The moment he mentioned us in the eleven years, Gu Yufei's cold eyes gradually faded, but they were always slightly cool. She just looked at his side face quietly.

After looking for a long time, I suddenly turned to the beginning and looked out the window silently without struggling.

Perhaps, it is good to have a break.

The Borui Hotel is near Beidou Avenue in G City. It took less than ten minutes to take a taxi. When getting off the bus, Qin Muyan originally reached out to pull her, but Gu Yufei didn't use him to pull herself, so she turned around and opened the car door on the other side and walked out of the car.

Seeing that she was already calm, Qin Muyan looked at her and waited for her to come. The two of them entered the hotel together.

Gu Yufei looked up at the huge and huge sign of the hotel, then turned to see the taxi that had already driven away, her eyes were cold.

Because she no longer struggled and tried to escape, Qin Muyan did not urge her, but stood there quietly, putting her hands in her trouser bag, just looking at her like this, waiting for her to lay her psychological foundation.

When Gu Yufei turned around and looked at him, somehow, in her eyes, she seemed to see something more and something missing in Qin Muyan.

She looked at him: "What's the difference between coming to a hotel and talking on the street?"

"I think we should sit down and talk patiently and quietly." He replied.

Gu Yufei laughed, but she smiled a little coldly. Then she took a deep breath, looked at the packaging bag in her hand, and then looked at the sky again. It was almost dark now. She had planned to go to Rimuli before it was dark, and sat at her brother and sister-in-law's house and went back to take care of Qingqing. Now it seems that she has no chance to go to Rimuli today.

So she walked straight into the hotel with the bag. Qin Muyan always kept the standing posture just now. Even though she had already walked into the hotel door, he was still standing there. After more than ten seconds, he moved his foot, took out a box of cigarettes from his trouser pocket, and took out a box of cigarettes from his pocket. After thinking about it, he did not smoke. He put the cigarette box back and walked into the hotel.

When in the elevator, Gu Yufei just stood there silently. Without saying a word, she was no longer the Gu Yufei who liked to stick to him as much as she would rather find topics to chat with him, talk to him, and knows his mood.

In her and his world, there were only silence and countless frost.

She no longer had the intention to care whether the emotions were still strong or the resentment was more. She didn't want to care about them, nor did she want to count them. In fact, divorce was also a kind of relief. Let him go and herself go.

When he followed Qin Muyan to the door, he opened the door and signaled her to go in. The patience in his eyes and the slight change in his attitude made her suspicious, but just looked at him and walked in without saying a word.

Looking at her silent and obedient back, but obviously because she didn't want to care, she was already fearless. Qin Muyan's eyes were mixed with something, but she didn't see it.

"What do you drink?" Qin Muyan asked when he walked in.

"I'm not thirsty, what do you want to talk about? Tell me quickly. My daughter is still sleeping in the hotel. After a while, she wakes up and doesn't see me, I will cry." Gu Yufei turned around and sat on the sofa, put down the bag in her hand, her eyes very light.

Qin Muyan walked over with a sigh, looked down at her expression, looked at her for a while, and asked inexplicably with a strange smile: "It's really not good to be misunderstood."

Gu Yufei turned her head and looked at him for no reason.

However, he did not explain anything about this sentence. He then took a step back and sat casually on the edge of the bed opposite her, looking at her face with black eyes: "Since you have reached this point now, I think even if you want to divorce no matter what, I should tell you something. Otherwise, it will be too unfair to you."

Gu Yufei didn't say anything, just looked at him.

"Eleventh year ago, at the airport, when I saw you standing there with your suitcase in my arms, I felt my eyes lit up. At that time, Gu Yufei was a very different scenery in my heart, not only because you are the sister of my good brother, but many of your qualities are attractive enough, including me. I am a man, and every unmarried man will naturally be moved by an excellent and beautiful woman, and I am no exception."

