When she was in high school, she met a pair of girls in the class who played well together, and they also fell in love with another boy in the class.

She actually couldn't remember exactly what happened to the three of them in the end.

As a senior fan of sadomasochism novels, isn’t this kind of emotional bondage between multiple people a common plot in novels?

It was the first time in my life that I had a heartbeat, the first time I fell in love with a boy, and yet I encountered such a complicated situation.

In the past two days, every time she recalled that Friday night, even when she was driving, she couldn't help but think of everything that happened in the back seat of the car.

I remembered being pressed against the car door and then being crazily attacked by the drunk man.

Shen Qingning also thought: "He will be responsible!"

Yes, that was a precious first kiss.

You know, in the minds of many girls who have still had their first kiss, they even think that even if the relationship is confirmed, they cannot say that they can kiss as soon as they are confirmed. They also need to do it step by step.

Not to mention that she and Cheng Zhu are just ordinary friends now.

"It stands to reason that he must be responsible."

What's more, you took the initiative to kiss me.

I just...I just drank too much and didn't resist!

But what makes Shen Qingning feel the most confused and complicated is that I can't seem to hold Cheng Zhu responsible.

In the final analysis, it is the arrogance that is to blame.

After all, that night, after the two kissed, Shen Qingning said directly, "You drank too much, and I drank too much."

Such words, to a certain extent, actually characterize this matter.

We all drank too much and it was a drunken accident.

She did not pursue Cheng Zhu's kiss, but after saying such words that seemed to characterize the matter, she did not take the initiative to mention it again.

Shen Qingning was even still thinking: "What would Cheng Zhu be thinking?"

On that windy night, before I went upstairs, I told him that I didn't like him.

When we were in the car, after the kiss, I said we had drunk too much.

This is all her instinctive reaction based on her own personality.

But these reactions actually pushed Cheng Zhu away twice.

They say you need to learn to push and pull in a relationship, but for a tsundere, she may only be able to push but not pull.

After pushing the person away, I eagerly look forward to the other person approaching again.

After these two days, Shen Qingning has come to understand that her current embarrassing situation is actually her own fault.

Sitting on the chair, she let out a long sigh, her eyes resting on the Pikachu keychain hanging on the car keys.

"I really don't know what to do now." She said looking at the Pikachu that Cheng Zhu caught for her.

After putting the car keys in her pocket, Shen Qingning got up and went downstairs, preparing to go to school.

She is going to see Lulu.

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