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23, this is a soft girl A 23(1/2)

Only in a moment, the girl who heard the question showed great reaction to it.

She subconsciously wanted to get rid of the darkness created by the youth in front of her. Not only did she turn aside her head and show a refusal to the youth, but her body also quickly retreated, trying to stay away from the youth whispering beside her neck.

However, she was sitting in a corner of the seat, and she just shrank slightly and then she had already reached the back of the chair, and then she had no choice but to retreat.

The young man's hands still gently covered the girl's eyes. However, because the girl retreated and escaped, the young man's hands that originally covered the girl's eyes also had a sense of suppression at this moment.

The girl had to follow the force that Qing Youruo but could not get rid of, raise her face slightly, and turned her face towards the youth helplessly.

Because her vision was completely blocked, she could not judge the situation she was in at this moment, nor did she know that her self-restraint and escape actually made the young man entangle her entire body in her arms.

The young man was so close that he just needed to lower his eyes slightly to see the girl's blood-lost lips, and felt her breathing short and rapid due to uneasy, and her body trembled involuntarily.

If it weren't for not being able to see the current state clearly, the girl would have felt panic because the young man was approaching so close. But now, she could only whimper quietly, nervously and uneasy to sense the ubiquitous breath of the young man around her, but she didn't know how to avoid it.

"Shh-relax." After a long silence, the young man gently comforted the girl's ear: "It's okay, you don't have to answer this question."

Because of the girl's reaction, she had already told him the answer.

Although the young man's voice was very gentle, if the girl could see it at this moment, she could find that his eyes were dimmer than before, and his originally indifferent expression was also stained with a faint coldness.

If An Xia was here at this moment, you could see at a glance that Ning Jingyuan's mood was far less gentle than his reveal to the girl.

Or on the contrary, young people rarely feel tricky about their current situation.

This time, the young man would rather admit that he was wrong, rather let his temptation fail than the girl affirmed his almost absurd guess.

The little alpha in his arms actually wanted to deny that she was an alpha.

Moreover, this person thinks he is an omega alpha and is not willing to accept an omega.

No wonder she has been resisting him.

The young man actually always feels that the girl always has a strange uneasiness. Although she looks optimistic and cheerful, she seems to have few things in life that will always bother her. However, whenever she calms down, she will unconsciously fall into a kind of self-immolation.

Perhaps the girl thought she was hiding it very well, but in the eyes of young people, this kind of cover is very clumsy and too straightforward.

It seemed that some shadows were following her, making her unable to get rid of it, so that if the girl was alone, her face would gradually rise with an incomprehensible sadness.

This sadness looks very shallow and can be completely dispelled just by calling her softly. She may not even feel that she has such an emotion.

The young man didn't care.

Everyone will have their own past and will also have secrets that are difficult to exchange with others.

He could have a long time to wait for the girl to tell him slowly.

And this morning, the day after he showed his pursuit, the girl's mood suddenly increased, even making her feel a little absent-minded.

He was thinking about whether the girl's constant worry and anxiety was the reason why she refused him.

Then he heard the girl ask him if he had become an alpha, would he like an omega.

What kind of people are anxious about such problems?

As his mind turned sharply, he had a ridiculous guess.

If the girl himself is the omega that has become alpha in his problem, then the girl's previous series of behaviors, such as unwilling to mark him, never willing to emphasize his alpha identity, or even claiming to be celibate, all this makes sense.

However, because this idea is too absurd and rare, even he has been questioning his guesses.

However, many times, the truth itself is absurd.

What's even more ridiculous is that even after knowing the truth, he is less willing to see the girl's anxiety and escape than to think calmly.

So he covered the girl's eyes.

The long silence in the car just now was not so much that he was relaxing the girl, but rather that he was trying to calm himself down.

He must calm himself first to better soothe this scared little alpha, and then think about what to do next.

Because the young man could not see the cold face, and the young man's very gentle and calm comforting, the girl slowly calmed down.

"So what?" The girl did not ignore this question according to the youth's intention, but chose to answer the conversation directly. The warm tone was rarely cold: "How do you want me to answer you?"

The girl's voice was a little dull at this moment, as if she was squeezed out from behind her throat. Although she had tried hard to adjust her breath, she still felt like a breath was holding her chest, making her feel very laborious to speak.

The deepest thoughts in her heart were exposed to the sun. The girl originally thought she might be breathless, but when the incident happened, she found that she seemed to be stronger than she thought.

