Chapter 19 Only when you lose it, you know how to cherish it
Lu Jingyao entered the dormitory sadly, alarming Liu Muhan, who was about to fall asleep on the upper bunk,
She said in a daze: "Lu Jingyao, I will put your letter under you."
"Oh, thank you!"
Lu Jingyao woke up a little and hid in her bed. She didn't want her weakness to be seen.
But Liu Muhan noticed something, and half of his body poked out from the quilt, his head stretched down along the edge of the bed above, and the cat poked his head like a protruding.
"What's wrong with you? Sister Jing Yao? She is feeling uncomfortable?"
"No,"
Lu Jingyao quickly wiped away the tears from her face with the quilt to avoid being seen by Liu Muhan.
However, just as Liu Muhan's head was about to retract, Lu Jingyao suddenly thought of something.
"Mu Han, can you lend me twenty dollars?"
"Twenty dollars?"
Liu Muhan was stunned for a moment, sat up from the bed, took his coat and started to take out his wallet.
While exploring, she asked, "Sister Jingyao, why do you want twenty yuan? If you have urgent matters at home, you need money?"
"No, we have dinner in our literary club. I want to return the money to Qianshun as soon as possible."
Lu Jingyao hesitated for a moment, but told the truth to Liu Muhan, but just hiding the subsequent part where Qian Shun went crazy after drinking.
Liu Muhan paused for a moment when he took out his wallet, and then took out twenty yuan and handed it to Lu Jingyao.
"Thank you, Mu Han, I will return this money to you as soon as possible."
"You don't have to hurry to pay me back the money, but I have a few words to say to you."
Liu Muhan said seriously: "Sister Jingyao, we have entered the world of adults and can no longer trust others as easily as young people.
This society is very complicated. Some people seem to be good to you, but they may not have any kindness. Some people seem to be bad to you, but they may not have any malice."
Lu Jingyao didn't understand very well and asked embarrassedly: "Mu Han, what do you mean by saying this?"
Liu Muhan shook his head helplessly and said, "Sister Jingyao, think about He Xue and the others, what substantial help did they give you in the end? Think about your former boyfriend, what kind of support did you give you?
No falsehood can actually withstand the measurement of material things. For the so-called "care" of a few close friends who are only good at talking, they will belittle the people who have given you."
"Do you know, He Xue and the others just want to see your joke!"
After Liu Muhan finished speaking in one breath, he retracted his bed and went to warm up.
However, Lu Jingyao's mood was unable to calm down for a long time.
"Look at my joke? Isn't this a joke today?"
Lu Jingyao felt a little uncomfortable. Today she wanted to borrow money from He Xue and others to pay the bills to protect her self-esteem that she values the most.
As a result, He Xue was shocked and leaked the news, which made everyone know about her Lu Jingyao's embarrassment and poverty.
Although He Xue later told Lu Jingyao with great concern that it was unintentional, was it really unintentional if it seemed unintentional?
Looking back on what happened when everyone first entered university a few months ago, Lu Jingyao actually had the answer in her mind.
At that time, everyone had just arrived at university and were chattering and chatting, and the good thing was like a real sister.
But soon after, a faint gap appeared.
Liu Muhan has a superior family background and not only has a complete range of daily necessities, but many of them are authentic "high-end products".
Lu Jingyao is sensitive and self-reliant and rarely touches other people's belongings, but He Xue and others are careless and often use them at will.
At first, Liu Muhan didn't care much, but when He Xue took Liu Muhan's soap, shampoo, and snowflake cream to the seniors in the bathhouse to the senior students' union, Liu Muhan was not happy.
The seemingly delicate and weak Jiangnan girl actually has a very positive idea. It would be fine if you use a dormitory for you. Do you want to use my things as a favor?
But He Xue didn't care and had a big fight with Liu Muhan, saying that she was "stingy", "small bourgeois enjoyment", etc., and swears to pay double the compensation to Liu Muhan.
But it has been a few months since Lu Jingyao has not seen He Xue pay the money to Liu Muhan.
No matter how expensive a piece of soap is, it is only one or two yuan. Can't He Xue squeeze it out?
Today, Liu Muhan, who was stingy, immediately lent Lu Jingyao twenty yuan. He Xue knew that Lu Jingyao's family was poor, but she wanted to take her to treat her.
"Oh~~"
Lu Jingyao sighed and took out his letter from under the quilt.
