Chapter 251 [5000 words] Counting down to the ending
After saying this, Ji Xinyao wanted to stand up. She couldn't stand Gu Nanxi's smell right beside her. She was afraid that she would not be able to make up. Since she had already spoken, it would be better to be a little bit better and be good to anyone.
Gu Nanxi didn't move, but just looked at her. Until she got up, her eyes still stayed on her, and even more on her face, as if she wanted to see from her expression how much she had made her determination.
When Ji Xinyao turned back to look at him again, he looked away and looked at the report and divorce agreement on the coffee table.
"You thought about it for a month, but after all, you still made this choice?"
He picked up the divorce agreement on the table and looked at the extremely official content on it. His eyes were quiet, and he could not see joy or anger, nor what he was thinking.
Ji Xinyao let out a long sigh: "Nanxi, you have known that my mother was forced to death by your grandfather, right?"
Gu Nanxi frowned, put down the divorce agreement, and looked at her: "Xin Yao, did you choose to divorce because I didn't tell you the truth early and hid it from you for too long? Or just because of this resentment that has been around for more than twenty years?"
Ji Xinyao's eyes did not dodge, looked straight into his eyes, and said calmly: "I am not very comfortable not telling the truth, but I can understand that you don't want to destroy the relationship between us and the harmony of this marriage because of this incident. In fact, you are not wrong. You were only young at that time. You didn't know what your grandfather and father did, and you couldn't stop it. You are innocent. I know, so Nancy, I'm very calm now. You and you will never become enemies, but we may not be able to continue doing this couple."
"I have tried to let go of these pasts. After all, these so-called hatreds have never existed in my world. It has only appeared for a month. I thought I could let go. I thought I could ignore all this because of your goodness and your innocentness. But Nancy, you and the Gu family are one. You are the Gu family. No one can change it. I can compare with you all day long in Rimuli. I think this is the world of our two people and has nothing to do with others. But I can't be so selfish. My father and mother are old and grandpa is so old. As the granddaughter-in-law of the Gu family, I can't stay in Rimuli forever, and avoid all elders. Maybe I can delay it for a longer time because of my attachment to your goodness, and then choose to leave. But this is even more unfair to you. Nancy, I just want to calm down and talk to you now. I hope you can sign this agreement."
After Xin Yao said this, her eyes were red, but Gu Nanxi was very calm. He just looked at her. After she said these words, she said in a deep voice: "Since you are very calm now, I can tell you directly that I can't sign this thing. Since I, Gu Nanxi, married you, I have never planned to sign this thing!"
"You must sign!" Ji Xinyao's heart trembled and she said angrily.
Gu Nanxi looked at her and walked over. When she was alert to retreat, she stretched out her arms and hugged her in her arms. When she was about to struggle, she pressed the back of her head and spine and said gently: "Xin Yao, I know you are sad. You can't face your grandfather and dad. I also know that you have been in a dilemma for the past month. I have been waiting for you to make a decision, because I have no other way except waiting. Gu Nanxi may be able to control too many things, but he can't control your mood at this moment."
Xin Yao raised her eyes, looked at the ceiling of the living room, trying hard not to let tears fall, and pushed her hands against his chest, pushing forward with force: "Let me go..."
But he hugged her tighter with his backhand: "I know it is difficult to let you accept the truth, it is even harder to let you accept a Gu family that has never been fair to you. Xin Yao, let me be selfish once, just treat it for me, don't give up our home, don't leave, okay?"
Ji Xinyao gritted her teeth and pushed him away with force. The force was so strong that she had never before. Gu Nanxi was too defensive and was pushed back by her, and then he looked at her with a deep look: "Xin..."
"Gu Nanxi! Put your heart in mind! I feel sad than anyone else to make this choice! Over the past year, I understand in my heart how the Gu family is about me, how you are about me, how happy our relationship is in our marriage! When I knew the truth about this so-called twenty years ago, I thought I would collapse, but I didn't, because the truth is the truth, and I have nothing to do except accept it! How dark the officialdom of this country is, maybe there are more people who are more cruel than your grandfather did back then. He is just one of them! But what can I do if I know! I am just a little citizen and I can't give it to you!
