Chapter 234 I am a beast
Yao Ningning is really sincere to Yan Nanfei, so Yan Nanfei naturally has to say what he says in his heart. Yes, Yan Nanfei will not let go of such a good opportunity. Yan Nanfei did it intentionally, deliberately arousing Yao Ningning's curiosity.
"Ningning, then I said, don't blame me, don't blame Yaoyao, okay?" Yan Nanfei sorted out his mood and looked helpless.
"What?"
"You will know what you hear. If you don't tell you, my heart... Oh, it's uncomfortable! Tell you, I'm afraid you can't bear it. Forget it, forget it, I'll better not say it."
"Nanfei, just say it. I promise, I promise... I won't lose my temper." Yao Ningning's feelings for Yan Nanfei are so special that they are exquisite. You know, it is incredible that Yao Ningning fell in love with Yan Nanfei under such circumstances.
"This is the thing..." Yan Nanfei seized this opportunity and told the story of the doctor Li Qi and Li Jinzhan who drugged Ren Jiayao in the hospital. Then how did he and Ren Jiayao have that kind of relationship... "Because Yaoyao is worried about the relationship between me and you, and worried that you will hate me, she silently endured it. She asked me to keep it confidential, absolutely confidential, and don't hurt you."
Yao Ningning listened, speechless, really speechless. Some were helpless, and some were a special feeling for the sister Ren Jiayao.
"Nan Fei, I understand." Yao Ningning's voice was very quiet.
"You won't blame Yaoyao, do you?" Yan Nanfei's voice was also very quiet and he asked tentatively.
"No, of course not." Although Yao Ningning felt a little uncomfortable, she still gave a denial answer: "It's not easy for Yaoyao, it's really not easy. She has helped me since she was a child, and I only have such a best friend. I felt relieved when I asked her to take care of you."
"But after all, this happened." Yan Nanfei didn't want to escape. He wanted to make things clear. After all, Yao Ningning was abroad, so it would be better to give her a space to think. Yes, this question has been in Yan Nanfei's heart for a long time. Since Li Xiaoman married Li Xiaoman, Yan Nanfei has left this knot in his heart. Since the Iron Lock God Marquis can marry a few wives to live in harmony, why can't he? Besides, Xiaoman doesn't mind, and they probably won't mind either.
"I know..." Yao Ningning's voice was very light: "Nan Fei, that's not your fault, you are trying to save Yaoyao. Of course, you can't blame Yaoyao, she is the victim. However,... I have some in my heart... Nan Fei, do you understand?"
"I understand. I understand your heart and Yaoyao."
"Yes. Yaoyao is all for me, it's all for me. She asked you to hide it from me, and it's also for me. Just... as long as you..."
Yao Ningning stopped halfway through her words, and she couldn't continue. She wanted to say that as long as you won't have it again in the future, there would be no problem. But she couldn't say such words, and didn't know how to say them, and always felt very awkward.
"Yes, but the problem is here." Yan Nanfei seized the opportunity and replied directly.
"What?" Yao Ningning was surprised.
"Ningning, I don't want to hide it from you either. If, I mean if... I just want to tell you all the things in my heart."
"You say!" Yao Ningning had been suppressing her inner emotions. She never expected Yan Nanfei to say such words. It was an ordinary man, a woman would hide it from her, and she must have hidden it from her.
"Ningning, can you scold me a few words first?" Yan Nanfei begged.
"Just say it, you know I won't scold people." Yao Ningning's tears were almost falling.
"Then Ningning, I'll say it." Yan Nanfei gritted his teeth. He had to face such things. It would be better to face them one day later. Just say it, die if you die!
"Ningning, when you are away, the Yaoyao sisters gave me great help. They all regard my affairs as their own, and they are more concerned about their own affairs. You also know... me, I..."
Yan Nanfei hesitated for a moment and said, "I found that Yaoyao fell in love with me. But she just refused to admit it. She said I was yours, so she didn't...I don't want to agree to me. Ningning, do you know? She has quit her job as a doctor for me. And, and... "
Yan Nanfei felt that it was a bit cruel to say such words. After all, Yao Ningning had been waiting for her for several years, although it was her wishful thinking. However, this touched Yan Nanfei. Yan Nanfei couldn't understand Yao Ningning, but he had a love for him, but it seemed that there was always some distance.
"What else?" Yao Ningning's tears flowed down her face. She was a cowardly and infatuated woman. She was used to being with it on weekdays, so she would not curse like Ren Jiayao.