【There are three letters?】
Lu Jingyao looked at it and found that there were brothers, Xia Yue, and Li Ye’s.
After a moment of thinking, she opened her brother's letter first.
After reading Lu Zixue's letter in one breath, Lu Jingyao was filled with worries.
Even though she was thousands of miles away, she could still feel the resentment and grievances in her younger brother's heart at this moment, but Lu Jingyao felt very powerless about this resentment and grievance.
This matter is easy and easy. Just buy a bicycle for Lu Zixue to resolve his brother's plight immediately.
But who can give her a bicycle? And it's the Phoenix brand?
There is no one else except Li Ye.
Last time Lu Jingyao wrote to Li Ye, asking Li Ye to return the Phoenix Car to Lu Zishang first, and she would pay the money slowly.
At that time, I felt that this method was fine, but after today's incident, Lu Jingyao's heart was shaken.
It was only thirty yuan, and Qian Shun wanted to take her to take a walk together while she was in the dark.
So how much does Li Ye’s 26 Phoenix Car cost?
There are more than 160 tickets, but you can’t buy them without a ticket of 200.
Two hundred yuan is no different from astronomical figures for the Lu family.
Why give it to you?
Did you let Li Ye hug her waist? Have you hid and stole the quilt with her?
Li Ye doesn't owe you anything.
"Oh~"
Lu Jingyao sighed again and opened Xia Yue's letter.
Lu Jingyao is still very close to this former best friend. The two have very similar personalities. They are both born in a slightly cold manner, both are confident and self-reliant, and are full of freedom for the future.
In the past, the two of them encouraged and supported each other in their thoughts, and went through the most difficult periods.
But when Lu Jingyao finished reading Xia Yue's letter, she couldn't help but stay stunned for a while.
[Li Ye's relatives went through the back door and entered the fast shift.]
[Li Ye's relative's complaint was filed, and I lost the squad leader,]
[Li Ye's dog landlord secretly made up for English, I guess he would still chase you to the capital to harm you in the future]
Among the four pages of letter paper, Lu Jingyao did not feel any "self-improvement" and "confidence", but was all "resentment" and "worship" like her younger brother.
However, what Lu Jingyao is concerned about is not Xia Yue’s resentment and grievance, but Li Ye’s rapid improvement in English.
"His English has exceeded Xiayue, so will he really get into the Foreign Languages College next year?"
"If Li Ye can get into the Foreign Languages College, then should I accept my father's promise and fulfill it?"
At that time, Lu Jingyao's father promised Li Ye in front of his neighbors, "If you can get into college, I won't stop you from doing anything."
At that time, Lu Jingyao was very angry and felt that her father was forced to compromise.
But now it seems that my father is a master who is well-versed in the world and has made perfect plans.
If Li Ye takes the entrance exam to the Foreign Languages College next year, will the relationship between the two be restored naturally?
Thinking of this, Lu Jingyao suddenly felt ashamed and felt a little shameless.
But there is a vague, but there is some expectation.
If Li Ye is by his side, how could a person like Qian Shun dare to treat him as much as he did just now?
Although Li Ye is silly, his fists are not as hard as ordinary.
Moreover, with Li Ye's handsomeness alone, countless suitors can gradually become dirty and discouraged.
Li Ye doesn’t understand literature or poetry, but he is a college student!
The light of college students is enough to cover up countless shortcomings and match them equally.
....
“Huh?”
With anticipation, Lu Jingyao opened Li Ye's letter, but found that it contained the original letter she wrote to Li Ye a few days ago.
After carefully looking through it, Lu Jingyao saw the reply letter written by Li Ye on the back of the letter paper.
Then, Lu Jingyao was completely stunned.
Li Ye's words were so intense and decisive that Lu Jingyao caught him off guard and was at a loss.
Li Ye's last words were like a basin of cold water, which made Lu Jingyao feel cold.
[Since you have chosen to pursue your freedom, why should you interfere in my life? Why should you let me be generous and let me give your brother the bicycle?]
[Don't contact us again in the future. Please don't harass the frog in the well again. Even if he becomes a prince one day, it has nothing to do with you.]
After a long time, Lu Jingyao muttered to himself: "He actually... hates me so much..."
A strong sense of loss arises from the depths of her heart and spreads rapidly throughout her body.
Only when you lose it can you know how to cherish it. Once you miss it, you will never come back.
Chapter completed!