Allen almost became angry: "What's his mother's strategy to defend against thieves? Your dad doesn't like me so much?"

Seeing his deeply hit expression, Lin Moxin smiled softly, then raised his hand and slapped his shoulder: "Okay, can you stop making trouble? I just want to study piano music now. What did Professor Harry say have you forgotten? As long as I continue to study further, it will be not far from my dream. You also know that my dream since I was a child is to be a pianist..."

"Dreams do not conflict with love." Allen looked at her calmly.

Lin Moxin was stunned.

"Mo Xin, we know each other. I am not a strange man who suddenly breaks into your life. We have always had such a good relationship and have a tacit understanding of everything. If you don't have a man you like in your heart, we can really try it."

Looking at Allen's rare sincere expression, Lin Moxin tightened his hand hidden in his sleeves, and after a long time, he smiled and said, "Alan, this is really a good suggestion, but I..."

"Do you have a man you like? Who is it? A student at our college or a teacher or professor? Or is it a successful businessman around your brother?" Allen's royal blue eyes stared at her: "No matter who you are, since you are never together, I can continue to chase you."

"I'm not that good, Alan, we have been good friends for so many years, and it's really not worth it to have a real relationship with me." Lin Moxin's smile gradually became a little embarrassed.

"I have the final say whether it is good or not." Allen smiled and hooked her shoulder again, lowered his head to her face and said, "We are all married at the age of marriage. Mo Xin, my pursuit of you is sincere. If you think about everything I have done over the past year, you will know how much I love you."

"Love?" Lin Moxin paused.

Alan also stopped and looked down at her: "Don't you believe it?"

Lin Moxin was silent for a while before smiling: "What is love? We are all young, and the love we say is actually nothing more than the hormone secretion and self-discharge. The word love may only be the word "two people who stay together until old age and who are gray-haired and will never leave you for the rest of their lives are qualified to mention it."

Alan was stunned.

Lin Moxin in front of him was not like the girl he usually knew. She looked like a noble and holy angel in front of the piano. She was a straightforward and lively girl when she left the piano. However, she has been studying in her studies for the past two years. Sometimes she looks dull and does not seem to have the aura she had when she was a child, but it does not affect his liking for her. She has always liked her for so many years. When he knew that she had returned to the United States and knew that she had actually come to his college to study, she was so excited that she did not fall asleep for several nights in a row.

But Lin Moxin's expression suddenly made him feel a little distressed. She was obviously a girl who always makes people feel happy, so how could she feel distressed?

Allen looked at her silently for a while and whispered: "If you can't accept it now, I can wait, Mo Xin, I don't want to affect your mood. What you experienced when you were eighteen was just a ridiculous farce, which is not love. Even if you have been in China over the years and may have experienced many things, these will only make you grow. If you have not experienced true love, don't deny its existence like this."

Lin Moxin lowered his head and looked at the shoes on his feet and said lightly: "I didn't deny it. As you said, I really can't accept it now."

After saying that, she raised her eyes, stopped looking at him, and walked straight forward.

Looking at her figure, Alan slowly followed her, but did not reach out to hug her shoulders, and whispered beside her: "Mo Xin, there is no one in your heart."

The two walked out of the music academy. Lin Moxin was silent for a long time until she got into his car. She said two words lightly: "No."

Allen laughed directly and was about to reach out to pat her head, but when he saw a layer of indifferent expression on her side, he paused, withdrew his hand and did not make another move.

The two went to eat the newly opened spicy hot pot nearby. Lin Moxin still wanted so much spicy. The owner of the small shop was happy next to her.

"Little girl, you are so spicy when you live abroad? Have you lived in China before?"

Lin Moxin didn't answer, but just raised his eyes and smiled at the boss and then lowered his head to continue eating.

Alan sat opposite her, using chopsticks to carry the vermicelli noodles, vegetables, kelp and other things in the bowl. He didn't like to eat these, but every day he saw her having a happy meal, it seemed as if he was full. Looking at her red and spicy mouth, he really wanted to go up and kiss her.

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In the next week, although there were few performances in winter, because Lin Moxin was a particularly outstanding student in the academy, the professor would still find opportunities to take her to participate in various performances.