My mother takes revenge! Even if your grandfather puts a knife in front of me and asks me to kill him, I can't do it!" She almost shouted hard: "Don't force me anymore? I don't want to torture like this anymore. On the one hand, it's you and on the other hand, it's hatred. The things that cannot be cut off have caused me torture in this month are not like humans, ghosts, and ghosts! Nancy, you are not selfish, but myself! Can I ask you to let me go? Let's divorce and let me go! No matter how lonely and painful my life will be in the future, it's much better than the torture I have like in the same ice and fire as I am now!"
Gu Nanxi reached out to hug her again, but she waved his hand away and stared at him with her eyes: "It would be fine if it was just an ordinary feud between two families, but the problem is not ordinary! Your grandfather Gu Zhanzhong forced my mother to death back then! Forced her to jump off the building and commit suicide! The bloody scenes at that time were still circling in my mind! Not only in my mind, but those scenes and photos are still in your small room where all the information about the big case is hidden!"
She looked at him and shouted: "If it were me, what would you do? If your mother died in front of you in such a bloody and flesh, one day you know that she was forced to death by the person you loved by! What can you do? Gu Nanxi! Come and tell me! What should I do?"
"Don't be excited! Let's talk well. Xin Yao, you are pregnant now, so you can't be too excited!" Seeing that Xin Yao's eyes were red, she was holding back tears, and finally burst out the emotions that had been suppressed for more than a month. Her almost collapsed negative expression made Gu Nanxi frown. He stepped forward and pulled her into his arms regardless of her struggle: "Okay, okay, just say whatever you want, you can scold or beat him, you can vent whatever you want, don't be too excited, it's bad for your health! Have you forgotten how the doctor told you?"
The resentment was hidden deep in her heart. She thought she could curse without mercy, so she just tore off her face, but when her body was tightly held in his arms, Ji Xinyao finally couldn't help it and lay in his arms and burst into tears.
She had never cried like this, and had never cried like this, as if her whole world had collapsed overnight, as if she was looking for hope in all despair but could never find it. The despair and pain in the crying made him feel distressed.
Gu Nanxi hugged her tightly, bowed her head and kissed her hairline, and went down little by little, kissed her eyebrows, and kissed the tears on her cheeks: "It's good to cry. I've watched you hold it in for a whole month, and I'm afraid you will get depressed and sick, just cry. Xin Yao, with me here, I will always be with you. No matter what it is, let's face it together, I'll be with you, okay?"
Xin Yao cried in his arms while shook her head vigorously, and choked and shouted: "I want to get a divorce!"
"No!" He refused directly, hugging her tighter.
"I want to get a divorce!" She insisted on crying in his arms, pushing him: "Gu Nanxi, please let me go! Don't force me! I beg you! I beg you let me go! Divorce me! I beg you!"
He hugged her tightly, without any wavering: "I won't let go!"
"Let go! Let go-away-"
Seeing that she was struggling too hard, Gu Nanxi was afraid of hurting her, so she held her down while protecting her belly. She looked at her seriously as she twisted her hard and said sternly: "Ji Xinyao, if I let you go now, my mother will be the most mischievous bastard in the world! Now that you are like this, I will not only not let you go, but from now on, you can't leave Rimuli for half a step away! I'm not at ease in your state!"
"I have nothing! I just want to leave! I just want to leave! Can you let me go? I can't stand it anymore! I dream every day that my mother dies! Nancy, I know you love me, if you love me, you let me go! Don't let me suffer like this, okay? I'm begging..." Xin Yao slowly lowered her body, her knees became weak: "I beg you!"
Seeing that she was about to kneel down, Gu Nanxi's eyes turned red and she pulled her hard: "What are you doing? You're crazy!"
"Yes! I'm crazy! I'm crazy! If you can't sleep every day, you'll be crazy when you sleep. You'll be crazy when you're in your dreams!" She shouted at him with red eyes: "Gu Nanxi! Wen Qing is right, why do you have to tie me, a woman who has a deep hatred with your Gu family, to your side! Are you very happy to see me feeling uncomfortable?"
"Why?" His eyes locked her eyes, and his hands firmly held her shoulders and let her look at him: "Why am I like this, you don't know?"
