Xu Tiantian's episode 19 if time could turn back
Her heart ached slightly!
Subconsciously pursed his lips, withdrew his gaze, and reported the address to the taxi master.
Tan Mingyuan did not force her to keep her. He just watched the taxi drive out of his sight through the transparent glass. He then withdrew his gaze and a hint of gloom fell into his lower eyes.
He knew that she was rejecting him.
He sat down again, picked up the coffee in front of him and took a sip. The coffee with two spoonfuls of sugar just now was still bitter and hard to swallow.
He frowned and let the bitterness between his lips and teeth slide down his throat. After a moment, the bitterness filled his heart.
After pursing his lips and hesitating for a moment, he took out his cell phone again, scratched the unlock button with his slender fingers, clicked on the editing information, sat upright, and wrote words on the screen very seriously with his fingers.
In my mind, he regretted the youthful love between him and Tiantian countless times. If he hadn't wanted to give her better, if he hadn't insisted on going abroad, he wouldn't have walked on that path and wouldn't have lost her.
That's right, although Tan Mingyuan has excellent grades and handsome appearance, he is deeply loved by his teachers and classmates at school, but deep down he is actually inferior.
It was because of his inferiority complex that after he fell in love with the cheerful sweetness, he wanted to work hard to make himself better, so he chose to sell the house left to him by his parents and went abroad.
He originally thought that he would propose to Tiantian when he returned to China after he was studying, but unexpectedly, he was involved in the drug trafficking group abroad and was forced to go on that path.
From that moment on, all the dreams in his heart were shattered!
He didn't dare to think about Tiantian anymore, didn't dare to contact her anymore, so he could only pay attention to it quietly...
Xu Tiantian received a message from Tan Mingyuan in a taxi. Her heartbeat that had just calmed down became disordered again, and the beautiful scenes she had recalled countless times surged into her heart like movie clips.
He said:
"Tiantian, the thing I regret most in my life is going abroad. If I had never left, if we had been together, then we must have lived happily now. It was not that I gave up on you in those years, but that I was not qualified to continue loving you..."
That's not a message, it's a letter.
A belated love letter.
Belated confession.
If he had admitted his love for her five years ago, accepted her, and did not push her away, she would definitely not have happened to Bai Zihang.
Something was fermenting and tumbling in her heart, waves of crazes swaying like huge waves slamming her nerves, and her nose was sore, and tears could not be suppressed.
For those green years that cannot be returned, for those irreparable regrets.
"Master, if you don't go to the suburbs, please go to Qing'an Hospital."
Xu Tiantian raised her hand and wiped her tears hard, and said to the taxi master in the front row.
Ten minutes later, the taxi stopped outside Qing'an Hospital.
Xia Chun was waiting on the roadside, and Xu Tiantian got off the car and heard her ask:
"Tiantian, what happened?"
When Xia Chun heard her crying on the phone just now, she was shocked, arranged the work in her hand, and then went out to wait for her.
Xu Tiantian had red eyes, biting her lips and not speaking.
Xia Chun became more and more worried, frowned and looked at her in an exploratory manner:
"Tiantian, what's wrong? Why are you crying?"
"Chuchun, I feel so sad. Can you talk to me?"
Xu Tiantian threw herself into Xia Chun's arms, and tears rolled out of her eyes again. Her chest was blocked and she felt indescribable. Tan Mingyuan's love letter, which was as long as a thousand words, pierced into her heart like an invisible knife.
The waiting, speculation, sadness, despair, and finally giving up, countless emotions suddenly emerged. She would rather believe that he really fell in love with someone else after going abroad than believe that he had always loved her.
In a few minutes, Xu Tiantian was pressed by Xia Chun on the sofa in the head nurse's office.
Xia Chun pulled over the chair and sat in front of her, looked at her with a serious face, and interrogated severely:
"Xu Tiantian, tell me honestly, what happened?"
After a little sadness in Xu Tiantian's mood gradually calmed down. Facing Xia Chun's serious expression, she smiled nervously again.
"Xu Tiantian!"
Xia Chun growled angrily, a stinky girl, crying and laughing.
When Xu Tiantian saw her angry, her depression was like a dark cloud blown away by the wind. She suddenly felt much happier, and she said deliberately:
"I'm happy, pure."
"Happy?"
Xia Chun frowned, her eyes looked suspicious.
"How happy are you? Have you won the lottery?"
“What is winning the lottery?”
Xu Tiantian looked arrogant and arrogant as if she was not short of money, but she couldn't tell the point for a long time. Xia Chun was so anxious that she wanted to reach out and pinch her neck.
"Chongchun, I will tell you a great news. Tan Mingyuan wrote me a love letter of thousands of words. Chunchun, I used to think it was my unrequited love, but today I realized that he has loved me for so many years. Chunchun, do you think I am very powerful? He actually made a man love him wholeheartedly for ten years..."
