Gu Jinzhi has been drowsy.

She could feel someone feeding her water.

But she couldn't wake herself up.

She understood in her heart, but her limbs were weak. Her body betrayed her brain and was uncontrollable. She didn't even have the strength to struggle and let the nightmare control her.

She is in one dream after another.

The dream is messy.

Rongnan when he was young and Rongnan when he grew up were mixed in a time and space.

Gu Jinzhi hasn't missed Rongnan like this for a long time.

Rongnan was very interesting and very smart when he was a child. Everyone said that he looked like Zhu Zhongjun.

Boys inherit all their IQs. Rong Nan is so smart that he clearly looks like Gu Jinzhi...

But Gu Jinzhi is not as outstanding as Zhu Zhongjun.

Zhu Zhongjun concealed Gu Jinzhi's light, so people say that Rongnan and Zhu Zhongjun are carved from the same mold, and no one is sure of Gu Jinzhi's contribution.

When Rongnan was six or seven years old, she loved riding horses very much.

Gu Jinzhi took him to the horse farm and would not be able to control him for a while.

He went crazy and refused to listen to Gu Jinzhi.

When the matter was over, Gu Jinzhi said that he was wronged and pouted.

Rongnan in the dream is no longer short.

Gu Jinzhi said he, and he turned around and ran away.

She went to chase Rongnan, but she found Rongnan when she grew up.

He looks like Zhu Zhongjun and looks very outstanding. There are always girls around him around him.

And he only circled around Huainan.

Rongnan felt very much in love with Huainan, and thought of Huainan for every detail. She was even more careful than Gu Jinzhi, her adoptive mother.

At that time, Gu Jinzhi only thought he loved his sister, and they were brother and sister.

Gu Jinzhi also has cousins, and she has a good relationship with several of them. She has no barriers between them and cares about each other.

Her acumen is always poor in men and women.

When it comes to relationships between men and women, she rarely thinks about love, just treating it as friendship or family affection. She still doesn't quite understand why love is so easy to emerge.

It is difficult for her to have a good impression of someone herself.

If she had realized it early and stopped it in time, she would not have hurt both Zhu Zhongjun and Rongnan later.

When Rongnan cried the most sadly, it was when Huainan left him.

Gu Jinzhi still remains unforgettable to his tears.

Rongnan, who grew up in her dream, kept crying.

Such a big young man cried bitterly. He hurt Gu Jinzhi hard.

Gu Jinzhi couldn't stop tears.

She wanted to walk over, but shouted Rongnan, but couldn't make any sound.

She choked and tried her best to shout.

After trying countless times, she finally shouted out: Rongnan, Rongnan...

She shouted over and over again.

Rongnan just didn't look up at her and kept crying.

Gu Jinzhi didn't understand why he didn't walk over, but just kept shouting.

Dreams are absurd.

"Rongnan?" Someone suddenly wondered, "Who is Rongnan?"

"Is it the word "Luyang King"? " Someone replied, his voice was neither low nor high, and it came into Gu Jinzhi's ears.

Gu Jinzhi wanted to see who it was, but there was thick black around him.

It was so dark that it could not be seen. Except for Rongnan crying not far away, there was no other way.

The more I looked around, the dark black got closer and closer, almost swallowing her and Rong Nan.

"No. There is a word '生' in the name of the late emperor. How could the word "Luyang King be called Rongnan?" said the voice at the beginning, "I'm afraid it's her lover."

His voice was low and thick, very magnetic.

"Yes." Another voice replied.

A pure and thick voice, a young and loud voice, is two people.

Wake up, wake up, Gu Jinzhi told himself...

"I didn't expect that the rumors said that she fell in love with the King of Luyang was fake." A rough voice mocked, "I'm afraid it's a show for people to watch. I can pretend for so many years, but the old lady didn't let the queen mother see the flaws. It's a

We underestimated her if we are capable."

Gu Jinzhi wanted to struggle.

She wants to wake up.

Maybe she is about to die, otherwise, what's going on with this nightmare?

Her strong arms raised her upper body and let her sit halfway.

Someone pinched her mouth open, her fingertips were thick, making Gu Jinzhi's mouth sore.

Then, Leng Ci touched her lips.

The warm, slightly astringent water flowed into her mouth along the cold porcelain.

She didn't have the strength to struggle, and let the water flow into her mouth and into her stomach along her throat...

The water is not delicious.

Gu Jinzhi choked several times.

She didn't know when the water was over. As the water flowed into her body, she fell asleep again and never heard any sound again.

In the dream, Rongnan disappeared.

"...Hey, which class are you from?" someone suddenly shouted behind him, which scared Gu Jinzhi.

When she turned around, she saw the boy in school uniform, with a tall and tall body, and a gentle smile. He pretended to be strict, but there was a smile on the corners of his eyes, which was very friendly.

It's Qian Zhan.

Gu Jinzhi was lying at the door of the studio in Building 3 and looking inside.

She is delivering something to her classmates.

Gu Jinzhi had a female classmate in her first year of high school who lived close to her family. Their mothers were college classmates, so they were better. Gu Jinzhi had no relationship with that girl, and Gu Jinzhi couldn't even remember her now.

name.

The female classmate was disgusted, but it was true that Gu Jinzhi often brought her things to school.

They are not in the same class. On weekdays, Gu Jinzhi had to learn Chinese medicine with his grandfather, and he had no time to play with her. He was nodded until he graduated.

