Chapter 62 Searching
"Fuck you." Sun Jack lay back and rolled around randomly. Hearing what Tapai said, his calm heart was disturbed again.
"But that's not right!" Jack Sun suddenly sat up, pulled Ta Pai in front of him, and prepared to review the cause and effect of the incident with him.
"Look, I'm from 2025 AD, right? I've been lying in space in the sky for more than a thousand years, right?" Jack Sun said one by one.
"I can't guarantee anything else, but I can guarantee that in the era of my existence, there was absolutely no machine that could modify memory!"
Unexpectedly, the Tower Pai shook his head again, "If the memory is really modified, then the fact that you think you are a person from thousands of years ago may be false. This proof is untenable."
"I'm not from that era? I'm not from the 21st century?"
Sun Jack's mind was very confused at the moment. He inserted his hands into his hair and scratched his head frantically. The more he thought about it, the more confused he became. Finally, he put his hands down and shouted to Tapai: "Holy crap! Which side are you on! Why are you causing trouble for me!"
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Tapai shrugged his shoulders, "The reason why I deny your unconvincing self-comfort is to help you."
"I know it's not easy to accept that your memories are probably all false, but if this is the truth, then you have to face it."
"If. If I am not Sun Jack, then who am I?" Sun Jack seemed to be asking the Tower Pai, and also seemed to be asking himself.
His current cognition, his current consciousness and even the current thinking in his mind at this moment are all derived from his past memories. If all memory anchors may be false, then the current cognition in his mind
, my own identification with Sun Jack, and does everything in my mind really belong to me?
Could it be that all the choices I made before, and even the way I think about it now, are the result of someone editing my memory and deliberately showing it?
When this kind of thing happened to him, Jack Sun finally understood the horror of it. When the uniqueness of a person is blurred, some things are difficult to distinguish.
"It's not without evidence. At least your muscle memory that breaks through the human body's threshold, and that very strange Hilda, should be in your original memory." Tapai, who had been pouring cold water on me, finally started to help.
Muscle memory? Hilda? Jack Sun was confused at the moment. He thought these things were from his lost five years of memory, but now there is another explanation.
If this is true, it means that there is another layer of real memory hidden under his current false memory, and Hilda is the trace that emerged from under that layer of memory.
"But there is one thing I don't understand. If someone modifies your memory, what is the motive?"
"You ask me, who am I going to ask? Do I need to know if I am still bothered here?"
At this moment, there was a sudden knock on the door, and a camera at the door popped up on the system interface in front of Sun Jack. It was Si Ai.
"I'm a little uncomfortable, please come back next time." Jack Sun, who was very agitated at the moment, declined the other party's visit and directly locked the apartment door through the system.
However, as Si Ai smiled slightly in the surveillance camera, the locked door opened again.
"Holy crap! You haven't handed over your authority yet! Did you make a mistake? This is my home!" Jack Sun is really annoyed by people like this who have no sense of boundaries.
"What's your house? This is my gun room."
"Revoke the permissions for me!" Jack Sun connected to Siai's system, and finally saw the other party revoking the access permissions with his own eyes, and then he was willing to give up.
Sun Jack was too lazy to care about Si Ai and sat back on the sofa, thinking about what to do next.
Si Ai could see Jack Sun's mood at the moment and sat beside him without bothering him.
Jack Sun suddenly reached out to take the other person's e-cigarette, put it in his mouth skillfully and took a puff. His lungs suddenly felt numb, and his irritable heart gradually calmed down.
"Did I smoke before? Or maybe I learned to smoke during the five years of amnesia?" Jack Sun looked at the e-cigarette in his hand and fell into deep thought.
Jack Sun really doesn't want to accept this reality. His family, friends, and even his own personality and three views in the past twenty years are all fake? Are they all instilled in his head by others?
But whether he accepts it or not, Jack Sun can only recognize the reality now. This is indeed a possibility.
If you want to deny this possibility, you must find a way to prove the absolute authenticity of your past memories.
Watching Sun Jack take one mouthful after another, Si Ai looked at his side face with a smile.
"What are you looking at?" Jack Sun felt a little uncomfortable being stared at.
"Your face is so disfigured, why don't you patch it up?" Si Ai said, looking at his disfigured face.
"I'm not in the mood to do this, let's wait until next time."
"Didn't you buy insurance?"
"Forget it, I'll find a doctor myself for this minor injury to avoid extra insurance premiums."
"He really knows how to live a good life." Si Ai stretched out her hand and gently stroked his face, with a hint of fascination in her eyes. "Hey, what a good little handsome guy, but it's a pity that he knows how to poop."
"What the hell are you doing? Don't you need to open a store to do business?" Jack Sun knocked her hand off directly.
Si Ai stood up and looked down at Jack Sun on the sofa. "Don't think about it alone. There is no need to sit in your room alone, thinking about things. There are things that you can't handle by yourself, and others may do it."
It can be easily solved over there.”
"Who are you looking for?"
"Your companion, when we originally thought about working together, wasn't it just to hug each other for warmth? How come something really happened and you didn't use it anymore?"
The next night, everyone was seated at the table in the corner of the hot dog bar, and everyone had a glass of beer in front of them.
This time it was Jack Sun who was treating us, and there were some hot dogs on the table. It turned out that hot dogs were really sold here, but he was stingy and deliberately didn't order them a few times before.
In addition, while everything was fine during the day, Tapai's armor and the injuries on Sun Jack's face and hands returned to normal. Sun Jack's injury didn't cost much, but the parts Tapai used to repair himself were not cheap.
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AA just picked up the wine glass with both hands and took a small lick. When he found that no one else drank, he quickly put it down.
"Brother? You saved my life. If you need anything, just ask, except for borrowing money, of course." Song 6PUS used his newly installed prosthetic limb to pick up the hot dog and stuff it into his mouth, chewing it with big mouthfuls.
At this moment, the hole in Song 6PUS's chest has been filled in, and all the teeth in his mouth have grown out. They are actually colorful. The color looks like low-quality plastic, and the size is not suitable for stuffing it into his mouth. It looks like buck teeth.
Don't know where he got it from.
"I have a problem, a problem with my memory."
Chapter completed!