After Heyi left the tent, Xiao Shunzi brought someone to bring in some food.

However, the environment is simple, with only some millet porridge and simple pickled vegetables. Zhu Fengben is not a person who is good at food and clothing, but this time he really has no appetite, just facing the dishes in front of him.

Nan Yan watched from the side, and his heart felt as if he was tugging.

Although she couldn't experience it personally, she knew very well what Zhu Feng felt at this time.

He was hidden too deeply by the memory he had hidden. Over the years, they were pursuing clues like smoke that were about to dissipate in the wind. After finally getting to where he is today, he did not expect that such a result would be dug out.

Nan Yan suddenly felt that maybe Emperor Gao was right.

Some memories are too painful and afraid that the person who bears the memories will be too painful, so they erased them. But she also had to accompany Zhu Feng to search for them. But after finding them out, wasn’t it just that the painful memories that broke his heart back then hurt him again?

Thinking of this, Nan Yan said in a hoarse voice: "It's all my fault."

“…”

Zhu Feng was still silent when he heard her suddenly say something, and slowly turned his head to look at her: "What are you talking about?"

Nan Yan looked up at him and whispered: "It's not good for all concubines."

“…”

"When I first watched the emperor stay at night, I saw the emperor in such a painful state in his sleep. I thought to myself, why is the emperor so sad? Later I realized that the emperor lost a memory, so that it was like this."

“…”

"Later, the emperor wanted to find this memory, and I accompanied the emperor."

“…”

"But in fact, if I think about it more, I can figure it out that even if this memory has been lost, it will make the emperor so painful in his sleep. Then it will not make it even more painful to think about it? Besides, so many years have passed, and the regrets in my memory are irreparable. I accompanied the emperor to find this memory, and it turned out that I just wanted to make the emperor happy. Following the emperor's wishes, I never thought about it more deeply for the emperor."

Zhu Feng frowned: "You—"

Nan Yan continued, "I think Empress Renxiao has been with the emperor for so many years, but she has never indulged the emperor. It seems that she is not liked by the emperor, but in fact - compared with Empress Renxiao, I am indeed much worse than Empress Renxiao."

Hearing her argument, Zhu Feng was originally immersed in the suffocating pain, almost unable to recover, and at this time he couldn't help but smile bitterly.

He reached out and twisted Nan Yan's face.

"What are you talking about again?"

Nanyan looked up at him: "Isn't it?"

“…”

Zhu Feng was silent for a moment, and finally sighed and gently took her into his arms. Usually, when he was held by him, Nan Yan could always feel his arms warm and thick, giving people a feeling of relying entirely on them. But this time - I don't know if it was because he had lost a lot of weight recently, when he entered his arms, Nan Yan felt that he seemed to be empty.

Zhu Feng sighed softly above her head, and then said, "Don't be stupid."

“…”

"These things have nothing to do with you."

“…”

"Besides, the two most important ends of a person's life are one place and one place. Only by knowing where you come from can you understand your own place better. If you don't look for your own place because you are afraid of hurt, how should you go?"

As he said that, he smiled bitterly and looked down at Nanyan: "What's that?"

Nan Yan was very sad and hugged him and buried his face in his chest.

She sobbed twice, sobbed for a long time, then sucked her red nose and said softly: "No matter what, the emperor can eat a little."

Hearing that she was still persuading her, Zhu Feng smiled helplessly, let her go, then picked up a small bowl of light and chewed wax and drank a few sips. Nan Yan also knew that people must have no appetite at this time, so he only ate some with him, and while eating, he put the side dishes into his bowl. Zhu Feng, under her persuasion, drank half a bowl of porridge.

When he finished his meal, he washed his hands and looked up and said, "When is it now?"

Nanyandao: "The fourth update is now."

Zhu Feng thought for a while and said, "I want to take a rest for a while. You - you should go and rest too. After taking care of me for two days, you must be tired too, don't endure it anymore."

Nan Yan originally planned to stay here to accompany him, but as he heard what he said, he didn't want someone to accompany him. Nan Yan also understood that a big man like him also needed some space and time to lick his wounds. No matter how close he was to him, sometimes he also needed the dignity of a man.

He whispered: "I know, but the emperor is not allowed to stay up late and go to bed early. I have already ordered that there will be a carriage from Handongwei tomorrow. Let's go back first. Some of the defeated soldiers and generals fled from Baihu City. They have not been completely wiped out yet. They are always here. I am worried that they will be detrimental to the emperor."

When Zhu Feng's face calmed down after hearing her say this.

He said with some appreciation: "My concubine is becoming more and more popular."

Nan Yan smiled, tucked his quilt again, then gave him a gift, turned around and left the tent.

It was already pitch black outside.

The rain finally stopped, but the northwest of autumn was cold very quickly, especially at night, with a hint of chill. Nanyan stood at the door of the tent and couldn't help but tremble and reached out to hug his arm.

Ruoshui immediately took a buzzer and put it on her, and said softly: "Empress, they have prepared tents for the Empress over there, go and rest first?"

Nanyan shook his head: "I don't want to sleep yet, so you can go down first, I will walk here."

Ruoshui looked at her red eyes, not understanding why she had been in trouble for two or three days. She didn't rest at this time, but she couldn't help but shirk her intentions. She could only agree to retreat and follow her far away.

Nanyan reached out and closed the wind flask on his body and walked in this simple camp.

After a while, I saw a figure who seemed bored slowly paced in the night not far ahead.

I walked over and saw that it was not someone else.

It's He Yi.

He seemed to be thinking something, and was silent for a long time to the deep night sky. Finally, he sighed a long time. As soon as he turned around, he saw Nan Yan standing behind him and looking at him, and hurried forward to salute: "Empress."

Nan Yan looked at him and said, "Sir Heyi isn't going to sleep yet?"

He Yi said, "Weichen... can't sleep."
Chapter completed!