Chapter 661 The most beautiful smile
Time is like a sharp sword slicing through the throat. The moment of amorous feelings makes people nostalgic, but at the same time when everyone is caught off guard and has no time to react, while you are still stuck in that amorous feelings, it has quietly been with you every time.
An inadvertent turn around, looking back, every time you pass by strange people and strange scenery, when you look back, you will find that everything that happened in the past has become the past.【】
Those so-called pains at that time, those feelings that you once thought would never change, gradually fade away with the passage of time, and finally you start to feel that what was so heartbreaking before seems to be nothing more than that now.
But every memory is just blocked deep in your heart that you don’t want to touch. At the time, place, and characters, they overlap again. No matter how long they have been sealed in the dust, no matter how deep and strong they are hidden, that person, that scene, those heart-breaking moments
The pain of split lungs will be picked up again. You may say: "Isn't it all in the past?". In fact, what has passed is just time, and you still can't escape it. When you think of it, you smile or feel sad.
A year can give us different experiences in different moods. Some people think it is a very long period of time. A year can allow us to experience many things, meet many people, and we can alternate between crying and laughing several times.
But for some people, it is just a blink of an eye, it is just a period of time during which those wounds that would make them burst into tears are covered in dust but have not diminished at all.
Everyone in Juxian Pavilion knows that You Xueer is immersed in the kind of pain every day and can't extricate herself. Even though she seems to be very happy every day, it seems that everything before is just a flash in the pan and everything disappears when she wakes up.
The only difference from before was that she was no longer experiencing the pain alone, and there was someone beside her who was always there to protect her.
On this day, the weather was sunny, and it was another season of spring and flowers blooming. Under the mild sunshine, the flowers faded and bloomed again, the grass withered and turned green again. All things in the world are dead and dead trees are turning into spring, but people will feel sad about spring and autumn in this season.
Some things that I didn’t want to think about or mention seemed to have been agreed upon during this season, and they came to my mind one after another.
In front of others, You Xueer always behaves as fiery, cheerful and ghostly as she did at Feiyunmen, but when she sits alone in a quiet corner, her face will naturally reveal inexplicable sadness.
That sadness seemed to have been integrated into her bones, and that expression had become the dominant expression on her face.
"Perhaps, she will only show her vulnerability at this time." Chang Ziteng, who is known as Brother Melancholy in mainland China, walked towards You Xueer who was sitting under a tree in a corner of Juxian Pavilion, looking at the pure-looking girl.
She has a smart temperament and gives people the look of sadness on the face of a girl who wants to hold her tightly in her arms and never let her get hurt in the slightest. Chang Ziteng feels the same way.
Standing in front of You Xueer, Chang Ziteng said calmly: "Are you thinking about him again?"
You Xueer was stunned for a moment, then the sadness on her face quickly subsided, she stood up and said with joy, "No way, I was wondering what kind of person you are. From your always melancholy eyes, I
I know it's not an act, you must have experienced something special to become like this."
"You really want to know?" Chang Ziteng stared at You Xueer closely.
You Xueer lowered her head as if she felt guilty, then raised it again and said with a smile: "Of course."
"I'll take you to a place." Chang Ziteng picked up You Xueer and walked outside Juxian Pavilion.
Walking on the street, You Xueer wanted to break away from Chang Ziteng's pull, but the more she struggled, the stronger his strength became, and finally You Xueer had no choice but to give up.
However, at this moment, You Xueer suddenly stopped and stared blankly ahead.
Standing in front of the crowd, a man with a tall, strong and upright back like an ancient pine tree that is not afraid of wind and rain stands like a god of war. His unruffled and powerful domineering attitude intimidates the surrounding gangsters who oppress the people.
Running around.
At this time, Wu Hua and Yang Xue also arrived, You Xueer and Chang Ziteng.
Yang Xue rolled her eyes, then held Wu Hua's arm intimately, behaved intimately, and talked and laughed happily.
The four people came face to face, and the four pairs of eyes alternated rapidly.
You Xueer subconsciously wanted to take out the hand that Chang Ziteng was holding tightly, but Chang Ziteng held it tightly, and immediately turned her head, and for the first time, You Xueer looked at Chang Ziteng and saw nothing but hesitation.
Her perseverance and irresistible domineering look, for some reason, she somehow managed to stop struggling and just lowered her head suddenly.
Just like that, the four people passed each other on this street with gentle sunshine, trees that are always at a fixed distance, and witnesses of the separation and reunification of men and women. At that moment, they went from acquaintance, acquaintance, love to strangers.
The two people are so close to each other, but they are so far away from each other.
The wind blew their dark hair, and the long dark hair was swaying messily in the windy air, like black rain, swaying the loneliness of a man and a woman who had been friends for ten years but were now strangers.
, just like this season ten years ago, no one’s world exists without each other.
The moment the two people passed each other, time seemed to stand still, and the picture of that moment was permanently fixed in their minds. A man and a woman who had been in love for ten years lowered their heads in silence, and the intertwining of shoulders was like that.
The sub-picture is beautiful, with a desolation that makes people want to cry.
Smile, just because love is too tiring. Cry, just because the memories are too beautiful.
This is the truth explained by how many men and women who love each other but shed tears because they don’t know how to cherish the separation and reunion.
