Chanel didn't want to hear another word from him, turned around, turned her back to him and said:

[Do you know how much I hate you... Why do you want to squeeze into my life, why do you want to hurt my family? Why do you let innocent people get into trouble... Why is it that you are the cause, but you are not the one who dies? 】

She must have lost her mind to say something like that!

In anger, she seemed to have a blank mind: "Why are you fine now - but my dad is -"

Her voice, along with the crashing thunder, rang in Mu Xicheng's ears.

He frowned tightly and stood here in the heavy rain all night, motionless like a tree with deep roots.

With her last words, he felt like his whole world had collapsed.

His voice was slightly hoarse, as if he didn't dare to ask directly: "If possible, do you want me to die in your father's place?"

【……】

【Is that so, Xia Nai? 】

[Without this if, nothing can be changed! Don’t come to me again, I never want to see you again!]

She stepped on the rain all over the ground and wanted to escape from here.

If you stay any longer, she will suffocate!

But a hand suddenly grabbed her wrist!

Mu Xicheng's fingers were cold, and his whole body was wet with rainwater. He held her wrist stubbornly: "I just want to know, have you ever loved me?"

Chanel's shoulders trembled.

Love? After everything that happened, all love disappeared and was replaced by hatred!

[No!] She replied as coldly as ice.

【Never?】

[Never--] Chanel shook his hand hard, [If you hadn't pestered me every day, how could I be with someone like you?! Mu Xicheng, do you know how much I regret knowing you?

?If I could choose again, I wish I had never met you!】

She struggled hard, but his palms were like hot iron, holding her wrist tightly.

[Xia Nai, it hurts so much...it really hurts. It hurts so much that I don’t even have the courage to live...]

[Let me go—I never want to see you again in my life!]

She shook off his hand and fled upstairs in a hurry.

She rushed home in one breath and closed the door hard, as if she was escaping from some terrible beast, helpless and panicked.

She really didn't want to see him again... He had ruined everything for her...

With her back against the door, Chanel slowly squatted down, hugged her knees with both hands, and sobbed weakly.

At that time, she simply thought that as long as Mu Xicheng walked out of her life, everything would be fine.

Then she wouldn't be in so much pain, torn between loving him and hating him.

She was not strong at all, because she couldn't bear it, so she threw all the pain to Mu Xicheng. She kept telling herself that it was all Mu Xicheng's fault, it was Mu Xicheng's fault!

It turned out that in the end, the person who was least responsible and most unwilling to take responsibility for the accident was Chanel herself.

She didn't even have the courage to endure the pain...

In a trance, the Chanel who was curled up with her back against the door three years ago overlapped with the Chanel who was curled up against the door three years later...

"Mu Xicheng, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."

Chanel burst into tears. She had done so much to him and said so much...
Chapter completed!