It's just that, it's funny to say that she used to drink red wine from a goblet. After all, she was exquisite.

But now when she drinks, she will use that routine to get her a small wine pot and a small wine glass from the barbecue restaurant.

"Forget it, let's bring the wine too." Chen Jieyu finally made the decision.

If the bed and pillow are not very comfortable to sleep on, it will probably be more difficult to fall asleep at night.

Well, I definitely don’t want to have a drink with Cheng Zhu.

She is actually a little afraid of drinking with him now.

Chen Jieyu was worried that something would happen.

Because she knew very well what was suppressed in her heart.

That's something that even goes against public order and good customs.

And just half an hour ago, she received a text message.

The content of the text message directly put her into emo mode, and her whole mood suddenly became bad.

That was a deduction text message, which was an automatic deduction for insurance renewal.

She didn't buy insurance for herself. She didn't really need it. She was also a college counselor after all, right?

She bought this insurance for her mother. She started buying it the year before last. It was considered a birthday gift from her.

According to the lunar calendar, her mother's lunar birthday is next week this year.

The total insurance cost is less than 1,200, which is not expensive.

But for her, who is currently living in poverty and embarrassment, it is undoubtedly worse!

She had completely forgotten about this and did not notice the previous renewal text message.

She took a look at her bank card balance and found that there was only more than 400 left.

Going out to play tomorrow means another expense.

"And what follows is the winter that I hate the most."

Winter is her least favorite season, because this season can easily widen the gap between people.

Winter clothing can easily tell whether a person is poor.

Because winter clothes are more expensive than summer clothes.

Many of her delicate features will cost less to maintain when the weather is warm.

But winter is different.

Better quality winter clothes are not much cheaper.

If it's a little more classy, ​​the price will suddenly be high.

This winter, she probably won't buy any new clothes.

Chen Jieyu looked at the deduction information on her phone and couldn't help but think of her cheating her out of money with that man.

She tried very hard not to think about this matter, because every time she recalled it, she felt uncomfortable.

"More than four hundred, minus the cost of tomorrow's trip."

There is still some time until the next salary payment.

And you know, she lives in Hangzhou.

For a worker in Hangzhou with only a few hundred yuan in his card, his sense of security can be said to be seriously lacking.

It can be said that you can’t even afford to get sick!

"I wouldn't have been like this at all."

"It wasn't like this at all."

Her income is not enough for her to live a prosperous life, but at least she will not be in such a miserable state in this helpless city.

That deep feeling of exhaustion came to my mind again.

She doesn't know when her life will end.

Chen Jieyu really wants to live effortlessly, but it seems that she can no longer even live a life that looks effortless.

She needs a stable job.

But a stable job also often means that family members can come to you at any time.

This is what Chen Jieyu is most panicked, afraid and worried about.

She felt like there was an invisible net surrounding her.

The mood that had become stable because of Cheng Zhu had a small collapse at this moment.

At this moment, she realized something deeply:

"[The collapse of contemporary people is a more chronic collapse.

The manifestation is that I don’t really want to live, but I don’t dare to die.】”

That thought came to mind again:

"It would be nice if I could change my way of living."

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Chapter completed!