Chapter 11 Final Confession
The final confession of Section 11
Liu Ning said, stood up, "I want to ask you to do something for me."
"Please tell me." I said.
Liu Ning looked at me with a serious look and said, "I want you to help me become a normal person."
I blinked and asked, "What do you want me to do?"
Liu Ning said: "I want you to do things that are good for men and women with me. But you are not allowed to have any emotions, nor are you too fluctuating. You can only do it like doing something very ordinary, like walking, like rowing, until I feel completely calm and safe, showing my emotions."
I said blankly: "I sound a little dizzy. How can this be done? I am not a Buddha!"
"You can do it, you just need to separate love and desire." Liu Ning said.
"Separate lust? How to separate it?" I asked again.
"It is to completely separate the feelings of your soul from the impulses of your body. Simply put, when you are in love with me, you must use pure sexual desire, just like the basic impulses of an animal. But you must control yourself and not let yourself fall into this passion of sexual desire. You must keep your heart pure and talk to me as if nothing had happened until I am moved."
I said in disbelief: "Ah? While having sex, talking calmly? Isn't this too difficult?"
"It's very difficult, of course it's difficult. Not only you, but I'm also difficult." Liu Ning said, breathing a sigh of relief. "If it's really easy to do, I won't have to wait a few days, and I have selected so many people from all over the world to do it."
"I don't know if I can do it, but I can try it." As I said this, I couldn't help swallowing my mouth.
Liu Ning took a deep breath with some nervousness, then walked to me, held my shoulders with both hands, and sat on my thighs. When I smelled the particularly seductive fragrance on Liu Ning, my mind suddenly became excited.
Liu Ning closed her eyes, took a breath, then reached out to take off my trousers and underwear...
Hearing this, I finally opened my eyes and saw that Liu Ning's forehead was so dense that it was so painful. Seeing this scene, I couldn't help asking, "I'm sorry, did you hurt you?"
Liu Ning frowned and shook his head slightly, "You have too much lust in your mind now, and you are so impetuous. I have no sense of security and I can't cooperate."
I hurriedly said, "I'm sorry, sorry, then what should I do now?"
"I don't know how to do it. In short, you must return to a state of calm as soon as possible. This kind of calmness does not mean extinguishing your sexual desire, but your mind and brain will enter a state of quietness and peace." Liu Ning said as he gritted his teeth, and his toes were padded, looking in unbearable pain.
I sighed in my heart, I am really a romantic debt. I deserve to seduce women too much, and I have to suffer such suffering. Then I quickly closed my eyes and began to calm my mind. How to restrain myself? Naturally, I asked for help with my normal heart, so I quickly tried to shrink all my mind and enter my heart. After a while, the originally impulsive lust in my mind finally slowly faded a little, and then I felt that Liu Ning's body was not much softer, not as hard as marble as it was at the beginning.
"I'm much better, much better." Liu Ning swallowed, gasped, then leaned his neck against my shoulder and said to me, "Let's chat."
"Okay, what are you talking about?"
"What can you talk about to calm you down as quickly as possible."
I thought for a while, shook my head and said, "At this time, only electrotherapy can calm me down as quickly as possible."
Hearing me say this, Liu Ning couldn't help but smile, "You are so nice. At this time, you are still in the mood to joke."
"What's the solution?" I also laughed, "You're so happy in suffering. You feel uncomfortable. I'll be cut off sooner or later by you. Then I really have no pursuit in my life."
When I finished saying this, Liu Ning and I finally couldn't help laughing together. When this smile, the lust in my mind became much lighter unknowingly, and Liu Ning's body also relaxed even more...
Liu Ning also knew that this joint was critical and could not tolerate any distraction, so he asked again: "Aqi, would you feel ashamed of me just because I used this identity to meet you for the first time?"
I blinked my eyes and looked at Liu Ning for a while, then smiled and shook my head, "If I were a gentleman who was as good as jade, I might think so. But the problem is that I am just a lazy and unruly man, so I would not feel this way. In my opinion, women who like the man they want at will are unethical, and they can be called naughty, but they cannot be called shameful. A woman who can be called shameless is to sell her body like pork for some dirty purposes."
"Dirty? If others say you're dirty, would you mind?" Liu Ning asked again.
I smiled and said, "To be honest, people are hypocritical. Of course, I would rather others call me romantic, but if someone calls me dirty, I will never refute him. Between the upper and bound loneliness and the despicable and free joy, I choose the latter. Since I have enjoyed more joy than those who choose the former, I don't think I have anything to bear some infamy."
"I just heard you say I'm a bit unhappy. But when I heard you explain this, I feel that it's nothing wrong with being a naughty." Liu Ning said, raised his eyebrows and looked at me, "Your mouth is really amazing. It's obviously the same thing, but when you say it through your mouth, it becomes a completely different thing."
