Chemotherapy is usually accompanied by side effects. Fortunately, Dr. Walker chose drugs with minimal side effects, including the treatment plan, which he and several experts studied for a long time before deciding. He was infected with carcinogens and had protozoa in his body.

Viruses will accelerate the division and metastasis of cancer cells until they completely take over his body, making treatment very difficult.

Now, everyone is racing against time, trying to suppress the disease through chemotherapy and quickly find an effective treatment. But disappointingly, chemotherapy did not work on him.

"Ms. Lin, I can only say that I'm sorry. None of the methods I've tried so far have worked on Gu Xicen." Dr. Walker said apologetically.

When Lin Yuer learned the result, she was unusually calm.

Doctor Walker looked at her worriedly, "Ms. Lin, are you okay?"

He knew that she was his fiancée and how much she loved him, so he felt even more sorry. After all, today, when cancer is not as easy to treat as a cold, it is still a terrible disease called a "terminal disease"

Disease.

Lin Yuer lowered her eyes and said in a low voice, "Dr. Walker, I have never given up, and please don't give up on him. I believe you can cure him."

Doctor Walker looked at her, infected by her persistence, and smiled gently, "Thank you, I will try my best!"

After leaving Dr. Walker's office, Lin Yuer slowly walked back and then walked down the stairs step by step.

The current result made her want to cry, but there were no tears left. She could only be forced to accept it, and she had to keep cheering herself up. He would eventually be fine, and he would be fine...

Her head suddenly felt dizzy, and her foot suddenly came up empty. When she was still three or four steps away, she fell straight down and hit her forehead on the ground, which was red from the impact.

"Ah, Miss!" Someone passing by helped her up, "How are you?"

"I...I'm fine." Lin Yuer leaned against the wall, her face bloodless, maybe because she hadn't slept well, and her spirit was very low.

"Are you sure there's nothing wrong? Do you want to see a doctor?"

She waved her hand and forced a smile, "Thank you."

She walked down the stairs again.

Now, her feeling of pain is no longer so clear.

When she returned to the ward, Patricia was taking care of Gu Xicen. Seeing the reddish patch on her forehead, she quickly asked, "Miss, what's wrong with your head?"

"I bumped into him by accident." Lin Yuer walked over and asked, "Is he awake?"

Patricia shook her head, "I haven't woken up yet."

"Patricia, you go back and rest, I'm here."

"Miss, can you be alone?" Patricia said with some worry, "Your face looks very ugly, you should go back and have a rest."

"I'm fine, you can go back."

"Uh, okay then, just call me if you need anything."

"Um."

Patricia left, and Lin Yuer stayed alone in the ward looking at Gu Xicen.

His face was losing weight rapidly, and he was basically unable to eat anymore. If he continued like this, his stomach function would also decrease.

He now sleeps for more than ten hours every day, and most of the time he is awake, he is half asleep and half awake. It is difficult to say a few words to him during the day. She always comforts herself by thinking that this is okay, she can sleep.

If you catch it, you will lose consciousness, at least you won't be tortured by that damn pain.

"Xiaoyue..."

He called her softly.

Lin Yuer came back to her senses and found that he was awake. She quickly smiled and said, "I'm here. Do you feel better?"

He looked at her and responded, "Yeah."

Knowing that he was lying and comforting herself, Lin Yue'er still smiled and said, "That's good. Doctor Walker said that the treatment plan is very effective. It is only a matter of time before you are discharged from the hospital. However, before that, you must not

I’m so discouraged! I have to actively cooperate with his treatment.”

He stared at her and wanted to raise his hand, but he could only move his fingers, "What's wrong with your forehead...?"

Lin Yuer touched it and felt a little pain.

It must be swollen.

"Haha, it's okay. I touched it accidentally just now."

Gu Xicen wanted to say something, but he didn't. Lin Yue'er thought he was tired and wanted to sleep again, so he immediately said, "You can sleep for a while longer. I'll stay here and won't go anywhere."

"...Xiaoyue," he called her.

"Um?"

"Don't hold on for me... anymore." He took advantage of the rare waking moment to say what he wanted to say.

As long as he opens his eyes, he will see that she is getting more and more haggard and thinner. She has lost weight to just eighty pounds. If she continues like this, she will be the first to get into trouble.

