As a reader trying to write novels, I finally understand how difficult it is to be an online writer.

The pressure of updating is too great. In order to keep updating, my mind is blank and I have to bite the bullet and write. The worse the writing is, the more biased I write. I am a fool again. When I see the problems found by readers, I keep it in my mind. I want to change but don’t know how to change. The more I go back, the less I don’t know how to write.

I have been a loser since I was a child and I am best at giving up. This time I made a decision and just give up. It's not this material.

I am really sorry to the editors and readers, but I really can't write it. Maybe even if I have good health, I can't write it. I can't accept the bad things I wrote to send it out to deceive the subscription.

I said before that as long as I keep writing, I will always see you one day, forget it and don’t see you again.
Chapter completed!