Parents, I'm sorry. Just think that I never existed, or that I died yesterday. This Gong Menghan no longer exists in this world.

When I arrive in the United States, I am no longer Gong Menghan, I am Yue, the top killer of the ‘Yan’ gang. Let Gong Menghan be buried in China.

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"Boss." I knelt in front of the old man in front of me.

"Haha, Yueyue is back. Get up. Let me take a good look at you." Time is really not forgiving. After a few years, the boss's face has wrinkles.

"Boss, can I continue to stay with the 'Yan' gang?"

The boss smiled broadly on his face, "Well, I can't even invite you. I hope you can come back."

"Thank you, boss."

"Have you and Shi..." The boss gestured towards me.

"Boss, you have misunderstood. I only regard Killing as my brother. I have no other feelings. Killing, what do you think?"

Shi nodded in disappointment, "Yeah, I only regard Yue Yue as my sister."

"Oh, that's it." I saw the disappointment on the boss's face.

"Boss, I'm back this time. I hope you will leave all tasks to me to complete. No matter how big or small, how important it is. Please promise me."

"Oh? Okay, I'll leave it all to you."

...(Three months have passed)

I took off the wig on my head and wiped off the heavy makeup on my face. Phew, I killed another 10 today.

"Yueyue, you go out to complete the task every day. Can you bear it?"

"Anthracene, I can definitely bear it." Now I can only use tasks to fill all my time. I don't let myself have extra time to think about useless things.

He held my hand angrily, "How is that possible! Although I am not a doctor, I have done research. Look at your pale face! You didn't eat three meals a day as ordered when you came to the United States. You are an iron man.

It’s too much to bear!”

"Then what do you think of me? Sitting here day after day thinking and crying every day? I can only fill all my time with tasks, let me..."

"I would rather you wash your face in tears than watch you torture yourself! Forget Leng Hanxi, it's not worth it for that man! Yue, you should understand what I mean. I am willing to help you forget him,

I……"

I shook off his hand, and all the grievances and sadness I had felt over the past few months were released here. "How could I forget? He was like a nail, embedded in my heart. Even if I pulled it out, there would still be a black hole."

Dong. You haven't experienced it, you don't understand. Do you think I don't want to forget him? I also want to forget him, I really want to forget him! But I just can't forget! Maybe it's because I can't bear it, or maybe I don't want to at all.

Forget. I really hate myself."

He shook me, as if he wanted to wake me up. "Yue, seeing you in pain makes me feel bad. Just forget about him. Isn't this a good thing for you?"

"I want it too. But I just can't forget it! I can't forget it!"

"Aren't you a pharmacist? You must be able to."

Yes, I am a pharmacist. Although I am a pharmacist, the disease in my heart cannot be cured no matter how I treat it.

I felt dizzy and fell towards the ground...

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Fourth update.
Chapter completed!