If the cat always looked like this, it would be impossible for her to say something like "Do you want to be my Shikigami" ten years later.

Even though there is a ten-year difference, Yan Yan believes that anything will change, but her vision will not change.

The cat had already worn away the thorns on its body while waiting, and it had forgotten its original appearance.

After seeing Mao You off, Yan Yan sat on the bed, but her eyes were confused.

What was she thinking? She didn't know.

I was just dazed, aimlessly (di) in a daze, leaving my head blank, thinking nothing, but thinking about everything.

Then, after a long time, she suddenly started to laugh. The delicate baby smiled cutely on his face, but it seemed like he was crying. There were no tears on his face, but anyone could feel a sad mood.

She smiled, laughing sarcastically, laughing freely, laughing at herself, and laughing at the cat again.

Finally, I understand.

Why don’t you like that cat? Why don’t you hate it when you look at it? So that’s it, it’s because-

They're so similar.

She saw her own shadow on Maoyou.

She said that the cat has lost herself again, but why isn't she the same?

She also forgot what she was like. Although she had been deceiving herself and thought she had never changed, she had forgotten that she was now and the same as she used to be. What's funny is that she didn't even have the idea of ​​changing back.

Thinking about it this way, it feels really sad.

With his hand stretched out, Yan Yan grabbed her hair, and seemed to have something to rush out of her heart, but she forced her to suppress her.

She wanted to cry, she wanted to laugh, she wanted to scream, she wanted to go crazy.

When did she learn to be false? The hypocrisy she hates the most?

In his ears, the bird was calling by her side with concern. Yan Yan cried and laughed. He reached out and held Yan Yan into his arms, closed his eyes, and let the tears pass by.

It turns out that nothing is unchanging.

She cried and laughed again, but she didn't know that she wanted to cry and laugh, but she just felt that the sorrow in her heart could not stop.

She didn't know what she would become.

***

The next day, dressed neatly, Yan Yan went to Dongda University with the "Japanese Monsters Illustrations".

One night made her think a lot and she shed a lot of tears.

Thinking about the future, thinking about the present, thinking about the changes in the environment, thinking about your own changes, and then thinking about what exactly is that you must never lose.

Yan Yan kept thinking about what she looked like before.

Then I was thinking, what about the dream I wanted to find?

The dreams I wanted to find, since Asami Xiyue appeared, she seemed to have been thrown to a hundred and eight thousand miles.

She no longer has the heart to find her dream.

Dongda University, library.

Yukimura Seishi, who is already a senior and will be able to take off his student's coat after spring break next year, is rushing for a graduation thesis.

In the past two years, although he has spent most of his time playing abroad, as a student, especially an outstanding student, Yukimura said that his graduation certificate is a perfect thing.

But even so, looking at the two people in front of him who were gathering with him in the corner of the library under the name of tutoring, his eyebrows still twitched twice.

"Shimi, I think Echizen is already enough to tutor your English that is so bad..."
Chapter completed!