No one looked back. A man and a woman who once placed each other in the most precious position in their hearts just walked silently in opposite directions on this street that had witnessed the separation and reunification of many men and women, gradually drifting away.
Further than before, until it disappears at both ends of the road.
I can walk this way, but I can't walk out of the pain.
After leaving Zheng'an City, Chang Ziteng took You Xueer to fly in the air. Neither of them spoke. They flew for a day and a night. On the evening of the next day with the most beautiful sunset, Chang Ziteng and You Xueer came to an empty valley.
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The empty valley is filled with flowers that are in full bloom all over the mountains and plains, in various colors. The setting sun does not hesitate to cast its light on this quiet empty valley, giving the place a refreshing and mysterious color.
Chang Ziteng kept holding You Xue'er's hand tightly and walked closely in this sea of flowers. Among the flowers, You Xue'er came to a tomb that was in stark contrast to this sea of flowers and was out of place and a terrible scenery.
Chang Ziteng finally let go of You Xueer's hand and carefully selected a few tulips from the flowers. This is a flower that symbolizes holiness, happiness and victory. He gently placed the flowers in front of the tombstone, and then touched You Xueer.
, "This is the girl I once loved most. If she were still alive, she should be as old as you."
"What happened to her?" You Xueer asked, "How did she die?"
Chang Ziteng's expression gradually became more and more melancholy, as if he was trapped in a painful memory. Then, he slowly sat down, took out a jar of wine and took a sip against the sunset, "I killed him."
"Ah?" You Xueer exclaimed, this answer really surprised her.
"I met her when I was eighteen years old. She was only fifteen years old at that time. We practiced and played together. When she was nineteen years old, we fell in love. But all this was just arranged.
Including her, she was arranged by her family to be by my side for the Extreme Fire Yang Spirit Pearl in my body. She betrayed me and almost killed me, but I knew that she also loved her. When we met again later, I
Kill her with your own hands, she was only twenty-one years old when she died."
After saying that, Brother Melancholy's eyes were already wet, and he took a big sip of wine. The wine splashed, and the water stains on his face could no longer be distinguished from wine or tears.
"I always thought that this incident would be an eternal pain in my heart, but now, it seems to have faded away. I originally thought that I would never let her go, and that I would never be able to love anyone else again, but time is really a terrible thing.
, no matter how profound or unforgettable it is, it cannot withstand the growth rings of time."
Melancholy brother Chang Ziteng stared at You Xueer closely and continued: "Some things and some people have passed when they have passed. Even if you cling to the love in your heart, it is just in vain. It's time to let go and let me help."
You, help you get rid of the pain and emotions in your heart that are difficult to forget and never want to forget."
You Xueer is a smart woman. She naturally knew that Chang Ziteng was confessing to her, but she was really not in the mood to talk about it now. She smiled and said: "Brother Chang, thank you very much for your care this year.
Over the past year, no matter when I was happy or when I was wronged,
Sometimes, or when I recall those past events, you stood by my side and accompanied me, which relieved a little pain. Sometimes I am really touched and really want to find a broad and warm embrace to rely on, but I
I can't let go of him in my heart, this is very cruel to you."
"I don't care, I can wait until the day you completely let go of him, and then we will get married." Chang Ziteng looked firm, and the melancholy look disappeared from his face, replaced by an unswerving look.
Sincerity is a true emotion.
Sometimes feelings are so inexplicable. Two people who grew up together as childhood sweethearts will not have any emotions about love in their hearts. They are so familiar with each other that they are so familiar that they are transparent. However, some people can make love in just a few days of knowing each other.
Love each other life and death and remain committed to it.
Perhaps, we can only use an existence that has no basis and no signs but seems to be real to bring two people from far and wide places who would never have an intersection together, so that when they meet, Shu will feel as if he has killed his father.
The word "fate" is used to explain everything that sounds funny but is very heartwarming.
"Promise me to let go of him and start over. Give me a chance and give yourself a chance. You can't live just for one person in this world. Please believe in me and please believe in love." Chang Ziteng's expression is no longer static.
His melancholy is no longer indifferent. At this moment, he is excited, showing his true feelings, and sincerely like a child.
You Xueer pursed her lips and looked at the setting sun in the distance that quietly slid down the mountain. Looking at the setting sun, no matter how beautiful the setting sun was, it would always disappear. Although it left a bright afterglow, it would still be swallowed up by darkness.
The emotional experience in life is not the same. Even if the unforgettable and vigorous love makes people come back thousands of times and have no aftertaste, no matter how beautiful and unforgettable the love is, it will only gradually evolve into heart-breaking pain.
Then gradually you find that the pain that you thought would make you heartbroken when you think about it all your life slowly disappears with the passage of time, so that you can only smile lightly when you think about it in a few years.
The person next to me said, "If it hadn't been for that relationship with that person, maybe we wouldn't have stayed together until we grew old. We really have to remember it with a grateful attitude."
Withdrawing her gaze, You Xueer's face bloomed with a bright smile again. This smile was no longer fake, no longer filled with deep bitterness and desolation, "Wait for me. When I really let go of him, I won't
The day I shed tears for him."
At this moment, two young men and a woman were facing the setting sun in the sea of flowers. Their smiles eclipsed the setting sun on the other side of the sky.
The most beautiful smile is not determined by how beautiful you are, but by a happy and free smile.
Chapter completed!