In the past two years, Lin Moxin has won many awards. As soon as she came out of the music concert hall, she saw a familiar high-end car parked outside the door. She smiled knowingly, threw her backpack behind her, walked down the stairs to the side of the car, opened the door and saw Lin Qifan wearing an iron gray suit. She seemed to have just participated in some event. When she got into the car, she asked: "Today is the weekend, why didn't I go out for a long walk? I'll just take a taxi back by myself."

"I have been taking care of my children at home for a long time. The weather is not good these two days, and I don't plan to go out. You usually live in the academy and only go home on weekends. I know you are performing here today, so I will pick you up." Lin Qifan took her small bag and put it in the back seat, glanced at the skirt on her body: "You liked to wear skirts when you were a child. I didn't wear them much after living in China a few years ago. Now it seems that you have changed your hobbies again."

"I didn't want to wear it either. The professor said that there would be some important people present at today's performance. Even if I had to change the costumes, I still looked better before changing the clothes, so I bought a dress. How about it, is it good?"

Lin Qifan turned his head to look at the sister beside him, smiled and reached out to hold her earrings upright: "It looks good, you are very suitable for wearing a skirt."

It is rare to hear Lin Qifan praise him like this. Lin Moxin smiled and looked at the street scene passing by outside the car window: "Does mom still help me find a blind date partner? I have told her many times that I am not you, and I am not as lucky as you. I really met someone who is destined to go on a blind date, and my mother was really unable to think about it. Why are you so anxious to marry me out of the way?"

"I heard that Allen was showing off with his dad?" Lin Qifan suddenly said.

Lin Moxin rolled his eyes speechlessly: "Yes, I never expected that in my eyes, he was always the follower of my childhood. Although he is tall and handsome now, he still looks like he was when he was a child. I can't love him at all."

"Which man have you ever felt about in the past two years?" Lin Qifan sighed.

Lin Moxin raised his hand and grabbed his forehead: "Maybe...it will take time. Slowly, you will always encounter a suitable one, but I'm not in a hurry."

"Mo Xin, when you returned to China, your parents guessed that you were emotionally injured, so they didn't deliberately ask you anything. You said you wanted to study piano music, and sent you to the Conservatory of Music without saying a word. However, Qicheng told me on the phone about your affairs, you really should let go of Gu Xiuli." Lin Qifan said softly while driving.

It has been two years, and I haven't heard this name again for a long time. Suddenly, Lin Qifan mentioned it. Lin Moxin just smiled faintly: "Why do you suddenly say these things? I know what I have to do."

"Then have you really let it go?" Lin Qifan looked at her.

"Of course." Lin Moxin answered without hesitation.

Lin Qifan looked at her again and said nothing. Until the car was about to drive to the Lin family, he said, "Alan is actually very suitable for you. I can see that you are very happy together. You just can't overcome the hurdle in your heart. Dad disagrees with you and Alan because he knows that you won't agree. He is protecting you, so he wants to scare him off with the majesty of his eldest father. But Mo Xin, the final decision is still you."

Lin Moxin lowered his head: "Brother, I don't want to talk about emotional issues now. In the past, I was always too persistent in relationships. I thought that endless efforts could be exchanged for what I wanted. Later, I knew it was me wrong, so I now picked up my dream again. I just want to play the piano and just want to go step by step. As for the others, let the flow, I no longer want to force myself to work hard on my relationships, and I really don't have the intention..."

The car stopped outside the Lin family. Lin Moxin untied his seat belt, turned around and picked up his backpack, and got out of the car without saying a word.

Looking at Lin Moxin's quiet back, Lin Qifan was sitting in the car, looking at her with endless pain in his eyes.

He still remembers that two years ago, when he knocked on the door of the hotel room in Boston, Lin Moxin's timid look and the love she longed for failed. She went home like this. She felt that she was very down and wanted to go home but didn't dare. He didn't say a word at that time, just pressed her into her arms, and then Lin Moxin cried.

He heard Lin Qicheng say on the phone that she never shed a single tear from beginning to end.

But she finally cried in his arms.

Whether the love is deep or the wound is severe, only she herself knows clearly that the more determined she is when she leaves, the bigger the wound she is in her heart.
Chapter completed!