But because of this, I met Qian Zhan.

Qian Zhan is the senior brother of that female classmate, and he also learns to draw.

After graduating from high school, he went abroad but studied finance.

Which class are you from? It’s the first time Qian Zhan and Gu Jinzhi said.

Seeing Gu Jinzhi a little stunned, he didn't know how to answer, but he laughed: "I'm just kidding you. You are from Class 12, right?"

Gu Jinzhi was stunned again.

She is really from Class 12, Grade 1.

Qian Zhan’s smile is very warm.

When Gu Jinzhi first saw him, he felt that he was a worthy person.

He knew Gu Jinzhi, the class and name she was in, and even told him the origin.

Afterwards, he often used excuses to find Gu Jinzhi.

He also went to Gu's house on weekends.

Gu Jinzhi was afraid of delaying her studies, so he told him the truth and told him not to come home.

At that time, she thought that the friendship between boys and girls was really different.

Until he graduated and wanted to go abroad, he found Gu Jinzhi more and more frequently.

Finally, he confessed to Gu Jinzhi, which made Gu Jinzhi confused.

I still remember that day, he was a little nervous and said uneasy: I like you.

Gu Jinzhi thought about it and said: Oh. I shouldn't be annoying...

She thought this was strange.

If you don’t like her, why do you want to be friends with her?

Then I heard him ask, do you like me?

Gu Jinzhi replied: I like it.

Qian Zhan's face was a little red, his smile was shy, and his helpless look was very cute and silly, which was completely inconsistent with his usual gentle big brother. Gu Jinzhi was a little confused.

The two of them walked a long way, and then he held Gu Jinzhi's hand.

Gu Jinzhi was confused. It was at this time.

She only understood what happened...

They confessed to each other in a daze.

After that, Gu Jinzhi didn't explain anything, she didn't hate this misunderstanding.

Qian Zhan, don't let her hate it.

She felt very comfortable with him, and his smile was particularly heartwarming.

Gu Jinzhi thought at that time, is this love?

After Qian Zhan went abroad, he contacted Gu Jinzhi every day.

He is very clingy.

Later, Gu Jinzhi went to the United States and was with him. His doctoral studies became more and more serious, so he was less attached to Gu Jinzhi.

Qian Zhan is Gu Jinzhi's first love. He is attached to Gu Jinzhi and wishes he could be with her for twenty-four hours.

Gu Jinzhi dared not dislike her, although sometimes she also needed to order private space and time besides sleeping.

She thinks that love is like this.

If she feels annoyed, it is because she doesn't love him enough, and she should work harder.

With this view, Gu Jinzhi felt that Zhu Zhongjun's friendship with her later marriage was not right.

Zhu Zhongjun is not attached to Gu Jinzhi.

Gu Jinzhi’s judgment on love is whether it is sticky or not...

My love with Qian Zhan was almost married, like a roll of black and white tape, which was a little bit in Gu Jinzhi's mind. Although I no longer had my original heartbeat, I remember it.

Remember all the happy and sad ones clearly.

"I thought, when things were over, you would definitely go to the United States with Qian Zhan..." Zhu Zhongjun suddenly appeared and interrupted the black and white film.

His face was flawless in front of Gu Jinzhi, and he said this with a handsome smile.

He was very young at that time.

Gu Jinzhi felt very uncomfortable at that time.

In her dream now, she doesn't feel it.

She even wanted to answer Zhu Zhongjun: She won’t go, Qian Zhan doesn’t need Gu Jinzhi’s pity.

The dream with Qian Zhan was interrupted by Zhu Zhongjun and could no longer be picked up.

Zhu Zhongjun in the dream is fleeting.

Just like his relationship with Gu Jinzhi, Gu Jinzhi couldn't catch it.

There were some clues, but she still couldn't be sure what that meant.

Some sweetness also makes Gu Jinzhi feel that she is her unilateral destruction...

Then, Gu Jinzhi dreamed of Chen Chen again.

Chen Chen...

No matter when I think about it, I am a creepy man.

It's like in a dream.

I dreamed of him, and the scenery around me was completely faded, pale and turbid, which was uncomfortable.

His face was also a bit deformed and hideous.

In Gu Jinzhi's heart, he was always frozen as a man who pressed her on her body to commit violence, with a terrible distorted facial features.

He pounced on him, his hands fixed Gu Jinzhi's head and kissed her lips.

A warm breath came through.

The damp and hot lips lingered on Gu Jinzhi's lips.

His tongue stretched over, stirring Gu Jinzhi's tongue, leaving her nowhere to escape.

She wanted to scream.

Chen Chen's lips left Gu Jinzhi's lips, and he slowly moved down, sucking her chin bit by bit. Then, his tongue licked Gu Jinzhi's neck.

The numb feeling stimulated Gu Jinzhi.

All of this is not like it is in a dream.

It's so terrible.

Gu Jinzhi's stomach rolled in waves. She waved her hands and feet to resist with all her strength, but she heard a crisp and rapid sound of iron chains.

"Zhenzhen..." the man licking her neck whispered.

Gu Jinzhi's hand moved again.

The sound of iron chains clattering came again.

She suddenly opened her eyes.

She opened her eyes for the first time in such a long time.

She really woke up.

Someone pressed on her.

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Chapter completed!