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As it turned out, Huang Xuanyi was not kidding because she really started singing, and she sang Italian. I was sweating profusely and had a black thread.

Huang Xuanyi didn't look very confident. After only one or two minutes, she stopped, "Why didn't you react? Is it because I sang very badly?"

"It's not bad, it's pretty good to use it. But there's nothing to do with it. It's tenor, and it's a bit troublesome to sing a female voice." I pretended to be an expert and said nonsense.

Actually, to be honest, if I am a semi-music blind person, I can only make a nonsense when I can listen to "My Sun".

In order to avoid Huang Xuanyi continuing to speak in a bel canto, I had to change the subject, "By the way, can I tell you why you are so afraid of the darkness?"

As I said, lit up the lighter and saw Huang Xuanyi sighing softly, "I was very picky when I was a child. As long as there was something in the meal that I didn't like, I wouldn't eat. My mother didn't like this very much. Later one day, I was like this again, and she got angry and locked me up alone in a black house for several hours. Since then, I have been afraid of the darkness."

After hearing this, I couldn't help but say, "Wow, your mother is really a bit cruel."

Huang Xuanyi shook her head, "Actually not. My mother was in a very bad mood that time, and she didn't usually do this."

"Then do you feel very regretful when your mother talks to you about this matter now?"

"My mother passed away the previous year." Huang Xuanyi lowered her eyes and said.

"Oh, sorry, I don't know..."

"It's okay, people are always going to die. We will have that day, there is nothing to be taboo." Huang Xuanyi smiled faintly and shook her head, "Tell me, how about your relationship with your parents?"

"My parents? I'm going to turn off the lighter..." I reminded me to turn off the lighter, "That's all I can't finish it all day and night. If you see my dad and my mom, you will never believe that they have been married for decades. Because they are so stingy, so stingy. Do you know what my dad calls me mom and what my mom calls me dad again at home?"

"What?"

"My dad calls me a little beauty, my mom calls me a handsome guy."

"Hahahaha, your parents are so funny."

"And there..."

From then on, the conversation between me and Huang Xuanyi officially entered a relatively smooth period. The dialogue continued continuously, with almost no interruption in the middle. The lighter was lit up one after another, allowing us to see each other's face from time to time.

I don’t know how long it took to say it, Huang Xuanyi said, “I really envy your parents. I would have been as happy as them in the future.”

I hesitated for a moment, and finally said, "To say something you are not afraid of offending you, if you want to be like my parents, you must first change your temper. Sometimes you are too sensitive. It's like when I came in just now, after hitting you, I casually said something you were excited about. This is obviously a joke. But you actually took it seriously."

After a while, Huang Xuanyi didn't say anything, so I turned on the lighter and asked, "Are you angry again, are you?"

Huang Xuanyi shook her head, she looked up at me, blinked her eyes, bit her lip, and finally, she finally said to me as if she had made up some decision, "This matter actually has nothing to do with sensitivity?"

"What does that have to do with it?" I asked in confusion.

"Actually, I was really a little excited when you suddenly hit me on the ground."

"ah?"

"And just now, I was actually very excited when I was burned by a lighter." When she said this, Huang Xuanyi seemed to be unable to stop the car, "And, sometimes when I pass by a sex product store and see the SM utensils in the store, I feel inexplicably excited. Sometimes, I have strange dreams at night."

Oh, God forgive me, I understand what Huang Xuanyi means. It turns out that she is not homosexual, but a state I heard from the big guys of the Qinglong Ring not long ago - sadistic love. Most people with a tendency to sadistic love are relatively weak in sexual desire. Therefore, normal caress and flirting are difficult to stimulate their sexual desire. Only stronger perceptions and stronger emotions can make her feel that her sexual desire is rising. The pain plays a big role in this. Therefore, sadistic love lovers are usually associated with *h. I remember when I discussed with them with interest, I joked that maybe one day I will meet such a girl. I never thought that after a while, I actually met this girl. And she is Huang Xuanyi, who always looks like a judge's face.

