"This possibility is zero!" Li Mingchen responded last.

Ling Yi didn't know how to refute it.

I can't say that why are you so sure that we can't be half-brother or half-brother.

Because of what he said this, he really insulted his parents and Li Mingchen's parents.

She just twitched her head and asked this question.

So if you continue to get entangled with Li Mingchen because of this topic,

It only seems unreasonable or even unreasonable.

Ling Yi finally sat down on the stone bench.

If Li Mingchen doesn't confess to her, she can't convince Li Mingchen.

It seems that they have entered a maze without an exit.

"Mingchen, have you decided to have a heart surgery?" Ling Yisuo asked directly.

If I had known that the result would have been like this,

Before this, she didn't take so many turns.

Just exhaust yourself.

Li Mingchen looked at Ling Yi's gaze, and did not immediately say yes or no, but looked straight at the lip line and pursed it tighter.

“You just need to tell me why you suddenly decided to have surgery?

I just asked about the others." Ling Yi continued.

"I want to live like a normal person!" Li Mingchen replied faintly.

"So you didn't live a normal life before this." Ling Yi lowered her head and smiled bitterly.

"Ye, I won't hide this from you.

I'm just going to tell you later in a while."

“How long will it take for a while?

One week, one month, or one year?

Are you planning to confess to me after the operation is successful?

Or if you fail the surgery, someone will naturally tell me.

So you won't hide it from me, because I will always know it in the end.

Is this what it means?" Ling Yi stared at Li Mingchen and asked.

"Ye, that's not what I mean.

I'll tell you before the surgery.

Making this decision is not an impulse.

It was just that I thought about it for a long time before finally making a decision.

Yi, I want to live a normal life.

It does not refer to normal life, but psychologically.

I don't want us to live in worry when we get married in the future.

I am worried that one day, I will leave suddenly and leave you alone, how do you want to live?

Worrying that you are with me, I can't accompany you to do what you want to do.

You can't feel happy when you're with me.

I also hope I can accompany my child to do what he wants to do.

For example, playing honest cat games with him, playing horse riding games with him, or even I can run with him.

So I decided to have surgery." Li Mingchen responded.

"But have you ever thought, if...if it fails?

All of what you think makes no sense.

You are so sensitive to numbers, you should know that if there are no numbers in front, no matter how many zeros there are at the back, it will be meaningless." Ling Yi said choked.

"So we will get married after the operation is successful." Li Mingchen responded seriously.

Ling Yi looked at Li Mingchen in disbelief.

It turns out that until now, in Li Mingchen's eyes, she is still a person who is afraid of being responsible and can only escape.

“What do we think we are together now?

Have you played house?

What's your marriage proposal to me before?

Do you make me happy?" Ling Yi finally couldn't help it.

"Ye, that's not the case. I really want to marry you.

But not now, but after the operation was successful.

I didn't realize it was a problem before.

Until now, I have become increasingly unable to do it, so I have to face it.

Yi, if I can choose, I will choose the safest way—”

“What is the safest way?

Isn’t it the safest way to not have surgery?

What else is more safer than this?" Ling Yi couldn't agree.

"Ye, if I don't have surgery,

I can't do any intense exercise.

Even if you do it, you must restrain your love.

I can't be too excited, and I can't be too excited if I become a father in the future.

The child scored 100 points, so I could only smile and say you are great.

But I couldn't pick him up and celebrate with him.

I, I can't stand this way of life.

It didn't matter before, because I never loved anyone.

Although I love my family, because of my childhood lifestyle, I don’t feel that there is anything wrong with it, nor do I feel that I need to change.

But now I'm in love with you.

I know this is a stronger emotion than any of the things I have experienced before.

So I hope to give you happiness,

Instead of bringing you into a desperate situation." Li Mingchen said the last sentence, his eyes felt helpless and painful.

A person's pain is often not physical, but mental.

Thinking about living in this kind of worry every day is a kind of pressure.

And he hopes that Ling Yi will feel happiness and ease rather than pressure when he is with him.

"Mingchen, I know I can't convince you!

I only know, if I hadn't known you,

Whatever decision you make has nothing to do with me.

I won't feel any pain you experience.

But now it's different.

I just think about the 20% probability,

I just felt uncomfortable even breathing.”

“Ye,

I won't be willing to let go of you.

So we can definitely hold on." Li Mingchen held Ling Yi's hand and comforted him.

Ling Yi dared not say what if he didn't hold on?

What if it fails?

Not to mention the 20% probability, or the 1% probability, she would be frightened.

What's more, even the surgery that even the people in the Li family opposed, she felt even more unsure.

But she couldn't convince Li Mingchen to change his decision. This feeling was too powerless.

It was as if she could obviously pull someone standing by the cliff back to safety.

But just a little bit worse, she just couldn't reach him.

It was a little too late, and Li Mingchen sent Ling Yi back downstairs to her house.

Ling Yi reached out to say goodbye to Li Mingchen, but he still put down his hand when he was halfway up.

She is unwilling to say goodbye to Li Mingchen or wave goodbye to him in the future.

"I'm going up." Ling Yi said at last.

Li Mingchen nodded.

Ling Yi went upstairs and went upstairs without looking back.

But when I entered the house, I walked towards the window inertia.

She stood by the window and looked downstairs, but she happened to meet Li Mingchen's gaze that looked up here. The two of them met, but neither of them looked away.

After a while, Li Mingchen smiled, then reached out and waved at her, then turned around and got into the car.

Ling Yi looked at the scene, but was a little angry.

So he picked up his cell phone and called Li Mingchen.

"You won't be allowed to wave to me in the future!" Ling Yi said after the phone call was connected.

"Okay!" Li Mingchen responded gently.

"When you go home, go to bed early and stop working."

"good!"

"..." Ling Yi was silent for a while before continuing, "If you insist on having the surgery, I will be with you!

But you have to know that I will wait for you, no matter what the result is.

So... don't let me wait for nothing!" Ling Yi pursed her lips after saying that, for fear that she would not be able to control her crying.

"I understand!" Li Mingchen responded on the other end of the phone.

"Mingchen, you won't let me go, right?"

"yes."

"I can't bear to leave you either, so you must be fine!"

"Okay!" Li Mingchen agreed with a smile.

Ling Yi could no longer say anything, so he hurriedly said good night and hung up the phone.

She didn't know if her decision was correct.

At this moment, she seemed to be standing on a steel wire, thinking about persuading Li Mingchen to give up the operation, while on the other hand she didn't want Li Mingchen to be depressed because she couldn't undergo surgery.

In the end, she didn't even know which side she was inclined to, and whether she was doing it right?

She didn't even believe herself!

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Chapter completed!