Gu Jinzhi knew that Zhu Zhongjun was crying.

She didn't move.

She also loves to cry, but she still can't shed tears at this moment.

Gu Jinzhi was unable to respond to Zhu Zhongjun's touch, which made her feel frustrated.

There are too many things in my mind...

Gu Jinzhi thought that the burden in his heart was the burden on his back. It was very heavy, so it was so difficult for her to move. If she wanted to be more relaxed, she had to throw it away one by one instead of hiding herself.

Gu Jinzhi is no longer as negative as he was hurt by Chen Chen last time...

The two hugged each other for a moment, and Zhu Zhongjun let go of Gu Jinzhi.

After Zhu Zhongjun left, Gu Jinzhi took the gold book and looked at it for a while.

She carefully wiped it with a silk velvet, clean it, and then handed it to the maid and put it away carefully.

After seeing off the guests at home, Song Pan'er asked someone to call Gu Jinzhi.

Gu Jinzhi called Nishang: "Take the golden book with you, let's go to the wife's side."

Song Pan'er really wanted to read the Jin Book.

Seeing the golden book, Song Pan'er held it in her hand and looked at it. The smile on her face was too melancholy: a girl who had been raising her for more than ten years, after she handed out such a golden book, she was no longer a member of the Gu family...

"It's taken away." After reading it, Song Pan'er returned it to Gu Jinzhi.

Gu Jinzhi smiled and said yes.

She is as usual.

Song Paner always felt a little uneasy.

From the time of disappearance to the present, Gu Jinzhi has been too quiet, making everyone who cares about her at home worry.

Her reaction was completely different from what everyone expected.

"Do you sleep well at night?" Song Pan'er asked Gu Jinzhi.

Gu Jinzhi said: "Last night, I felt a little hot last night. After sleeping for a while, I woke up hot. I woke up and couldn't sleep anymore. Maybe it was because I was booking today and I had something to do in my heart."

She always tells the truth, but the reason is so legitimate and never hides it.

Song Paner did not have a deep understanding of Gu Jinzhi.

She loves this daughter, but she can't understand this daughter.

Many things about Gu Jinzhi were not understood by Song Paner, just like her medical skills, and just like her quietness at this moment.

"...I've had lunch, go back and have a rest." Song Paner said with concern.

Gu Jinzhi nodded and said yes with a smile.

After returning from the main room, Gu Jinzhi lay down and took a break.

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By late August, the bleakness gradually faded.

The beautiful autumn scenery dyed the maple leaves red and the sycamore tree fell. Before he could be energetic, he became lazy and lonely.

After the registration was issued, Zhu Zhongjun lived in the palace.

On August 21, the Empress Dowager invited Gu Jinzhi to the palace.

Gu Jinzhi left in formal wear.

When I arrived at Kunning Palace, Aunt Cheng came to receive her.

The Empress Dowager was promoted to the main hall, and Gu Jinzhi gave a great gift.

Then the Empress Dowager stepped back and left only Gu Jinzhi to speak in the middle hall.

But she was silent for a long time.

After a while, the Empress Dowager's voice was a little hoarse and powerless, and she said to Gu Jinzhi: "Xiaoqi, the Ai family loves you, but Zhongjun treats you as a life, so you should treat him kindly. This son of the Ai family,

A little silly..."

When the King of Luyang was stupid, the Empress Dowager could never bear to describe him like this.

Only when he was done was the Empress Dowager used metaphor to speak this word.

"Yes." Gu Jin's way. "Xiao Qi also did his whole life to be kind to the prince. Don't worry, the queen mother."

The Queen Mother nodded.

Gu Jinzhi knew in his heart that something big happened to her almost ruined her reputation. The court still registered her, and she didn't care much about her reputation.

Perhaps it was Zhu Zhongjun who forced him to die in front of the Empress Dowager.

Zhu Zhongjun never cared about Gu Jinzhi's issue. He often used life and death to tell the Empress Dowager: If Xiao Qi was gone, he would not be alive.

Gu Jinzhi clenched his fists gently.

She said again: "Empress Dowager, Xiaoqi will follow the prince and treat you as a filial mother to repay your great kindness. Xiaoqi will never forget your kindness. Xiaoqi will take good care of the prince..."

She knew that the Queen Mother had made efforts.

The Queen Mother felt a burst of soreness in her heart.

In this matter, Gu Jinzhi was not at all at fault.

But it was her big mistake to ruin the reputation.

This is the unfairness of the world to women, and the empress dowager can do anything about it.

Gu Jinzhi never explained it, but only showed loyalty, which made the empress dowager feel that she was very sensible.

It hurts people to be so sensible at this time.

The Queen Mother has always liked Gu Jinzhi very much.

"Good boy." The Queen Mother praised.

After Gu Jinzhi left, the Empress Dowager sat on the couch without getting up.

Her head hurts a little.

Aunt Cheng brought a cup of hot tea and handed it to the Queen Mother.

Seeing that the empress dowager was irritated, she comforted her and said, "Empress, the prince is still a child. How can children distinguish right from wrong? You shouldn't ask the emperor to register her according to the prince's wishes. Now, you are in a dilemma..."

Of course the empress dowager was in a dilemma.

She still couldn't bear to part with Gu Jinzhi.

The King of Luyang did not pretend to threaten. He really cared about Gu Jinzhi, and the Empress Dowager had seen it.

That time the empress dowager told him not to follow him, but the King of Luyang sneaked away when he arrived at Gu's house.

Knowing that the situation was critical, the King of Luyang ignored it.