"Of course, I'm just relying on this exquisite mouth when I come out to wander around the world."
I said and laughed. When Liu Ning saw me laughing, she also laughed. During this smile, both of us relaxed a lot. Liu Ning instantly opened the city gate and sat down. Then, I felt a wetness on my legs. When I looked down, I saw that it was full of bright red blood. When that was the case, I was a little nervous, "You must have been in pain just now, right?"
Liu Ning took a deep breath, shook her head and said, "It doesn't hurt as much as you imagined. You don't have to worry about it, let's continue talking."
I still asked with lingering fear: "Is there really no problem?"
Liu Ning smiled and said, "Don't worry, the chance of dying due to the hymen being poked and losing too much blood is very low."
When I heard her say this, I smiled, "That's right, okay, then let's continue."
Liu Ning nodded and asked, "If you are about to die, God will only give you five minutes, what would you choose to say?"
I thought for a while and said, "Hurry, go and tell Lenin that Bukharin is a traitor."
Liu Ning smiled and hammered my shoulder, "Don't make a fuss, just be serious."
I pouted and said, "Seriously, that's it - please take all my inheritance to pay the party dues, remember to ask for an invoice."
Liu Ning was amused by me and laughed. With her laughter, her body completely softened, and a gentle feeling completely wrapped me. This warm feeling flowed from my waist to my limbs and eight veins, causing me to fall into an unknown warmth. In order to fight against the sexy counterattack that this comfortable feeling might bring, I had to concentrate on thinking about the question that Liu Ning asked me seriously.
Just as I was thinking, I found that there was a mysterious and huge force in my body pushing towards a magical realm, which was an illusion of the most affectionate nature. In this illusion, I could only see the women I loved deeply in my life, Wulan, Loulanxue, Han Rong, Huang Xuanyi, Jiang Wei and others smiling at me in the void.
I felt that I was dying, and before I died, I needed to say something to each of them. So, after a while, I almost didn't think about it, and said the same passage I wanted to say to them, "If life really comes to an end and there is only one word to say, then I will choose to say... I have been in love with many women, when I am tangled with their bodies and exerted all the passion in my body with all my strength.
,When I sat calmly on the stool, when I looked sadly at the window of the cafe, when I smiled happily at the blue sky, there was only one person in my heart, that is you. From the moment I saw you, my destiny has been destined, I have no choice, never, because my desire for you comes from my soul... After I graduated from college, I may work hard like all the men with no prospects, just for
To support you and our future children, maybe I will discuss boring food, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea all day long, maybe we will secretly suspect each other because the other party is too late, maybe we will quarrel about who loves who more, maybe we will quarrel about who should hold a parent-teacher meeting, maybe we don’t have time to go to the cinema, you can only buy pirated DVDs, maybe we don’t have time to visit the park, you can only take a walk downstairs, maybe we don’t have the mood to go to the cafe, you can only
Make coffee at home... Maybe we will spend our lives like all the most vulgar men and women in the world. However, when we are old and one of them is about to die, one of us will definitely hold the hand of the other and say to him, Dear, tell you a secret. No matter how boring and mediocre life is, in my heart, it is actually the supreme sweet happiness, because you are by my side... Dear, I love you."
After I finished saying this, I heard Liu Ning sigh softly. At this time, I jumped out of the fantasy just now and saw Liu Ning's cheeks crying with emotion, "I really want to know who the woman who is endured with the passionate love like you is. If I have the chance, I really want to see her."
I smiled bitterly and shook my head and said, "Actually, this sentence has been hidden in my heart for a long time. I used to be ready to say it to a girl. But now I find that these words seem to be more than just saying it to a girl."
Liu Ning asked strangely: "Isn't everyone's true love only one person?"
"I don't know anyone else, but I... really can't confirm it." I took a deep breath and shook my head and said.
Liu Ning looked at me and was stunned for a while, "Ha, it's really a special person."
After saying that, Liu Ning climbed on my shoulder with both hands and kissed me. I quickly stepped back a little, "Didn't you say you can't stir up lust?"
"No need now." Liu Ning said, his lips already covered my lips.
Our kisses did not feel passionate at all. They were neither intense nor fast, but light, as if two dragonflies were meeting their heads. After we kissed them gently for a while, Liu Ning's cheeks began to turn slightly red. She finally stuck out her tongue and let me bite them gently. However, our kisses did not start to become passionate from here. We were still gentle, as if they were playing, biting each other, sucking each other's tongues and lips.
All the process seemed to be swinging in the park, joyful, peaceful and quiet.
At this moment, the moonlight scattered silently on us, and the hideous King Kong was staring at us.
Chapter completed!