Perhaps it was because of the meaning of giving up, she was not even willing to bother to deny this statement.

What's the use of denying it?

She thought idly, did she deny it, would all this not exist?

It’s better to spread it out now and explain it clearly, as it’s better than being entangled in the future.

At this moment, the girl's face was pale. The corners of her mouth, which were often bent because of her smile, were flattened, and the two small dimples disappeared.

In fact, this is also great. The girl told herself that she didn't need to make her own choices, she just needed to wait and let the young man leave by herself.

As expected, she should have chosen to refuse earlier, and she would not have fallen into such an awkward situation now.

When the girl heard the girl's voice with deliberate indifference, the young man's expression slightly calmed down.

With the girl's soft temperament, she deliberately pretended to be a bit provocative, which proved that she cared very much about this matter.

This is much better than the worst plan I had before the youth.

If the girl chooses not to ask with emotion at this moment, but to continue to pretend to be stupid and escaping, resist or deny it fiercely, then it will make the young man feel a headache.

"If it were me, I wouldn't like omega." The young man said: "A omega usually doesn't like omega, even if she becomes alpha."

The girl murmured in a low voice: "So it's not right?"

This was Yan Xin’s thoughts all along.

Despite becoming an alpha, she really can't accept that she will mark an omega in the future.

Thinking of this, Yan Xin actually felt a strange feeling of ease.

It’s like finding a black-blade road in the headless maze. Although I don’t know what the end of this road will be, right or wrong, at this moment, there is always a way to go.

Moreover, this road is originally easier than other roads.

Just as she tried to make a decision, she heard the young man continue to speak, "But this doesn't matter at all."

The young man's voice became softer: "If I became an alpha, I would definitely be very scared, right?"

Because her eyes were covered by the youth, the girl was filled with quiet and gentle darkness. Because she lost her vision, other senses would become more sensitive, so she couldn't help but immerse herself in the gentle words of the youth.

Yes. She thought to herself, she was very scared.

Since she traveled through time to alpha, she has been actually very scared.

She felt like a shameless alien, wanting to integrate into the world, but she just survived in an inappropriate way.

She doesn't want to be an omega, beta or alpha, she just wants to be an ordinary girl, rather than being forced to sway in the identity of alpha and girl.

The youth's words continued: "Why is it that I am the only one who becomes alpha? Should I live as an alpha, or should I tell others that I am an omega?"

"If I told someone that I was an omega, would others laugh at me?"

"They will not only laugh at me, but also say that I am an alien."

“I wouldn’t know how to get along with people, whether it’s alpha, beta, or omega.”

"It's best to get along with beta, because only they won't realize that I'm neither an alpha nor an omega."

"It's just that, I can't get too close to them."

"However, what I fear the most is..." The young man finally said: "Can I really live alone forever?"

The young man's tone was gentle and gentle, but without any extra emotion, as if a bystander watched an alpha-turned omega struggle sadly in his daily life, and then he said it straightforwardly.

However, when the young man finished his last sentence and looked at the little alpha, he found that his palm covering the little alpha's eyes was soaked with the girl's tears.

In addition to the tears between his fingers, there were more water droplets flowing down the girl's cheeks, passing through her chin, falling down drop by drop, falling on her skirt, and a large light-colored flower bloomed.

The girl bit her lower lip tightly and did not make any sound when she cried. If she ignored the tears on her face, her expression could even be considered calm.

However, this quiet sadness is heartbreaking.

The young man did not express comfort, but just leaned his body slightly and gently dropped a kiss on the back of his hand covering the girl's eyes.

He didn't comfort her, but just patiently raised his hand to cover the girl's eyes, leaving her in a quiet black area, thinking that no one saw her crying.

Gradually, the girl could no longer hold back her and let out a light sob.

It was like a switch. The girl couldn't help but cover her face with her hands through the young man's hand, and then began to cry slowly.

"...I don't want to be alpha at all." Her voice was low, as if she was just talking to herself: "I don't want to be alpha at all."

Although she did not change from omega to alpha as the youth said, in fact, she felt even more depressed than that of omega.

Not only could she not accept that she had become alpha, but even the three genders of abo in this world made her at a loss.

What she asked the young man in the morning, she knew that she might not have said it.

But she couldn't help it.

In a sense, although Ning Jingyuan and her have only known each other for five days, they are the only person she is closest to in this world.

She couldn't help but want others to understand her, but she didn't dare to expect others to understand her.
To be continued...
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