Looking at the situation now, she didn't know how to talk about the child at all. After thinking about it, she decided to let him go and talk to him again.

She thought that after all, the child was also his, so he would not die without saving her. Xia Xinjie could only comfort herself in this way.

What's more, Shangguan Hao's father came to her at that time and kept begging her like this. How could she refuse to agree?

At that time, Ji Tianmo had done so many things for her, so she should repay him well.

She felt that she was a bad woman. She had obviously agreed to be with him, but she always pretended to be someone else in her heart.[

She thought maybe Shangguan Hao's father didn't know about her pregnancy at that time, otherwise he wouldn't have let her leave.

She felt that she was really bad. She had promised others never to come back, but she had broken her promise. He had broken his promise for the sake of his two children.

She could only say sorry to Guan Hao's father in her heart.

But when Shangguan Hao's father came to see her, she didn't tell anyone.

"Xinjie, I don't care what you think of me or call me selfish, I will never give up on you no matter what. Do you know what kind of life I lived after you left? I hate you, but I don't give up.

Do you know what it feels like to love and hate you as much as I love you? Have you ever experienced it?" Shangguan Hao said excitedly.

He originally thought that everything would change when he saw Xia Xinjie again, but he didn't expect that things would be far more uncomfortable than he thought.

Xia Xinjie listened to his words.

She really couldn't believe what she heard. She really didn't know that Shangguan Hao was so affectionate towards her.

Xia Xinjie's tears fell and she spoke excitedly: "Shangguan Hao, why didn't you tell me at that time? Do you know? I saw you and Yin Sushang acting so intimately on the balcony. Do you know that my heart was almost broken?

I told myself that I was not worthy of you, and Yin Sushang was the one you wanted. I told myself that I must forget you, stay away from you, and wish you happiness." Xia Xinjie said the tears fell even more fiercely.

"Xinjie, I..." Shangguan Hao was completely at a loss.

"When I woke up the next day, Yin Sushang was not gone, which made me want to give up even more deeply, so I chose to give up." Xia Xinjie shed sad tears as she spoke.

"Xinjie..." Shangguan Hao really didn't know how to speak.

"Shangguan Hao, you speak first and listen to what I have to say." Xia Xinjie didn't let Shangguan Hao speak anymore. If she wanted to speak, she would have to say everything again.

Seeing that Shangguan Hao really didn't speak, Xia Xinjie spoke again: "You know what? My love for you is not very deep, but the past is the past after all, don't talk about it anymore, okay? You have a happy one now.

I am also very happy at home." Xia Xinjie said what she had been wanting to say for the past three years.

I felt a lot relieved after saying it.

She was always depressed and uncomfortable when she was alone.

No matter how sad she was, she didn't dare to show it.

Now that I have said it, I feel relaxed.

"Since you love me too, and I love you too, come back to me, okay? Let me take care of you, okay? Let them let go of the past, okay?" Shangguan Hao held her hand tightly and said.[

Xia Xinjie shook her head and smiled lightly: "Shangguan Hao, don't be naive. I have already said that I just want to live a peaceful life now. You still have Yin Sushang, don't you? Since you are married, you should treat her

That's right." Xia Xinjie's words were full of sadness.
Chapter completed!