Although the sky outside was bright, as soon as the door was closed, the shop was pitch black and dark, and there was only the smell that was most familiar to her on Qin Muyan not far from her nose.

The feeling was so strange that Gu Yufei felt a little panic. She held her breath and turned around and reached out to the wall to fumble on the light. However, before her hand could touch the switch, her arm was suddenly caught by a big hand. She didn't know what he wanted to do, so she subconsciously screamed and hurriedly pushed him away. In a flash, the man was already leaning against the wall, and a flesh wall was pressed against her. She wanted to struggle, but the man was pressing him firmly against the wall and could not move.

In the darkness, she raised her eyes: "Qin..."

The slightly cool lips were suddenly covered by the warm lips due to inexplicable panic. Gu Yufei's face immediately stiffened. Before he could push it away, he had already stretched his tongue in, siegeing the city and not giving her the chance to push it away at all.

"Um..." This is the first time Qin Muyan took the initiative to kiss her. Over the years, this is the first time he kissed when he was awake.

An inexplicable emotion grew wildly in her heart. Gu Yufei didn't like to cry, but everything that had been around for more than ten years instantly passed by her eyes. She closed her eyes and let tears fall between the two of them.

Qin Muyan tasted the salty smell, paused, raised his hand and stroked it under her eyelids, and indeed touched tears. The entangled kiss gradually became gentle, like an apology, or as if expressing something.

However, only a few drops of tears fell, and Gu Yufei suddenly remembered that when Qingqing was critically ill, the man was in a stalemate with another woman in the apartment. In an instant, a disgusting feeling spread. She suddenly pushed Qin Muyan away, turned her head and held the wall to retching.

Qin Muyan was suddenly pushed hard by her, and then she heard her retching sound. She immediately turned dark and reached out to press the switch she wanted to touch before. As soon as the light in the store turned on, he saw her holding her by the wall, her face pale and vomiting to the ground.

"vomit……"

"vomit--"

Gu Yufei's legs were weak and she could only hold on to the wall. She wanted to spit out everything in her stomach, but she couldn't spit out after vomiting for a long time, but she still felt disgusted.

"You..." Qin Muyan frowned, and then saw that her face looked too ugly, so he reached out to help her: "Yu Fei, do you feel sick?"

As soon as he held his arm with one hand, Gu Yufei suddenly retching again. She swung him away hard, turned around and sat on the chair weakly, with a look of exhaustion on her face, raised her hand to stroke her forehead, and a buzzing pain in her head.

"What's going on with you? I'll take you to see a doctor if you feel uncomfortable." Qin Muyan patiently went over to explore her face: "Did you have a cold in the stomach or..."

"Don't touch me!" Gu Yufei raised her eyes and looked at him with refusal.

Qin Muyan's hand that had just reached out suddenly stopped in the air, and the concern in his eyes was obvious.

However, the concern in his eyes made her feel even more disgusting.

Why bother? He has already reached this point, so why should he care about it until now?

She would rather be young and beautiful after all, and a woman who has never given birth to a child, everything is more attractive than her in terms of body shape or appearance. She understands this and understands that Gu Yufei has always been confident, but in the past ten years, facing everything this man has given her, her confidence has been completely based on her work, and she has long been unable to see herself clearly.

Thinking about everything she encountered in the hospital that day, she suddenly wanted to laugh, so she really laughed, her smile was cold.

"You made me disgusted!" She looked at him with a sneer.

Qin Muyan looked at her for a long time before he put down his hand. The care in his eyes gradually faded away, leaving only peace.

Gu Yufei covered her chest and took two deep breaths. The shop was closed. The air was not good behind the door. She couldn't breathe, so she could only stroke her chest and patted it bit by bit. The disgust in her eyes was extremely deep.

Qin Muyan never spoke until her face turned from white to red because of her poor breathing. He turned around and opened the store halfway. As soon as he turned around, he heard Gu Yufei's plain voice.

"You go, I don't want to see you again."

He turned around and looked at her.

Gu Yufei didn't look at him, turned her back, closed her eyes, and pinched her fingers into her palms. Her ears were always filled with the sounds she would rather than the sounds she had in her daughter's ward that day and the sounds that almost despaired in her daughter's ward.