He didn't want that, and would rather let her give up.

"What are you talking about?" Lin Yuer glared at him, "If I don't support you, who will I support for? Besides, you will be fine soon, so what does it matter if I support you for a while?"

His eyes moved slightly, flashing with pity and intolerance.

"Go... put some medicine on it, it's red and ugly."

"You think I'm ugly now?" Lin Yue'er scolded unhappily, "What will we do in the future? We still have ten, twenty, fifty years. When my face is full of wrinkles, don't you want to

Are you even more disgusted?"

The ten years, twenty years, and fifty years she mentioned are indeed very desirable.

If he can really follow her, it must be the most successful thing he has ever done in his life!

However, time will seem insignificant in the face of fate.

He raised his lips and said softly, "Even if you are full of wrinkles, you are still the most beautiful."

One sentence made her smile again, "You, just coax me!"

He smiled, but the smile made him look even weaker. Lin Yueer saw it, his face was smiling, but his heart was bleeding.

He raised his hand with difficulty to hold hers, but Lin Yuer immediately held his hand first.

"Go back to my brother." He said quietly, "He still loves you..."

Lin Yue'er's expression changed, "Gu Xicen, what are you talking about!"

"I'll rest assured if I leave you to him."

Lin Yuer quickly shook off his hand, stood up, and looked at him in disbelief, "You want me to go find Gu Wangchuan?"

Gu Xicen used his will to hold on and stayed awake for a moment. He knew that if he didn't say something now, he might not have a chance in the future. He would be swallowed up by the endless darkness, and by then, he would be helpless.

Watching her cry alone was not the future life he wanted to give her.

His voice was very soft, "Everyone makes mistakes, and the punishment for him is enough. If you go back...he will cherish you more than his own life...because he is my brother, so I trust him."

"

"Gu Xicen!" Lin Yuer was extremely angry. This was the first time she had used such a tone to him since he fell ill, "What do you think I am? Is it your brother's ball? You can do whatever you want.

Kicking it around, when he doesn't want it, he passes it to you, and if you don't want it anymore, you kick it back to him..."

At the end of the sentence, she choked up and tears overflowed from her eyes, "Life is my own, how I want to live it is my business, I don't need you to worry about it!"

Not wanting to say any more, she turned around and left.

Unexpectedly, as soon as I opened the door, I heard a "plop" behind me.

She was startled and turned around to see Gu Xicen falling off the bed.

"Xicen!" Lin Yuer quickly ran over and helped him up, "Why did he fall? Is there any injury? Where does it hurt..." She was so anxious that she cried and tried to help him up, but she was so thin.

But she had no strength at all.

Gu Xicen's equally skinny hand grasped hers tightly and leaned into her arms, breathing hard, "Don't go... don't go..."

"I won't leave, I won't go anywhere..." she cried, hugging him tightly, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't lose my temper... I won't do it again, never again."

Leaning against her, Gu Xicen's consciousness began to become blurry again, but he just subconsciously held on to her, fearing that she would leave the next second, "Xiaoyue...Xiaoyue, turn on the light...it's so dark in here."

, I can’t see you anymore…”

Lin Yue'er's heart was shaken, trembling, she stretched out her hand and waved it in front of his eyes.

Seeing the indifferent reaction of his pupils, she felt heartbroken. She hugged him tightly and said softly, "The lamp is broken. I will find someone to fix it right away. It will be fixed..."

Gu Xicen raised his hand and grabbed hers, his eyes began to blur, and he murmured, "Xiaoyue, don't be angry with me... I don't want you to be angry... That would be more uncomfortable than being sick..."

She hugged him tightly, tears streaming down her cheeks, "Okay, I'm not angry, I won't be angry again..."

Gradually, the person in his arms lost his voice.

Lin Yuer tried his best, reached out to press the pager, called the nurse, and then helped lift him to the bed.

Seeing him in a comatose state again, Lin Yuer felt physically and mentally exhausted for the first time, as if her vitality was being taken away bit by bit by him.

"Hey, Miss Lin, you have a scratch on your head?" The nurse saw the wound on her forehead and insisted on taking her to the nurse's station and treating her wound.

"Thanks."
To be continued...