Gu Nancy Monologue 46
When Gu Nanxi fell asleep, Ji Xinyao quietly sat up from the bed.
Recently, she often wakes up suddenly in the middle of the night, standing in front of the window in a daze until dawn.
Several times when Gu Nanxi woke up at night, she saw her standing in front of the window.
He said: "Even if you are calm now, I can tell you directly that I can't sign this thing. I have never planned to sign this thing since I, Gu Nanxi, married you into the door!"
If you leave, I will worry about you all day long, if you can't eat or sleep well, and it will probably be difficult for you to concentrate when working. You won't die, but I will.
He said, "You are in love with me, and I am in love with you, Xin Yao, can you give me time?"
She begged him to let go, but he said he would not let go.
When she cried and yelled out everything, he knew, he knew it.
At this time, Gu Nanxi even thought about dragging on like this, until her wounds gradually fade, and then set out to resolve the difficult hatred and entanglements.
Yes, for so long, everyone said that Gu Nancy could almost turn the world in politics and cover the sky with one hand, but now, after so long, he has never had the time to start with this matter.
But she wiped everything about him in one sentence.
She said, wouldn't he be happy to look at her?
She turned her head, looked at him, raised her hand and tidied up the collar of his house clothes, and said lightly: "Nancy, let's get divorced."
She said he was pushing him, and he admitted that, indeed, he was pushing her.
He looked at her with a heavy gaze, and after a while, he slowly said: "But I can!"
She finally made a choice, and this result was expected and unexpected.
But even so, she insisted on calling for divorce, but he still answered, no.
Instead of having this heart hung over for so long, I finally got to where I am today. Even though my heart was slight pain, I finally fell into the ground and became stable.
Even though I know how sad she is, I can see that she is actually riddled with holes under this calm surface.
Every word she said was filled with countless resentment.
"You must sign!" She said angrily in a cold voice.
They no longer need to ask and explain too much to each other. She understands him, and he also understands her. There are many things that have always been clear about, but no one has ever been willing to tell them.
Faced with these situations that he could not reverse more than twenty years ago, she felt so much pain and resentment, and she could do whatever she wanted, except divorce or leave him.
He raised his hand to stroke her cold cheeks wet with tears, and patiently persuaded him: "You are pregnant now, with such a big belly, how do you live without me?"
This time she made full preparations because the two had a military marriage treaty when they got married. In fact, he just had a military rank without a name because of family relationships. In addition, in some other situations, he did not have to leave a military marriage treaty when they got married, but he also wanted to restrict himself. From the beginning, although she was unfamiliar to him, he never thought of using her to resolve the issue of the public and theories at that time to divorce. From then on, Gu Nanxi planned to take this responsibility.
But he looked at him with red eyes: "I can live well, Ji Xinyao is not that fragile! Gu Nanxi, even if I leave you, I will not die!"
At this moment, he said that Gu Nancy was despicable or that he used the child to tie her freedom to achieve her desired goal.
This is the case again tonight, but Gu Nanxi has not been sleeping well recently because she has been traveling around all day and making cakes at night. She has not been able to sleep well recently when she sees her birthday tonight. She seems to be in a good mood because she has a good birthday.
He didn't want to see her hurt.
He did not turn his eyes away, even after she said this, he just looked into her eyes.
But in the end, for the sake of her mother, she chose to leave the Gu family and leave him.
Seeing that her eyes were a little straight, even though she was smiling at her, her eyes were empty. Gu Nanxi's heart was slightly empty, and she saw her unusualness. She walked over and held her in her arms, but found that her body was cold.
But I don't want to let go either.
He is willing to beat or scold him or use a knife to cut off his flesh. As long as she doesn't leave, as long as she doesn't leave...
Gu Nanxi thought that he understood Ji Xinyao.
Nan went to bed. She is pregnant now. She always woke up at night and didn't sleep a while ago, but at least she would run back to the bed in the early morning and sleep all day long. Because she does not lack sleep, Gu Nanxi has not exposed her. But today she has not gone to sleep until now, and she looks like she is sick.