Maybe more than ten years of love will cool down with the chill, but it has existed after all. She knew that she was about to let go, but she couldn't forget it, so she felt disgusted...

Otherwise, she would have no feeling at all.

But so what?

Everything that should have happened has happened, and it was wrong from the beginning.

"Yu Fei."

"I don't want to hear anything you say. Mr. Qin, please leave. If you don't come this time to hurt me or quarrel with me, then please be kind and stay away from me!" she said loudly.

There was no sound behind him for a long time. After a long time, Gu Yufei thought he had left and slowly turned around, but saw Qin Muyan still standing there. The evening sunset outside the door reflected on his face, and she noticed some green beards growing on his chin.

Indeed, they are no longer young men of seventeen or eighteen years old, and young men who are in their prime at the age of 20.

In these long-lasting years, what is there to be eternal?

Perhaps hatred lasts longer than love.

Qin Muyan looked at her quietly, and Gu Yufei turned her back again.

"Actually, we can't see our hearts clearly, even if we are alive to the age of you and me." Qin Muyan said.

Gu Yufei did not answer, but turned her back to him silently, opened her slightly closed eyes gently, looking at the scarves and shawls she knitted in the small warehouse inside.

"I don't need to see clearly anymore, nor do I need to be seen clearly." She said lightly.

Qin Muyan nodded: "It is a good thing to let go of your persistence, but Yu Fei, you used to be obsessed with that feeling, but now you are obsessed with hatred. Are you really excited?"

Gu Yufei didn't speak.

Qin Muyan smiled, thinking about how she had just retching for a long time because of herself, it wasn't pretending, it was true.

Once her favorite, she has now become a point that makes her sick.

Qin Muyan thought that this life might only be with Gu Yufei, he failed from beginning to end.

I don’t know how long it took, but it was quiet behind me for too long. Gu Yufei was not sure whether he had left or not, but her legs were numb. She sighed lightly, bent down to rub her legs, and then turned around.

There was no Qin Muyan in front of the shop. She looked forward and saw a denim sun hat hanging in front of the door disappearing. A pink 100-yuan RMB was clipped on the small clip with the hat in front of it.

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"You have been back specially for cooking for Qingqing and me these two nights. In Lijiang and Sifang Street, isn't this time the most lively and profitable time at night? Will I delay your business too much?" Lin Qicheng said with a smile while holding the pork on the plate.

Gu Yufei smiled and said, "If you eat some, you can eat them. If you get the cheaper, you will be good." As she said, she picked up some vegetables for Qingqing, so that her daughter could exercise to eat vegetables since she was a child and avoid being picky about food. While picking them up, she turned to look at Lin Qicheng and said, "How long can you stay here? Just come here to have dinner every night during this period. Anyway, with Qingqing here, I'm not afraid of your lustfulness and sensation to me."

"How can I treat you? With Lin Qifan here, how dare I treat you?" Lin Qicheng sneered, and was about to say something, but suddenly hesitated for a moment, looked at her serious expression, and then said, "Do you have something to say?"

Gu Yufei didn't say anything, turned around and wanted to serve him rice.

"His he found you?"

She paused, stopped before looking back at him.

Lin Qicheng looked at him: "Have Qin Muyan found you? He has really come to Lijiang?"

Seeing that Gu Yufei didn't answer, he sighed: "It's been a year, and he is really good. I have never dared to contact you for a year, for fear that the people he has installed beside me will know your whereabouts. Not long ago, I noticed that the people around me who were following me who sometimes didn't seem to have been withdrawn. It happened that the hospital was arranged to Lijiang, and I came here. Unexpectedly, I still came to him."

"If he wants to find it, he will not give up for ten years, not to mention one year." Gu Yufei came back with a meal and whispered: "If he doesn't want to find it, he will never show up. It's not your fault. You will have to face it again sooner or later, but it's just for yourself."

"You asked me to come here to accompany you at night recently. Do you want him to avoid it consciously and not come to you?" Lin Qicheng asked.

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Chapter completed!