Xia Chunqing's eyes flashed with a hint of astonishment, and then she understood why she cried and laughed.
The astonishment in her eyes was soon replaced by heartache. She frowned and reached out to hold her hand. She listened to her crying and laughing and talking about her hard waiting for those years.
She is the only one who verifies her persistent waiting.
I still remember the joy and panic when she heard the news of Tan Mingyuan returning to China five years ago, and the pain of her getting drunk in the bar when she was rejected by him...
Her crazy actions of wanting to drain her blood to save Tan Mingyuan were deeply remembered by her. She once devoted all her efforts to that relationship.
Until a little bit of despair, let go.
Seeing her tears in her face, her eyes were moist, and she hugged her in her arms with emotion and said softly:
"Tiantian, don't be sad even if you miss it now. At least you didn't love the wrong person. Although he has never responded to your feelings before, he has always loved you in his heart, right? No matter whether you accept his confession or reject him now, I support you."
Xu Tiantian shook her head blankly and said choked:
"Chongchun, it would be fine if I hadn't met Bai Zihang. You said I had been waiting for him for so many years, why don't you wait a few more months, why don't you hold on for a minute, why don't you ask clearly who the woman he said he fell in love with abroad, Chunchun, if I'm a little more stubborn and persistent, will I really not miss him?"
She is not a passionate woman. She has only loved two men in her nearly thirty years of life and has moved her heart for two men.
And Tan Mingyuan was her first love in her girls' age, and that pure and impurity-free relationship was so beautiful.
"Tiantian, do you still love him now?"
Xia Chun's eyes were full of heartache. Both men hurt her. Tan Mingyuan chose to remain silent when she loved him, and Bai Zihang chose to escape when she loved him.
Now they all appeared in her life together, wanting to pursue again, wanting to start with her again.
For Ruoer, she decided to support Bai Zihang, but now Tan Mingyuan confessed again and told Tiantian that he had always loved her.
Even though Xia Chun thought Tan Mingyuan loved Xu Tiantian before, he had never said it, and she was just guessing and not sure.
Xu Tiantian took a deep breath, raised her hand to wipe away her tears, and said sadly:
"If I still loved him like I used to, I wouldn't be so sad. Chunchun. Now I just feel sad when facing Mingyuan's feelings. I don't love him anymore, what should I do?"
Xia Chun patted her back comfortably and said gently:
"It's okay. If you don't love, you won't love. No one stipulates that you must love him."
This is the first time Xu Tiantian has revealed her fragility and confusion in front of Xia Chun after returning to China.
She learned to be patient and strong during her days abroad, so she has been very strong and happy in front of Xia Chun in the past few months.
"Chuchun, you're the best for me. It would be great if you didn't marry Liang Shangjun. We'd be fine if we lived together."
Before her tears could dry, Xu Tiantian started talking nonsense again.
Xia Chun pushed her away pretending to be disgusting and said coquettishly:
"Go to yours, you have to play with lace to find someone else."
"Prefer color over friend!"
Xu Tiantian pouted dissatisfiedly, and a smile appeared on her face. From now on, she would no longer think about Tan Mingyuan’s affairs. His love letter was equivalent to putting an end to her many years of love.
From now on, Tan Mingyuan will be just her friend or buddy!
Xia Chun got up and poured her a glass of water and returned, and handed it to her with a smile:
"Come on, to prove that I am not a friend, I'll drink this glass of water. Our gentleman has never drunk the water I poured. He has always poured water for me."
Xu Tian frowned and shouted angrily:
"Xia Chun, why do you do this? How can you show your happiness in front of me, a senior single woman? Let's talk about how good Liang Shangjun is, be careful I'll snatch him up."
Xia Chun smiled disapprovingly and said indifferently:
"You go and grab it. Anyway, there are more people who covet my husband. I don't care about you more. But you may have to queue until next year."
"I am your best friend, so I can go through the back door."
Xu Tiantian picked up the cup and drank the water in one breath, then said seriously:
"Zhun, there is one more thing I want to ask you."
"What's up?"
Xia Chun looked at her with a gentle face, with a smile on the corners of her eyebrows and eyes.
Xu Tiantian was about to speak when the ringtone of her cell phone rang again. She took out her cell phone and winked at her when she saw another string of strange numbers in the call and directly pressed hands-free:
"Hello!"
"Hello Miss Xu, I saw your marriage enquiry information on Lily. I think we are very suitable. I will be in the cafe opposite your company now. Come here and we will meet. As long as you are willing, you won't have to work anymore. I will support you for the rest of my life..."
Xu Tiantian looked calm, as if she was listening but not listening.
But Xia Chun beside her had a rich expression. From the start of being shocked to the later endurance, she couldn't help but snatch her cell phone and hung up the phone. She covered her stomach and couldn't straighten her waist.
Chapter completed!