I stared at him with wide eyes and swallowed hard.

Yesterday, my mind was in a mess because of a high fever, and all my thoughts were haphazard, but this did not prevent me from clearly remembering what thoughts had been wandering in my mind. There was a moment when I was thinking,

I seem to really like Xu Binwei a little bit. I like her purely, not because of any other gratitude or touch. What I want to know now is whether I just think about this sentence in my heart, or whether I mean it from my heart.

Speaking out...

"What...what did I say yesterday? You know I was confused...did I talk nonsense? Hey, don't take it seriously, my consciousness was a little blurry yesterday..." I defended with a dry smile. It was really embarrassing.

Xu Binwei frowned, "You said a lot, but it was so messed up that I didn't understand it."

…

So, I didn't say that sentence?

"... Then why did you say that I like you? You are sick, how could I like you... I am not a masochist." I am not being pretentious, but how can I admit it in this situation? They just said that

Even though I have a sweetheart, I am still so devoted to him.

Although I'm a little tempted, I don't have any ideas for the time being, and I'm not to the point of pursuing him shamelessly. It's enough to be shameless in front of one person for the rest of my life. I can't see every man like this.

Xu Binwei narrowed her eyes and looked at me disdainfully, and said with a sly smile: "In that case, why did you hold my hand all night?"

"How can I not!"

"Why not! You said you had a headache and asked me to press it for you. After that, you kept holding my hand and wouldn't let go. I sat here all night and couldn't leave at all."

"I - I think of you as my dad." I said nonsense without changing my expression, "When I was sick when I was young, my dad would stay with me."

Xu Binwei's face, which was originally full of joy, suddenly became more than half black and smelled terrible.

Wait a moment--

"...You've been sitting here all night?" I looked up at Xu Binwei in surprise. How tight was my grip? Moreover, after sitting all night, I was so tired.

I lifted the quilt and scrabbled with my feet to find my shoes, "What time is it? Let's go quickly, today is not the weekend." He is the president, so it doesn't matter if he doesn't go to work, he should go back and rest quickly... No wonder his eyes

There's a lot of blood in it.

Xu Binwei held my shoulders and said, "What's the hurry? I've already asked for leave for you."

"Are you going to ask for leave for me?" I looked at him hesitantly. This was too--unsafe. Wouldn't the HR guy be able to hear his voice?

Xu Binwei had an expression that said, "I'm not an idiot." She glanced at me sideways, as if she disliked me, but stretched out her hand to help me pick up the shoes on the ground, "I asked Chen Shasha to help me ask for leave."

"Oh." I'm not a worm in your stomach, why do you despise me so much?

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People say that sickness comes like a mountain and goes away like a thread. I had a high fever, but I recovered very quickly. I went to the hospital for two days of infusion and I was completely healed, but my complexion was a little different.

, looking a little pale.

I went back to work on the third day. As soon as I entered the office, Emma ran over yelling and stuffed a beautifully wrapped bouquet of red roses into my arms.

"Wow, I just had a fever and didn't come to work for two days. You don't have to be so enthusiastic." I was really flattered.

"What are you thinking about?" Emma smiled and patted me, her eyes moved, looking at me like a dog seeing a bone, with two words written all over her face - Gossip.

She reached out and pulled out a card from the bouquet. It was a dreamy pink color that attracted endless reverie. It was small but very delicate and had a faint fragrance.

"It was given to you by someone else. You were not here yesterday, so I signed for it for you. I didn't read the card." Her words were very plain, but in her expression, I could already smell the strong ambiguity and curiosity.

the taste of.

"Thank you." I carried the flowers and walked to my seat. If I opened the card there, they would definitely come over to me, but it was different when I returned to my seat. Xu Binwei could see me, and anyone who wanted to follow me would also be able to see me.

So no one would be stupid enough to come and gossip with me during working hours.

I opened the card, and the handwriting on it was smooth and flowing. I could tell at a glance that I had some skills in calligraphy.

In early summer, my feelings for you are the same as before, and they have never changed from that day to the present. I have never loved anyone except you. Rong Zhishan and I have never been together.

There is no signature, but I know it is Ji Qiuchen.

When I saw this bouquet of flowers, I should have thought it was him. Only he knows that I like the most gaudy fiery red roses, and there should be no other embellishments in the bouquet. I didn't count, I guessed it was thirty-three.

It was the promise he made with me before, thirty-three red roses, I love you for three lives.

Never loved anyone else? Never been with Rong Zhishan? What's going on?

That day he clearly said that he accepted Rong Zhishan, so he broke up with me. Isn't that the case? If it wasn't for Rong Zhishan, then why did we break up? Why did we lose these three years in vain?

A lot of questions suddenly came to my mind, and I was eager to find the answer to each one, but I didn't even have Ji Qiuchen's phone number. Just when I was frowning, someone came over and called me, "In early summer, the flower shop people are here again."

Here you go."

I put down the slightly dim bouquet of roses in my hand, walked quickly to the door, signed my name in the catalog, and immediately looked for the card inside.

Early summer, I love you and have always loved you, but I cannot selfishly occupy your youth for three years for this reason. I don’t want you to wait for me, but I will come back.

"Wait a minute." I grabbed the man's sleeve, "Do you have the contact information of the person who sent the flowers?"

"I'm sorry, I'm only responsible for sending flowers, I don't know anything else."

I opened the address book on my phone and found Li Ya's name. I dialed it and rang several times before she picked up.

"Liya, do you have Ji Qiuchen's phone number? Send it to me."

"Why do I have his phone number?" Li Ya said inexplicably.

"Hasn't he contacted you before? Just look for it in the records."

"How long ago was that? You can still find it there." Li Ya seemed to suddenly wake up, and her voice became a bit stern, "What are you looking for him for? Lin Chuxia, let me tell you, don't be stupid for me.

You can live well without him for three years..."

I hung up the phone angrily, and Li Ya's admonishment disappeared immediately. I sat slumped on the chair. The thirty-three red roses on the table were so beautiful that they made my face look like a vegetable.

In the past three years, I have still lived a good life without Ji Qiuchen. Yes, I am still Lin Chuxia without him. But who knows, how many times I woke up in the dead of night, with tears on my face. Ji Qiuchen's brief words

This sentence violently tore open the hole in my heart that had just begun to heal. I wanted this answer.

At this moment, I didn't think about what would happen with Ji Qiuchen in the future. I just wanted to know why he could leave me so decisively. This thought filled my heart, making me ignore Xu Binwei who was standing by the window and staring at me.
Chapter completed!