find your past
Good night kiss... Actually, Lu Feichi wants more, more, but he knows that he can't do it now, and he can't ignore it and worry about it.
And he, Feng Yining, whose whereabouts are unknown.
I have an idea in my mind, but whenever I think about it, I feel that I am too idealistic and self-deceptive. How could love be Yining be? He has seen Yining's photos, but he is not alone at all.
But he really hoped that love would be Yining, so that his world would be happy.
"Stop messing around Achi, it's getting late. Today, both children will stay with me. I'll send them tomorrow, okay?" Qing Tong held Lu Feichi's hand and said softly to him, "I don't want him to provoke a slap, otherwise, there would be no good life tonight."
Lu Feichi pinched her face and knew that she had worked hard today, and she had something to do when she went back. She kissed her forehead and left decisively. Otherwise, looking at her again would be a torture.
"Then you have some rest, see you tomorrow."
"Well, so do you, be careful when driving on the road."
After saying goodbye to Lu Feichi, he returned to the house and took care of his two children to sleep. Before going to bed, he had a good night story. The two babies were so well-behaved, especially Hanhan, who had never lie in his mother's arms like this, listening to the story quietly. When he thought of the beauty of his mother's life, Hanhan couldn't help but hugging his mother's neck tightly and leaning against her.
Niu Niu on the other side has long fallen asleep because she sleeps with her mother like this every day, so she doesn't think there is anything special.
In the quiet room, Hanhan looked at his mother, and his mother read the story. The quietness and peace were as if time had stopped at this moment.
After reading two slightly longer stories, it was not too early, but Hanhan still didn't want to sleep because he was afraid that once he closed his eyes, he would find that everything today was just a dream. When he woke up, he still had no mother and father in the cold big house with his father, and there was no happiness at all.
"Hanhan, it's time for us to go to school tomorrow. Look, Niu Niu has already been sleeping like a pig!" Qing Qian was joking while coaxing the child.
"But mom, I don't want to sleep yet. No one has ever slept with me like this before. When I was with grandma and the others, I slept with grandma. When I slept with dad, I slept in my own room. Dad was always busy until very late. I brushed my teeth and washed my face every day and took care of myself. Now, I finally slept with mom and could still listen to stories. I was afraid that this was a dream. When I woke up, I found that there was no mother and no story..."
Hanhan's little hand held the love tightly, but he just didn't let go.
Qing Qian felt helpless. At the same time, she also knew that she had not been by his side for so many years, so she must be insecure. She also had a responsibility, and she only knew that she had only one child, but she didn't even know that she had a son. When she thought of this, she didn't have no resentment towards Ye Mingzhu.
"Hanhan is weird, mom won't leave, mom will sleep on your back. You close your eyes and mom coaxes you to sleep. Mom promises that when you wake up tomorrow morning, mom will still be there. At that time, mom will definitely make you a delicious breakfast in the kitchen, and then you will bring you a delicious lunch to kindergarten. OK?"
Hanhan's little eyes were rolling, as if he was thinking about this question. Is this how it developed? After turning it, he took a look at Love Cong again.
"Huh? How about it?" Qingqian looked at him and asked for his advice, completely treating him as an adult.
"Then...well, I'll go to bed now, mom will make me some delicious food tomorrow."
"Well, mom must keep her word. Baby, hurry up and go to bed! Mom coaxes you to bed."
As he said that, Hanhan closed his eyes, Qingqian looked at him, patted his back and coaxed him to sleep.
This son seemed to her suddenly fall from the sky, with surprises and helplessness, and more of happiness and gratitude.
Her path to happiness seems to be on the right track, and she gets closer and closer, as if she will reach the end soon. Now, she is waiting for herself and Lu Feichi to recognize each other, and all happiness will be far away.
Thinking of this, she felt that everything in the past four years was indifferent. She closed her eyes, hugged her two babies, and gradually fell asleep. In the dream, she dreamed that she and Achi, with two children, were smiling happily together...