He said that he regards Xiaoqi as his life. If he can't marry her, he will not even want his life. It would be better to wipe his neck clean with a knife, or simply be drowsy and don't wake up...

The Queen Mother was a little angry at the time for such a threat.

When she calmed down, she felt sad again.

"Ai's family has suffered so much, and today it is to make the son of Ai's family suffer the pain of losing his beloved wife?" said the Empress Dowager, "What Ai's family wants is not a rich and elegant dress, but as much as they want. Ai's family wants.

If you can't, let Zhongjun be willful. It's hard to buy a thousand gold coins to have a relationship..."

How many people in this world can do whatever they want?

Aunt Cheng didn't dare to make any more suggestions.

"Xiao Qi saved this life of the Ai family." The Empress Dowager said again, "The Ai family also saved her life..."

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Gu Jinzhi came back from the palace and Song Pan'er picked her up.

"What did the Empress Dowager say?" Song Pan'er asked.

Gu Jinzhi made up some good things.

"Mom, I will meet noble people in my life." After saying that, Gu Jinzhi suddenly stood up and snuggled into Song Paner's arms, like a child.

After she said this, her eyes became hot.

The Empress Dowager is Gu Jinzhi's nobleman.

If the royal family resigns, ordinary girls will have no way to die. Gu Jinzhi will not seek death, but there is no hope of getting married in this life.

The marriage in her previous life was a failure. In this life, Gu Jinzhi wanted to manage her well, and she wanted a complete family.

The other party is the familiar Zhu Zhongjun. Of course, it is the best.

If you ruin your reputation and become a wandering doctor, you will be idle.

But then, what's the difference between it and the previous life?

After hearing her words, Song Pan'er also understood a little.

She gently touched Gu Jinzhi's cheek and said softly: "My son, you are kind-hearted. You will always be rewarded if you make good friends. God is watching."

If Gu Jinzhi had not saved the Empress Dowager, how could he have received today?

Song Pan'er felt that her life was not as good as Gu Jinzhi.

She seems to have never made any good relationship.

"Good heart?" Gu Jinzhi repeated this sentence. Then, all her tears disappeared. She laughed in a low voice and said helplessly, "Mom, I am indeed kind-hearted. This is not good, my heart is hearted.

Good, the burden is too heavy, I don’t want it anymore. I live a better life, don’t be so kind. My mother’s heart is also good. I still live a happy life, I want to be like my mother…”

Song Pan'er was confused when she heard this.

But my daughter's words affirmed Song Paner's character.

Song Pan'er smiled and said, "You kid, everything is good?"

"Mom is good at everything." Gu Jinzhidao, "You are the best person I have ever met."

Suddenly I remembered my mother for the last life, and Gu Jinzhi's appearance towards her was a little blurred.

She had known once that she had no fate with her mother in her previous life.

I didn't dare to admit it at that time.

Filial piety is a hurdle in Gu Jinzhi's heart.

After living for two lifetimes, she still couldn't let go. There were too many moral bottom lines in her heart, which made her afraid to imagine what she really needed.

She is a hypocritical person.

Now, Gu Jinzhi suddenly no longer has so many concerns. She has figured out a lot of things these days.

She and Song Pan'er are like mother and daughter who have been destined for several lifetimes.

As a mother, if she uses educational concepts to cover Song Paner’s parenting lessons, she is not perfect. However, family affection is not those, it has only a simple bond: love.

Love, all shortcomings can be ignored.

My mother in her previous life also loved Gu Jinzhi, but Gu Jinzhi felt it was not obvious. She felt that to her mother, she was just a small part of her mother's life.

Song Paner's love for Gu Jinzhi was strong and deep, and could fill Gu Jinzhi's heart.

She loves Song Paner, and she also knows that Song Paner loves her very much.

Once something happened to her, Song Pan'er couldn't survive. She was not part of Song Pan'er, she was all about Song Pan'er.

This is love, which can affirm each other's position in each other's hearts.

"Nonsense." Song Pan'er smiled after hearing Gu Jinzhi's words, "You are like your father and have a good heart. God will favor such people."

Gu Jinzhi didn't feel that God favored her.

If she really favored her, she would not have met Tan You and Chen Chen.

It was too easy for Chen Chen to leave, which made Gu Jinzhi unable to let go of his shadow for decades.

Tan You and Gu Jinzhi don’t plan to let him leave so simply. The shadow in his heart needs to penetrate the sunlight.

"Mom said she would favor her, so she would favor her." Gu Jinzhi said with a smile.

Then, she asked Song Paner, "Can I go to Prince Jian's mansion tomorrow? I don't know if Princess Jian's illness has been cured last time, and I can't let it go."

Song Pan'er deliberately said coldly, "A person who is about to get married is still thinking about his illness."

Gu Jinzhi smiled: "Not it. Isn't Princess Sirou at her parents' home? I want to meet her. I have many friends and many contacts in the future."

Song Pan'er was stunned.

"Do you want to interact with her?" Song Pan'er asked back, "There are so many people in Beijing, why do you suddenly want to interact with her?"

"The Prince Jian's Mansion is the prince's uncle's house, and Princess Sirou is the prince's cousin. It's okay to interact with each other." Gu Jinzhi smiled, "Can I go?"

Song Paner was suspicious.

Did the Queen Mother say something?

Gu Jinzhi has always been concise in the palace.

But Gu Jinzhi was clear and could not suffer any losses when he acted, so Song Paner was not worried about her.

She had no choice but to say, "Okay. If you have time tomorrow, just hand in the post and go to visit them."

Gu Jin's way is.

She didn't wait until tomorrow.

After returning from the room, she handed a post to Princess Sirou.

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Chapter completed!