She hesitated for a moment and asked, "Where is the emperor?"

Everyone around him who came to see him shut up. Look at me, look at you, and no one talks.

Ying Shao coughed twice and said embarrassedly: "When the concubine said, the emperor, he is busy with the re-yuewan matter. He made a plan for combat in the study last night. I am afraid that now I can't come to see the queen off."

"oh……"

Nan Yan frowned as he heard this.

She didn't expect that she had just a little pity for her original intention, but it aroused Zhu Feng's dissatisfaction. Erqinye, he was really angry with her because of this.

But after all, it is not because I did it wrong.

Thinking of this, she was too lazy to ask more questions and said, "Since that's the case, Lord Ying will tell the emperor apart for me."

After saying that, he turned around and walked to the side of the carriage. Ran Xiaoyu and the others immediately helped her into the carriage.

The curtain was put down, and with a command, the convoy left the Duwei Mansion, crushed the frost on the long street, and galloped all the way.

Yingshao stood at the door, looking at their backs, and couldn't help but sigh.

Nan Yan sat in the carriage and shook with the carriage for a while. Originally, this level of bump was nothing, but her chest was tightly stuffy. After shaking for a while, she felt a little uncomfortable.

Then he grabbed a soft pillow and put it under his arm. Ran Xiaoyu sat aside and whispered: "Does the empress feel uncomfortable?"

"No."

"Or somewhere is uncomfortable?"

"I'm fine."

Listening to her faint tone, Ran Xiaoyu looked at her for a while and said softly: "Empress, what's wrong with you and the Emperor?"

“…”

"He left in the middle of the night last night, and he didn't come to see the queen see today?"

“…”

"Did you really have a quarrel?"

When she woke up early, she asked if it was a "breaking" but seeing the current situation, it was definitely not as simple as "breaking".

Nan Yan was silent for a while before saying, "Xiaoyu, I asked you something, you must answer this honestly."

"Grandma, ask."

"I have a miscarriage in my last child. You said, who is wrong."

"ah?"

If Ran Xiaoyu didn't do it, she would suddenly ask about this and was stunned.

Nan Yan looked at her and said, "Who do you think I lost that child, is it the emperor or the palace?"

"this"

"You honestly answered this house, am I wrong?"

“…”

Ran Xiaoyu's nature was originally like her fists, and she was straightforward. There was not so much twists and turns in a matter. Right is right, wrong is wrong.

But since these days, when she followed the imperial concubine's instructions and looked at the people and things around her with a calmer and more complicated perspective, many things have come to completely different conclusions from the past.

When faced with the problem of the imperial concubine, she also hesitated.

Seeing her hesitation, Nan Yan said, "Do you think this palace is wrong, right?"

“…”

"Say whatever you want, I won't blame you."

Ran Xiaoyu bit her lower lip and hesitated for a long time before whispering: "The Emperor and the Empress should each hit fifty boards in this matter."

“…”

"The emperor has something big to do, but he should not completely ignore the empress, especially when the empress was pregnant at that time. Any accident could take away the child."

“…”

"And the Queen"

"How am I?"

"The Empress always sacrifices her life for friendship and ignores herself, so how can she care about her children?"

“…”

"The child is in the empress's belly, and he can only live by the empress. If the empress does not protect him, who can protect him?"

After hearing her words, Nan Yan's breathing slowly became heavier.

His expression became more and more serious.

She murmured, "Sure enough, it's my fault."

“…”

"It's true that I'm not good at it, I don't protect my children."

“…”

"It's all my fault."

Seeing her lost look, Ran Xiaoyu hurriedly said, "My lady, don't blame yourself too much. Your original intention is not that you are unwilling to protect your children, but there are too many cruel and ruthless people in this world."

“…”

"As the saying goes, only a thousand years of being a thief, but no thousand years of guarding against thieves, who can see through the thoughts of the people around you at a glance, and who can see at a glance, is a good or a bad thing?"

Hearing her words, Nan Yan smiled bitterly.

He said, "You will comfort me."

As she said that, her eyes were still red and hot unconsciously. She turned around and leaned against the window, lifted up a corner of the curtain, and looked at the snowy wasteland outside.

He looked confused.

Seeing her like this, Ran Xiaoyu whispered softly: "There is one more thing to do with the Empress."

"Um?"

I don't know why she suddenly said it again, Nan Yan turned to look at her: "What?"

Ran Xiaoyu said: "The Empress takes the Emperor too seriously."

“…”

"A word from the emperor makes the Empress restless and unable to sleep or eat."

“…”

"Sometimes, the Empress only has the emperor in her eyes, so she often forgets herself and even more about her own safety."

“…”

"For example, this time, you are pregnant, you still."

“…”

After hearing her say this, Nan Yan hesitated for a while.

Finally, he smiled bitterly.

She said, "Yes."

“…”

"Sometimes I clearly think he is hateful, and even, I really hate him."

“…”

"But, do you know, it turns out that you will fall in love with someone, and you will really fall in love with him. As long as he is still the same as you like, or if he becomes better, he will still fall in love with him no matter what."

Ran Xiaoyu couldn't help but sigh: "Empress, did you fall into the hands of the emperor?"

Nan Yan smiled faintly.

He said: "But, your words are correct."

“…”

"I should also try to be less, less, and like him."

“…”

"Otherwise, I don't know how to go in the future."

Seeing her like this, she was both contradictory and hesitant, Ran Xiaoyu frowned. She leaned over to Nan Yan and said softly: "Empress, you told me over and the emperor..."

Speaking of this, she locked in the most important words.

Nan Yan's eyes immediately flashed.

At this moment, the horse's hooves were waving and the carriage kept making noises. People outside must not hear their conversation, but this matter was too confidential and even killed, so Ran Xiaoyu did not dare to say it out.

Even so, Nan Yan's breathing was suffocating.

She turned to look at Ran Xiaoyu, and saw Ran Xiaoyu whispering: "What are the plans for the emperor?"

“…”

Nan Yan looked at her silently. After a while, he didn't say a word, but turned his head and looked at the vast wasteland outside the window.

Her eyes were like the scenery outside.

Desolate, silent.
Chapter completed!