Ji Xinyao shook her head vigorously and raised her hand to cover her ears: "I don't know! I don't know anything! I just know I'm really going crazy! This is the hardest choice I have ever made in my life! But I can't do it! Gu Nanxi! No matter how much I love you, my mother can't come back! My mother can't come back! She can't come back!!!"
Seeing her talking more and more excited, she really pushed herself to a peak because of the calm this month. Gu Nanxi held her body, which kept moving, and said in a light voice: "Calm down first, we think of other ways! There will definitely be a way! There will be a way of both worlds. I don't want you to suffer every day. I feel pain in your heart. Xin Yao, can you give me time, can you give me time?"
"How can I give you time! You have known everything for a long time. Didn't you just want to think of a solution while I didn't know it? But after so long, did you think of it?" Ji Xinyao stopped struggling and calmed down, but raised her eyes and looked at his eyes coldly. In addition to caring and heartache, there was also a sense of seriousness. He actually cared more about this matter than she did!
Gu Nanxi was asked by her, and her hand holding on her shoulder tightened.
Xin Yao sneered: "A person cannot be resurrected. What can you think of? Can you give me a living mother? Can Gu Nanxi give me a childhood with maternal love? To be honest, I never dared to expect these things that are not at all! But why, all of this, I can clearly have, and the person who caused me to be miserable and even forced my mother to death more than 20 years ago was your dear grandpa! My father who was corruption, bribery and seeking love without paying any responsibility! My mother is innocent! Why did they force her to death! For the so-called reputation of your Gu family and the safety of your Gu family, Shi Fang can be crazy, my mother can die, what else can he do with Gu Zhanzhong and Gu Yuanheng--"
She suddenly laughed again and turned to laugh: "I finally know why my grandfather was just angry when he learned that Shi Fang was taken back, but he didn't rush to send her away, because the retrospective period of the case had passed! He could have driven a woman crazy to cover up his son and sent her to house arrest abroad! He can now tolerate Shi Fang being taken back in order to let Xiu Li, the grandson, enter the Gu family calmly! He will use all available channels to achieve all goals!"
She smiled: "My mother is even more stupid. She thought it was useless to leave that necklace. The retrospective period has passed. This necklace can at most ruin the true sinners in that case and their reputation are ruined. But I, Ji Xinyao, have no power and power. What can a necklace do in my hands?" She blinked and continued to smile: "So I know now why after I got married to you, He Manni was so eager to find the necklace. She was afraid that I would use your power... If you, Gu Nanxi, want to turn the case out and investigate it again, the influence would be different..."
Gu Nanxi looked at her and saw that she was staring at her, her eyes were cold, but she had really become calm.
Perhaps she is always calm, and she must use all these painful emotions to express everything she wants to say.
He looked at her eyes and looked at her deeply: "Xin Yao, I know what you are in pain. I know that your mother's death has always been a big shock in your life. It's just that you are used to restrain yourself and don't like to amplify the pain. Now these truths make you breathless. You have no other way than to escape, but where can you escape? I can rest assured where you escape?"
He raised his hand and stroked her cold cheeks wet with tears: "You are pregnant now, with such a big belly, how do you live if you leave me?"
She looked at him red-eyed: "I can live well, Ji Xinyao is not that fragile! Gu Nanxi, even if I leave you, I will not die!"
"But I do!" He interrupted her, his eyes deep.
She was stunned and looked at him in shock.
"If you leave, I will worry about you all day long, I can't eat or sleep well, and it will be difficult for me to concentrate when working. You won't die, but I will." He looked at him with a determined look. Finally, he gradually slowed down his voice and said softly: "You are a little hedgehog who was pulled out by me. Once you leave my sight, do you want me to live with the thorns left by you?"
Ji Xinyao turned cold and said, "Gu Nanxi, are you forcing me?"
He was silent and looked at her for a long time before saying, "Yes, I'm forcing you to stay, and force you to stay by my side."
"What if I don't?" she glared at him.
Gu Nanxi smiled and did not answer. Suddenly picked her up. When she was shocked and was about to cry down, she lowered her head and said gently: "It is useless to argue about these things now. You didn't sleep all night last night. Now I've cried for a long time. I'll carry you back to the bedroom and have a good sleep first. Look at your face. It's already very unhealthy. Don't let me worry about you from now on, just treat it as being kind to me, um? Wife?"
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Chapter completed!