Nan Yan looked at her, and after a long time, he slowly said, "Then, what do you think I should choose?"

"I?"

Ran Xiaoyu was stunned for a moment.

Her eyes flashed and she said hesitantly: "The Empress has always been a very opinionated person. Why do you want to ask me?"

"Only opinion?"

Nan Yan smiled bitterly when he heard these two words.

She said: "Only opinion, that is something that only comes when you have enough confidence in yourself."

“…”

"But now, I can't believe in myself."

“…”

"I thought I had chosen the right path, I thought I had met the right person, but now it seems that none of them are."

“…”

"I don't even know how to go every step I will take."

“…”

"I was afraid that I would go back to that time and look like that...I, I really don't want to..."

Hearing this, Ran Xiaoyu felt a stinging pain in her heart.

You know, even though he was still a palace maid or a female official Shang Bao, his destiny was as good as a mayfly. When the day was in danger, Nan Yan had never been so hesitant and anxious all day long. It can be seen that this time, the love that Zhu Feng gave her had hurt her heart.

Even now, the emperor's care for her and compensates her will not be able to heal her.

Ran Xiaoyu reached out and gently held Nan Yan's hands.

Her palms were not as wide as Zhu Feng, and her palms were not as warm as Zhu Feng, but her hands were also accompanied by Nan Yan's experiences of countless strong winds and waves, and even the moments of life and death. When she held them, Nan Yan felt a warm feeling in her heart.

She looked up at Ran Xiaoyu.

Ran Xiaoyu said: "Empress..."

“…”

"Empress, don't worry. No matter what decision the Empress makes, I will be by your side and protect you. Even if I can't stop all disasters, I will be with you and endure everything with you!"

“…!”

When Nan Yan heard her say this, his eyes turned red.

She slowly bent down, leaned her face against Ran Xiaoyu's shoulder, and choked and said, "Xiaoyu..."

The two of them hugged each other like this.

After a long time, he finally calmed down his emotions in his heart. Nan Yan slowly raised his head and smiled red with his eyes: "Looking at how I am now, I feel embarrassed to tell others that I am the imperial concubine."

"Miss, don't say that."

“…”

"Everyone has the right to lick the wound after being injured, and everyone has the right to protect themselves, and even more."

Speaking of this, Ran Xiaoyu paused for a moment.

Nanyan looked at her: "What?"

“…”

Ran Xiaoyu rarely showed a hesitant expression on her face, her eyes flashed slightly. After a while, she said, "There is also the right to find out the truth."

Nan Yan took a deep breath: "Xiaoyu..."

Ran Xiaoyu said: "I can't help the Empress make a decision, but in my opinion, the reason why the Empress did not completely resist the Emperor's visit to Yumen Pass should be to find out some things, right?"

“…”

Nanyan glanced at her.

After a long time, he sighed and said, "You are right."

“…”

"The reason why I'm undecided and hesitant is that I also need to go to that place and figure out something."

“…”
Chapter completed!