Grandpa and dad forced her mother to death and killed her mother. No matter how many entanglements there were, no matter whether Shan Xiaoou was committing his own crime back then, no matter how good she was to her, no matter how happy they were, such moral and moral matters, even if she endured her children and this marriage, she chose to continue to move on, I am afraid that all this would be a pain that lingers in her heart for the rest of her life.
I haven't slept like this for many days until he woke up, it was already dawn, but Ji Xinyao, who usually got up later than her, did not lie beside him.
Nancy, let's get divorced.
He asked her if she had been sitting here all night? She didn't answer. Looking at her expression, Gu Nanxi finally asked: "Is there anything wrong?"
After so long, have you thought of a solution?
He once said something that was right. Sometimes Gu Nanxi was just a coward, just like now. The topic he always avoided was finally revealed today, and this scene he least wanted to see.
To this day, she should have seen that Gu Nanxi was originally a despicable villain. His appearance of hypocrisy was seen by outsiders. Only she knew him, and he was trying every means to force her to stay.
But she was so calm that she just arranged everything quietly, and just said this morning, Nancy, let's get divorced.
When Gu Nanxi saw the divorce reports and divorce agreement letters on the coffee table, she suddenly found that the panic that was originally ready to move suddenly became particularly calm.
Gu Nanxi didn't know whether to cry or laugh, but she finally calmed down, but when she showed her eyes, the firmness revealed in her eyes was still as before.
Today, she finally made all preparations. The divorce reports that needed to be reported, the divorce agreements and related letters, were all placed on the coffee table.
After all, this day has come...
Gu Nanxi stood up and looked at the bedside, touched the temperature beside her with her hands. There was no body temperature at all. She had been getting up for a long time.
Seeing her crying so hard that she could not suppress herself and almost became angry, Gu Nanxi picked her up with heartache and let out a gentle voice to persuade her.
Maybe it was because she was really tired this night, or maybe it was because her thoughts that had been suppressed for a whole month finally poured out. She was relaxed and powerless in an instant, and she didn't bother anymore, as if she was angry by the rogue behavior he had never seen before. She lay on the bed, turned over, pulled the quilt and covered her head directly ignoring him.
"You thought about it for a month, but after all, you made this choice?" he asked.
She said, yes, she was crazy, she was crazy, if he had a scene of his mother's bloody dream every day when he was sleeping, he would have been crazy!
He got up, put on his home and walked out of the bedroom, and saw Ji Xinyao sitting on the sofa in the living room. The computer was placed obliquely on the corner of the sofa, not open. She just sat on the sofa, motionless, and her eyes were always staring at a point on the coffee table.
You are a little hedgehog whose thorns were pulled out by me. Once you leave my sight, do you want me to live with the thorns you left behind?
He wanted to persuade her that even if he knew how difficult she was, he would never divorce this marriage.
"Xin Yao? Why don't you sleep?" Seeing her eyes slightly sinking and her expression was tired, Gu Nanxi frowned and walked over, with a little reproach in her gentle tone.
She endured it for a month, held it in for a month, and finally broke out today.
"It's okay, I'm not sleepy." She smiled at him.
Until she was tired of struggling in his arms, until she suddenly wanted to kneel down, Gu Nanxi's heart trembled, and she pulled her body up angrily and scolded: "What are you doing? Are you crazy?"
She didn't sleep all night and was extremely haggard. He coaxed her and hugged her, took her back to the bedroom, and coaxed her to sleep first.
Ji Xinyao finally cried. She raised her head and tried not to let the tears fall, until she became sentimental from calm to emotion.
He even would rather Ji Xinyao cry and make a big fuss at this moment, shouting to take revenge, shouting not forgiveness, and shouting mortality. As long as she is willing to cry out, it at least means that she is impulsive and she has not completely thought it through.
He knew that she wanted to get together with him because she knew that what happened more than 20 years ago had nothing to do with him, and she did not resent his previous concealment. She said that she just didn't want to stay in the Gu family anymore.
But if you are so happy and parting, you can't forgive him.13acv.
Chapter completed!