She smiled reluctantly, and she put the tray on her hand at the door of Morikawa Mingzi's room and patted her mother's shoulder comfortably, "Mingzi may take some time. Mom, let's go down first...it will get better."

Will get better.

Not only comforting her mother, but also comforting herself, Morikawa Yuko looked at the closed door inexplicably, and walked downstairs with a sad mother.

Was her original choice wrong?

"It is impossible for one body to accommodate the souls of two people at the same time."

"I hope you won't regret it in the future."

The cold and indifferent words suddenly flashed through my mind. When I thought of my father who was still lying in the hospital, looking at his mother's haggard face, Yuko Morikawa closed her eyes and could only sigh in her heart, but she had already made a decision.

*** ** ***

Seeing that the person standing outside the door had left, Morikawa Mingko's hand tightened her hands holding the quilt. The touch in her arms was real and warm, no longer the coldness that she could see but couldn't touch. She closed her eyes, really unwilling to think about the days when she first came out of this world, she was not seen by the world and could not touch warm.

When she first came to this world, she was a ghost.

It was just a ghost that no one could see or touch. She wandered alone in this world, because it was not the existence of life in this world, she could not move into the cycle of reincarnation, and could only wander around the world, watching the changes in the world freely. Then, in an accidental situation, when she saw the active figure of the samurai, Ekimaemi Minamijiro standing on the court on a huge TV screen, she realized that this she resented and wanted to destroy all the worlds, it was actually the world she used to dream of traveling through.

The prince of tennis, the boy's clean dream chase.

At that time, something seemed to surge out of my chest, which was already cold, and my heart was full of energy.

——But they are just ridiculous and ironic!

At first, she also fantasized that if a beautiful encounter through time and space could happen to herself... Just like an ordinary girl, she fantasized about all this, and she could not extricate herself from the imagination, and even had the idea of ​​swallowing sleeping pills and crashing into a car.

But what if the fantasy is realized?

She became a ghost, wandering alone in this world, watching the inheritance of the Sayuki Gemini from forty-seven to eighty-six, seeing the world gradually moving towards the civilized system, and seeing that no matter how hard she tried, she could not leave any footprints in this world to prove that she had once existed...

That sad feeling seemed to have been chiseled a big hole in my heart, deep and terrifying, but I can't feel any pain.

Is it difficult to just want to live?

I just want to have a body. Is this wish too greedy?

I want to live, live like an ordinary person, because only by living can you have love and be loved by others - I want to live, live with everyone in this world...

I really want to, I really want to...

______________RN first released by Xia Feixuan _______

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