presumptuous and may cause you to be disgusted, but I can't control it!
My grades in junior high school were not outstanding, but for her, I reviewed all the textbooks from elementary school to junior high school during the summer vacation of the second year of junior high school. I studied hard day and night in the third year of junior high school to follow her steps and got into the first middle school entrance exam and entered Class 204. I hope Lao Heng, you can understand my difficulties."
understand.
Can you not understand?
To be honest, he was quite surprised by Liu Hui's perseverance, and half-true joked: "You are still good, you like girls in junior high school. If you like it, you still have so perseverance."
"Hehe, we are half a dozen. I also know that you and Chen Zijin were in love in junior high school, but I don't have the appearance of you, so I can only be a follower." Liu Hui had a deep understanding of himself and was not artificial when he said this.
Li Heng asked straightforwardly: "Do you know you like her?"
Liu Hui bulged his cheeks and said, "After so many years, can you not know? He is not a fool, he knows, but she always smiles.
She told me that she likes you. Didn’t she beg her deskmate with you before? Fortunately, Sun Manning drove her away. Otherwise, the sky would have collapsed."
Li Heng likes this guy’s frankness, but now is the sky falling?
The university will collapse again later.
It will take one more time to enter society.
You wait, you will suffer.
In fact, Chen Dan is just a passerby among passers-by in his life. If Liu Hui hadn't come to him in his previous life, he wouldn't have noticed this girl at all.
Of course, the reason why Liu Hui came to him was because he was afraid that Li Heng would have no dates or not, so he directly grabbed Chen Dan and fell into trouble.
When he returned to the cafeteria, Sun Manning couldn't help but ask the two, "What are the shameful things about the two big men so mysterious?"
Liu Hui did not answer Sun Manning's words, but picked up the soda and said to Song Yu: "Song Yu, use soda instead of wine, I toast you, thank you."
Song Yu was a little puzzled, and looked at Li Heng, and was reserved and did not move.
Anyway, there are only four classes this afternoon for the official class. Anyway, Li Heng also knows about Chen Dan, and Liu Hui said generously:
"If it weren't for you being Song Yu, or if it weren't for you as Lao Heng's deskmate, Chen Dan would have asked you to change his seat these days."
The first half of the sentence says that Chen Dan is afraid of Song Yu.
The middle half is to say that Li Heng likes Song Yu, not ordinary girls.
The next half sentence is to solve the doubts for everyone.
After listening, everyone was smart and immediately understood what was going on.
Sun Manning first looked at Li Heng, then turned his head to look at Liu Li, and immediately burst out laughing, covering his mouth and laughing: "Liu Li, you are so shameless!"
Liu Li died directly, blushing and said, "If you know, hide it in your heart. Don't tell me. If you are familiar with me, can't you give me some face? I'm so old, I rarely feel proud of my charm. It's true, it's true."
As he was talking, Liu Li couldn't continue and lay down on the table. Alas! Hey, he was so embarrassed that he was thrown into his grandma's house.
Everyone couldn't help laughing and laughed for a long time.
Finally, Song Yu picked up the soda, touched Liu Hui gently, and said, "I wish you all the best in the Golden List."
"Thank you, thank you!" Liu Hui was very grateful and drank half a bottle of soda in one breath.
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