"But there is always someone living in my heart, you know that. So even if I am moved, I always treat you as my sister. Because at that time, Qin Muyan recognized the girl named Ji Xinyao. He didn't want to let down his search and waiting for so many years, nor did he want to lose the self who once was full of justice and wanted to protect the little red-faced man for the rest of his life. This is the only thing he has been struggling in the cruel and ruthless business world for so long. That is, if he wants to find Ji Xinyao, he must marry Ji Xinyao, and he wants to give Ji Xinyao a stable, comfortable and happy life."

"Man has a belief, and in those years, that was my belief."

Speaking of this, Qin Muyan suddenly laughed: "Thinking about now, and thinking about everything that I insisted on at that time is indeed ridiculous. But the unknown life and the kind of thing that I have recognized in my heart since I was a teenager are like an ignorant little boy who desperately grasps a piece of driftwood in front of him so that he will not be overwhelmed by the changing things in this world."

"You always ask me why others can do it, but you can't." Qin Muyan suddenly looked at her and said softly: "I'll tell you now."

For some reason, for a moment, Gu Yufei felt a little suffocated.

She knew Qin Muyan too many years ago. He had never said so many things in front of anyone or in front of her, and never told anyone what he thought.

He always does that, and does whatever he wants, without others understanding, never explaining, and has no patience to explain anything for a person or for a thing.

His words "I tell you now" seemed to be the only dawn she had after many years of ups and downs in this marriage. She had obviously had a hint of expectation, but if you think about it carefully, this hint of expectation suddenly became colder again.

Her expression did not change, because he was about to talk, so she listened quietly without interrupting.

"Why can't you be the only one?" Qin Muyan looked at her and said seriously: "Because I care about Gu Yufei, I don't want this woman named Gu Yufei to be hurt by Qin Muyan's stubbornness and ridiculous persistence towards Ji Xinyao. I can be promiscuous to others and act on occasions. Even if those women fall in love with me, I can retreat cleanly. Because the future is too unknown, because Qin Muyan's heart is not clean enough to let go of everything to accommodate you who have wings on my own hands. I can't give you what you want, and naturally I can't destroy you."

"So, even though I knew your thoughts very early, I always pretended not to know. Until you said everything, you asked me with red eyes, why is it you alone, and I couldn't answer at that time. Responding and not responding are both a kind of harm. My subsequent alienation just wanted to downplay this harm, and there was absolutely no intention to escape."

He looked at her calmly: "Gu Yufei, do you know what I was thinking when I knew you were pregnant with my flesh and blood, and even concealed me for seven or eight months?"

"Hate me?" She finally spoke.

"Hate?" Qin Muyan laughed for a long time before smiling, looking at her eyes, and said for a while: "It may be me who should hate me. I am just very confused. After learning that Ji Xinyao married Gu Nanxi, I had a state of chaos in my heart for a long time. That was the most confused day for me, Qin Muyan, in the past thirty years, men did not cry like women, but people's hearts were full of flesh, and Qin Muyan also had times of fragility."

"I've been confused, but before I sorted out everything, you're also in chaos. When I learned the reason for your pregnancy, I just felt that it was a bolt from the blue. Although I often drink and occasionally get drunk, people say that I wake up from drunkenness. In those social scenes outside, there are many women who want to climb onto my bed, but even when I'm drunk, no woman has ever succeeded."

He paused: "It's only you."

"I couldn't even recall your face afterwards, but you got pregnant like this. For seven or eight months I didn't know, my flesh and blood were born in my stomach, but I didn't know at all. Hate may not be, but anger does exist."

He looked at her seriously: "The relationship between the Gu family and the Qin family cannot tolerate such a stain. That will not only destroy you, but also destroy the friendship between the Gu and Qin families, as well as the relationship between me and your brother Gu Nanxi."

"Do you know?" Qin Muyan narrowed his eyes slightly and looked at her face: "When I kicked open the door of the Gu family loft and saw you kneeling on the ground with such a big belly, there was my child there. At that moment, I was deceived and fooled and irrigated on my head. I didn't tear the attic at that time. How much self-control did I use?"

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[Is this swollen? Is it swollen? Is it suddenly talking to her so much?]
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