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When Lu Feichi drove back to his residence, he received a call from Rong Yan and received an enveloped photo in his inbox.
After opening the door and entering, he opened the envelope and the large stack of photos were scattered on the table. Even a man like him could not bear to look at it.
Ye Mingzhu looks like she has sex with two Americans. She has been perfectly presented in these photos. She is completely different from what she sees on weekdays. Her face is full of indulgence.
However, this feeling is not happiness, and she can't hide her loneliness.
How could she and him reach this point today? Sitting alone in a lonely space, he thought about this question repeatedly, but he didn't expect that the friendship he had when he was a child actually turned into like this. In fact, to be honest, it was something he didn't want to see.
However, now, the two of them must not be able to go back to the past, but letting her go was not as good as him to investigate her thoroughly.
Looking at the dirty scenes in the photo, Lu Feichi's heart is not unwilling to worry about.
The two of them separated for a long time. For nine years, if a woman had to stay in the empty room for nine years, wouldn’t it be too wrong for her? He knew that the big reason she chose to fall like this was because she refused to give her what she wanted.
Not long after, Rong Yan's phone came in. Lu Feichi was so utterly confused at first that he didn't hear it. He knew that the phone rang for a long time before he answered: "Hey."
"See those photos?" Rong Yan asked in a low voice.
"Yeah, I saw it." He gathered all the photos, then turned them over and closed them on the table, not wanting to take a look.
"What are you going to do? Do you still want to indulge her? A Chi, to be honest, I'm checking recently. I thought about it. Feng Yining is very likely not dead. Moreover, Ye Mingzhu told you that your car accident was because of eating and saving her, but don't you find it strange? That day, Yining also disappeared. Don't you think there is something strange in the middle?"
"Yan... I keep checking this matter. If there is no evidence to prove that she did it, I don't want to make her think so badly and wrongly accused her. After all, I have not been completely unresponsible over the years. Of course, I know she has the responsibility too."
Lu Feichi's rare reason is because the painful five years and the three years of sleep have made him waste too much time in his life that should be happy. He doesn't want to continue to do this in his future life, wasting his own life. He thinks that his future life should be occupied by love and happiness.
"Okay, I know what you are worried about, don't worry, I will continue to investigate things. Without 100% evidence, I will not make a conclusion about her. What about you, how are you, and still with that girl recently?"
When it comes to love, Lu Feichi's mood obviously improved a lot, "Well, yes."
"You said too, she knows Feng Yining. In my opinion, you should be careful and not be blinded by feelings. I will check this girl carefully. After all, Yining had no friends before, and all of our friends were known to us. Isn't it strange that a girl who knew her suddenly appeared? Did you think so?"
"Well, I understand, but no matter what method is used, no matter whether she has any problems or not, she can't hurt her."
"I understand, don't worry, then just do this first and wait."
"Yeah, bye."
After hanging up the phone, Lu Feichi took out his wallet, and a photo was quietly lying inside. That photo was the first time I took a wedding photo with Yining. There were two wallet photos. The two of them were one by one. In the past, when he didn't like Feng Yining at all, he wouldn't put this in the wallet. Maybe it was when he liked her later. Unexpectedly, after putting it in, he never took it out again.
Until now, although he was dating love, he still couldn't bear to take the photo away and still put it in his wallet like this.
Lu Feichi took out his wallet, looked at Feng Yining's faint smile and his expression that was not very happy, and couldn't help but think deeply.
It seems that there is always a voice telling himself that Feng Yining, a woman, is not a simple existence in her life.
"Feng Yining..." His fingers swayed across this photo, closed his eyes, and searched hard for every bit of it with this woman, but found that he could not remember anything.
He pinched his eyebrows with his thumb and index finger, and chose to forget all this for the time being. Feng Yining and He Qingqian, these two women, to be honest, both cared about it and didn't want to let go. Now he even felt that he was a bit of a bastard, just like Chen Shimei in this world. When he met a beautiful woman, he refused to let go. Seeing that one fell in love with the other, he couldn't understand why Lu Feichi became like this?