Seeing that I didn't speak for a while, Huang Xuanyi said worriedly: "Do you think I'm very perverted now?"

I quickly shook my head and said, "Of course not, don't say that."

"I have a friend named Shin-hsin, who is a psychiatrist. When I met her, I actually wanted her to help me treat this pathology, but I still didn't dare to say it out loud. You are the first person to know that I have this kind of thought. Will you look down on me very much?"

"No, of course not. In fact, this is not a pervert, it's just that everyone's genes and life experiences are different. Don't think about things so seriously." I said, thinking about the sadistic love that Qinglong Jue taught me. "Academically, your situation is called sadistic love, and the behavior of sadistic love is commonly known as SM. Active sadistic love is called sadistic love, which is called the "THAAD phenomenon" in the West, and passive sadistic love is called the "Maxo phenomenon". Generally speaking, sadistic love is together. The sadistic love is generally also the masochist, and most of the masochist are not the masochist."

"I know this. I once saw this in a book, but I dare not read it anymore."

"Don't be afraid, listen to me. In general, pain and happiness are usually considered to be two completely different things. But in fact, in our daily lives, we often have experiences of taking pain as happiness. For example, a slight pain makes people feel excited. Generally speaking, the people who can feel this excitement are generally people with fragile nerves, but people with strong will sometimes feel this excitement. This excitement is normal, but when this excitement is amplified and linked to sex, it forms the psychological basis of masochism. In addition, if pain occurs to ourselves, we will of course be sad. But if it is found, we will feel sad.

When we are born in others, our sadness is lighter. As for how light it is, it depends on our relationship with this person. While we are sad for him, we inevitably have some pleasure and satisfaction in our hearts. As the Roman poet Lucretius said, "It is sweet to witness an unfortunate sailor fighting with death in the waves from the shore. This is not that we gloat about others, but because we are beyond the disaster, we cannot help but feel glad.' And when this component of feeling pleasure and satisfaction in others' pain is exaggerated and linked to sex, it forms the psychological basis of sadism."

"Generally speaking, the sadist and the love of abuse are completely different concepts. There are many sadist, who are very kind, smart, very humane, very disgusting and cruelty. In the sadist, what makes the sadist feel happy is not abuse or abuse, but the emotions that the pain in himself and others, such as trembling, moaning and other reactions. Just as a famous sadist said, "The most fascinating thing is not anything else, but the whipping action itself. I absolutely do not want to make others suffer. He must feel pain, which is good, but it is nothing more than to show that I am strong when I whip it.

It's just about strength. It's just about teaching people to suffer. I don't feel happy. In fact, I hate the gloating behavior. In addition to my sexual preferences, I hate all the behaviors of abuse. For animals, I only slaughter once in my life, and I still regret it.’ So, whether it's sadistic or sadistic love, it's not as perverted as people say in daily life, nor does it have the characteristics of attacking and harming others. It's just a normal sexual dislocation. Only when this dislocation reaches a very serious point, so that everyday life and normal thinking are completely disordered, it's a pervert. Do you think you have it?"

As I said, I turned on the lighter and saw Huang Xuanyi feeling relieved, "I don't, I just tend to be excited about what you said, and I won't hurt anyone's thoughts, nor will it affect my normal life."

"Isn't that all," I shrugged and smiled, "It's really nothing, so don't worry."

At this time, Huang Xuanyi suddenly frowned and asked, "Why do you understand these things so much?"

Just as I was about to answer, Huang Xuanyi rushed to ask, "Are you also a torturer?"

Of course not. I am so upright, how could I be an SM enthusiast?

Although I thought so in my heart, when I saw Huang Xuanyi looking at me eagerly, looking anxious to get a companion, I didn't know why, but I replied in a silly way: "Uh, it seems."
Chapter completed!