"Also, I did something I'm sorry for you. When I was sleeping in Ren Jiayao, I... I... Ningning, you blame me! Yaoyao is so feminine. Moreover, I am a fickle young man, you know. Otherwise, we wouldn't meet in the bar or go to the guest room together... You won't care about me for so many years. Ningning, I know I was wrong, but I... I really don't want Yaoyao to be sad. She also loves me, I know. I don't want, don't want her to bear that loneliness and loneliness alone in her heart for us. Ningning, do you understand my heart?"
Yan Nanfei was a little excited. He knew very well that he had hurt Yao Ningning. But in the same way, he knew that he had no choice. If he married Li Xiaoman, there would not be only one wife who only married Yao Ningning. It is natural that Ren Jiayao loves him, how can he not fight for it? On the other hand, even without Ren Jiayao, Yan Nanfei would have to make these clear sooner or later.
Yao Ningning was speechless on the other end of the phone, only crying and a slight crying.
Yan Nanfei listened on the phone. Hearing Yao Ningning crying, he felt uncomfortable. But what can he do?
I don’t know how long it took, Yao Ningning gritted her teeth and wiped her tears: “Nan Fei, what do you mean is, are you going to dump me, right?”
"I don't want to do it either." Yan Nanfei's helpless expression.
"Don't you want it? You said you don't want it?" Yao Ningning asked.
"Ningning, don't do this, okay? I'm telling the truth, I don't want to, I really don't want to. Why did your mother treat me, why did she look down on me, and why... I don't want to give up on you. Not because of Yaoyao, I want to give up on you. Yaoyao definitely didn't agree to me. But, but I like you all! Really, I like you! You all have their own cuteness and their own beauty, and I like it. I know I'm fickle, but this is my nature. I can't lie to you, hide everything from you, and say that I'm special to you. On the other hand, I lie to Yaoyao, and then you must have called me a beast. Oh... I don't know what to say, I'm a beast, a beast, okay! Why am I so fickle?"
Yan Nanfei became more excited and more blamed as he spoke. Some of the feelings were real, and the other part was acted without any lies. Many parts were as Yan Nanfei had long imagined.
"Nan... Nanfei, what do you want to do?" Yao Ningning was born with cowardice in her personality, and she didn't know what to do. She said that she would reject Yan Nanfei, and after waiting for so many years, he was a little reluctant, but more unwilling to do so. If she didn't refuse, she really didn't know what to say.
“宁宁,我知道我怎么说,对你们来说都是一个伤害.瑶瑶尿尿去了.她要是回来,知道我跟你说这些,她肯定非要揍死我不可.真的!瑶瑶的性格,你应该了解!或许,或许她以后再也不理我了.我知道我这么做,这么说伤害了你和瑶瑶.可是,可是我真的没有办法.我天生就是一个花心,就是一个花心.除非,除非我把你们都娶了,或许我们才能够幸福.可是,可是你是富家千金呀.怎么可能?怎么可能?这是怎么都不可能的.”
After turning a big circle, Yan Nanfei finally said the idea.
"What? You said you married us all? Nan Fei, you are not sick, are my mother agreeing? Will my dad agree? Will the law agree? Will we be happy? Have you ever thought about it? Nan Fei, I really don't know, I don't know anything. Nan Fei, I don't know what to say." Yao Ningning, who had been listening and enduring silently, also broke out.
"How can it be impossible? Why doesn't it not? As long as there is love, it is possible. Let's talk about the law first, we can immigrate, of course. Those countries that can immigrate, family and wife, life will be too great? Ningning, I really have no choice, I said that. I am also thinking randomly and thinking randomly. I have been traveling to those countries, so I have such a thought. It's just your mother, your father, and yourself...especially yourself, I think it's very difficult. But besides this method, I really... Ningning, I don't lie to you, even if I marry you alone, I will think in my heart.
Yaoyao. Do you understand my heart? What I have in my heart is the forest. If that is true, will you be happy? Do you have the heart to see your sister guarding loneliness alone? Also, I think Yaoyao has never been so serious. She is a good woman, a good woman who can give up everything for love and friendship. Let such a woman be alone... You have the heart, I can't bear it. So, so I don't want to deceive you anymore. I want to tell you that if you want, I am willing, and if I don't want to, I can't. At most, at most I will not marry anyone, and I will never get married in this life. In that way, no one will be injured... no one will be injured..."
"Nan Fei, you..."
After beating a few times, the phone was cut off, and the phone in Yan Nanfei's hand was out of power!
Chapter completed!