After thinking about it, he felt that it was necessary to return to China for a while. Perhaps, returning to China could help him remember the past, but he was also worried that once he returned to China, he would make a decision, whether he would guard Feng Yining and let go of He Qinglian. He didn't know how he would make a decision, but he only knew that everything in the past was something he could not escape, and he had to think about everything in the past completely.
But before all this, he had to break all Ye Mingzhu's thoughts and tell him that no matter what, it was impossible for them.
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The next day, Lu Feichi found Ye Mingzhu. Because of his mother's consideration, the two of them made an appointment to meet in a relatively private private room.
Lu Feichi's request is very simple. In the future, if he moves out of her mother's house, he will give her some money, which is enough for her to live the rest of her life. If she wants a house, he can also buy her a house, it depends on her own choice.
After hearing his suggestion, Ye Mingzhu couldn't help but laugh. In the past, she could have a try, but now, Achi already knows her private life. What qualifications does she have to let him not leave him?
I have loved him for so many years and endured him for so many years. When she thinks about it, what did she get?
Without dignity, his heart became vicious. Even Jun Hao left himself, and in the end, he was nothing.
What is the fault of her love? She has reached such a land now?
But Lu Feichi gave her face. She saw the envelope in his hand. She knew the photo. She also knew what it was. At least Lu Feichi did not embarrass herself in front of her.
"A Chi, I have been in love with you for so long. Shouldn't I give me some time?" Her smile now was no longer so bright, and she was even a little embarrassed and stiff.
She stood up, and since she understood what he meant, there was no reason to stay here and bring shame to herself.
Looking at her back as she was about to leave, Lu Feichi couldn't bear it after all. "Actually, Yan Junhao has always cared about you over the years, and he really likes you."
When she heard someone mention Jun Hao's name, Ye Mingzhu's heart seemed to be caught by someone! She also knew that Yan Junhao was really good to her?
But now I am no longer worthy of him. How could she bear so much love from him?
Shaking his head, this man is destined to be not worthy of his life, so why bother to make him suffer?
"You don't want it, just give it to Yan Junhao? Just like me, Yan Junhao, I don't like it!" She said this on purpose, making him feel that he is a worldly woman.
She has no image now. What's the point of being a little worse? "Tell Yan Junhao, while she is still young, let her get married with a little girl. He is not suitable for me like this. When he gets older, he will be older than an uncle. The little girl is unwilling to find him."
As she said that, she was about to leave, but Lu Feichi couldn't help but shout: "Mingzhu."
Ye Mingzhu still couldn't leave casually. She was always so addicted to his voice.
"I know, you are not bad in nature, why don't you give him and yourself a chance? I believe that you are the one you."
"Really? Who knows? If I were still the same me, then why can't you love me well?" she turned around and asked him.
However, Lu Feichi was just silent.
And how could she not understand his silence? "Don't worry, I have been sentenced to death with you. Even if I really want to be with you, you won't be willing, right? Then don't care about me, care about me, just let me die on my own like this. Maybe one day, I will figure it out!"
In this way, Ye Mingzhu slowly disappeared from Lu Feichi's sight.
Lu Feichi looked at her depressed back and couldn't help it. He called Yan Junhao. It was too lonely to be alone on the other side. Perhaps, two equally lonely people would not be so lonely and unbearable when they walked together!
The phone call was quickly dialed, and Yan Junhao's voice came quickly, but his voice seemed not very clear, as if it was a little confused, and he was drinking.
Since contacting him, he has always been like this, drinking to relieve his sorrows.
"Now I'll give you a chance. How to grasp it depends on you." Lu Feichi doesn't care whether he is drunk or not. "If you treat Mingzhu well now, maybe you can really be with her. She is very fragile. Maybe the happiness she wants is only for you."
Chapter completed!